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Y Tuesday, June 26, 2007Y
11:28 PM
Super long post...

25 June 2007, Monday

Took a cab down for the 2nd interview, as I woke up pretty late...Reached the place exactly at 10.15am...Was greeted by the receptionist, handed me a couple of reading materials as well...

Look across the whole waiting area, there were 4 other interviewees present...Found myself a place to sit then read through the stuffs, I was handed...5minutes later, the receptionist played a video on the company's profile...All of the interviewees including me, watched the short video and than after waited for the Managing Director, to come interview us all...

The darn interviewing process, was a one on four people approach style(again like the 1st interview I've attended and passed through the HR Manager)...The Managing Director interviewing me, along with 3 other interviewees lasted a good 2hours...(-.-")

This is the 1st ever company that I've come across, to having such open interviewing sessions...Along with the 3 interviewees, I was tested on the level of participation and whether I've been trying to do my best in proving, if I could be the next shortlisted candidate...

You wouldn't be able to visualize how stressed and weird it was, for me to try damn hard to do my best...Mingling with the 3 other interviewees, was also like a rather duh~~ thingy to do...Nevertheless, I still did tried opening myself up and initiated small chats with them...

The Managing Director "Adrian Chua", is a humorous boss...Definitely, not the kind that I've been seeing all along in my working life...Adrian jokes with us, and tries to ease the tension we had during the interview...Cool interview process but urm, a lil' too time consuming for me...I don't like to waste time, especially having to face that potential person for sucha long time, who could become my boss in future (that is if, should I be hired)...It only makes me all jittery and stressed up...

Anyway, the whole interviewing session ended at 12plus...Adrian shook hands with each and every one of us, and personally sent us all out of the interview room...I was told along with the trio, that should anyone of us be shortlisted for an orientation with the company, the successful applicant would be called up by Adrian personally, by 6pm on the same day...I was kinda looking forward to the shortlisting but more interested on getting back to Laogong's house fast...*Bleahs...

Sooo, yeah...You guys, can actually imagine me rushing back immediately after the interview ended...*Giggles...I'm quite confident in myself during the interview, but a part of me still kinda lingered around the decision of working or not working...*Shrugs...I left my mind half-wondering, then when I've reached Laogong's place, I just blanked out and slept beside Laogong...

Around 5.30pm, I received a call from Adrian...I was one of the shortlisted candidates and orientation starts from as early as 8.30am the very next day...(-.-") Super-duper sian 1/2...Didn't felt excited nor happy bout' getting the job...Besides, it was just an orientation...I'm still not considered a hired staff...*Shrugs...How boring~~ *Yawns...

Still, I accepted the orientation...Adrian's too nice a person for me to reject sooo was the whole company...Part of me reluctantly agreed and yet another part of me, is like (aiya, give it a shot...) that kinda manner...Yeah, yeah...Sooo contradicting, I am...Nuff' bout that already...

Told Laogong that I was shortlisted again, and he encouraged me to try it out too...The times that I get to spend together with Laogong, always seemed sooo short...I couldn't have a proper conversation with Laogong cuz, he's gotta prepare for work...*Frowns...Again, I saw him took the company bus for his work while I headed home...

Didn't exactly went home, Ah ger asked me out for dinner along with Serene at nearby our house...Told em' much bout the interviews I've went through and stuffs...Had our dinner, and then chatted bout' other blah, blah stuffs...Spent like 2hours at the coffeeshop?? I guessed sooo...Left the coffeeshop after, walked around "Boon Lay Shopping Center"...Nothing much to see, except for all the lechers staring at us while we're there...(-.-")...*Yucksssss...

We all decided to chill somewhere, near my block...I went back home, changed into more comfy clothings then met up with em' both again...Both Ah ger and I, blasted our Mp3s via our N70...Every single passerby, gave us the "stares" but we don't really care...It sucks, to see sooo much lechers plus "mountain tortoises"...It'll take people who're not used to this, a very long time to be able to come to accept that this darn neighborhood is.............................

Despite Ah ger, me and Serene have lived in the west for years, it's still a disgusting fact we all cannot come to terms with...Never mind bout' that for now...Hmmm, anyway all 3 of us chilled till it rained...I had no problem getting back home, Ah ger and Serene walked back in the rain..

I knew that darn orientation's just next day, should have gone to bed early but nope...I just couldn't sleep early, thus, waking up in the wee hours the next day, is like a mission impossible to me...*Chuckles...

Anyway, only managed to fall asleep around 2plus in the late night...Slept like a dead log throughout, this is the absolute indulgence...=)) Sleeping dolly...Wouldn't dare to call myself a beauty...*Lols...


26 June 2007, Tuesday

Laogong gave me a morning call, to ensure that I would not oversleep...Pulled myself outta my bed, prepared myself ready and I was outta my home by 7.30am...

Reached the office 10minutes earlier and the moment I stepped in, lotsa unfamiliar faces came to greet me...I was starting to wonder, if this is a office?? I'm usually not the chatty type, unless I knew that particular person for a long time...Nonetheless, I still responded but I didn't really strike any topics with the staffs there...

Not long after, I saw more staffs and there were like countless handshakes and introductions...I couldn't even hear most of em' speaking clearly, cuz I've got blocked ears due to my blocked nose...Names, bloody hell lotsa names!!!! I couldn't even hear most of em', much less to mention bout' having to memorize all the names...Everyone's sooo friendly, it kinda scares me off...

I tried to hide my uneasiness by laughing all the way, but Adrian could still sense my tension...Duh~ I laughed my way through again...I was introduced to my trainer "Aurora" after a short while...Aurora would be the person that I'm attached to, for indoor as well as outfield trainings...Was told by Adrian, Aurora's a great trainer and I would be able to learn lots from her...I answered "ok" most of the times, and not forgetting the laughings...

The office's a very loud one...Everyone's busy in group discussions plus there's the music blasting on the "stereo"...Aurora's been talking to me like she's whispering, I actually wasn't able to pay much attention to what she taught me...I bluffed my way through by doing lotsa noddings plus laughing and saying "OK"!

I did learned a few pointers from Aurora, but most are going into my left and going out through the right ear...Aurora's a very friendly and patient trainer, although I couldn't pay much attention to her...I was told that, in this office everything that I'm gonna be seeing, would be a cultural shock as most office in SG, adopts a *hush hush working style...True nuff', I was very overwhelmed by the warm welcome and the strong bond between employers and employees...

I witnessed a "Gong" session at the office, whereby those who had achieved good sales would give a go on the "Gong"...Everyone would then, be cheering out aloud in unison for the particular person...Initially, I remained quiet and kept my hands to myself but then after I forced myself to clap along with the crowd...

Having gone through the "Gong" session, everyone then settled down and listened to another Managing Director "Joval" for some announcements...Joval told us all bout' a pie competition thingy, whereby we'll all be split up into 2 groups...Sales achieved for the next 3 days, would determine the winning group, the loser group would be having whip creams slapped in their faces...*Ouch(-.-")...This is the 1st time, I've heard of companies doing such stuffs...

Anyway, after that I tagged along with Aurora for the team meetings and I was to follow her for the rest of the day...Basically, to observe how she provide sales to clients...Our location to do the business visits, was to be at Balestier...

I used to do sales before, but it's definitely not the kind that I'm seeing Aurora do...We're doing the "ABN AMRO" credit card promotions, Aurora does the sales while I looked on...When I saw Aurora clinched the first deal in just 10 minutes, I was awed!! My jaws were practically hanging even when my mouth's closed...I knew best, that I would definitely not be able to do it...There's another thing very interesting to share with you guys, that is do not underestimate the aunties and uncles working in the factory industry offices...Salary super high, super long term commitments to their company with mostly just secondary educations completed...*POWERFUL!!!!

What Aurora does, is to make a short introduction bout' herself and the card she's promoting then, on the way as she continues making small chats with the clients, she starts to fill up the application form...(-.-")))))....I've gotta be thick-skinned nuff' to be like Aurora, but I can't...Used to see such cases happening in my previous as in really very previous job, and I quit the job cuz I really just can't do it...

Plus, having to travel means I've gotta spend more on transportation...It's on myself plus the meals I've gotta have while outside...A lil' not worthy...*Shrugs...Every job has it's own advantages and disadvantages, or maybe I'm just trying to find faults with this job...Many would call it "excuses", *Giggles...

I'm complacent, yeah...Hell yeah...I've decided not to go back, for the second day orientation tomorrow...The staffs and managers are really great people, but I don't think this is a suitable job...Perhaps, you're wondering why I'm shutting myself out from a great career advancement opportunity, but seriously I don't care...If I don't like the environment, can't really blend myself in then I don't see the point to continue...I'm not being paid for the darn orientations plus transportation and meals, sooo I'm not going back...

I told Laogong bout' my decision, when I was back to meet him...Wasn't able to fill Laogong in more on the details but he understands me...

Sooo sleepy I am now, gonna go to bed already...*Shrugs, I won't be able to meet up with Laogong after his work tomorrow again...Gotta be at "Loreal" by 11am, for a briefing with Von...Argh~~~~ Don't feel like attending...

PS: Main point of my post, (I'm a quiet person actually o.O?) *Lols...Ehh, not really...I'll only open up after a very long period else, I won't speak much...


Y Monday, June 25, 2007Y
2:13 AM
24 June 2007, Sunday

Spent this day boringly...Tomorrow's the 2nd interview for me, kinda relunctant about going for it now...However, I'll still be going...*Shrugs...

Can somebody just gimme lotsa $$$$??? I mean, as in really lotsa of $$$...Billions or gizilions of SG $$$, are most welcomed...How I wished, I was a gizilionaire...Hmmm, then again is there a gizilionaire in this world? Maybe Bill Gates is one huh? Yeah, or maybe someone else like the US President : Bush, is one?

Why am I not borned into a family biting gold/silver spoons? *Frowns...I'm sooo lazy nowadays, if only I'm darn bloody rich like "Richie Rich" in the cartoons...I'll be relaxing and enjoying my days with tons of shoppings, travellings, fine dining...Ohh~

=(( Can I not work???? Laogong, can you just continue taking care of me for the rest of my life? Nooo $$$, fine...Don't hafta be too rich, just enough for us to go by...I'll be sooo contented, with you by my side...Just no work for me will do fine, and I'm willing to be your "Maria"...Or maybe, you can be mine...*Giggles...

Ahhh~ I know, I'm spouting nonsensical stuffs now...Couldn't help it but I'm serious about the part of being able to be by Laogong's side...Plus, I've got sooo many friends popping me the question nowadays..."When are you gonna get hitched?" Duh~ I'm not sure of that too...Ask Laogong lor, hor?? =)) Yada yayaada...Still hafta work no matter what, ahhhh~~~

Low morale, low spirits, low everything...(-.-")
I should get a life, huh? Duh~

Off to bed now, and still please wish me luck for the 2nd interview I'm going tomorrow...Thou' a part of me, wants to decline the offer...

Y Saturday, June 23, 2007Y
10:15 PM
Oops...

Yup, the interview for sales executive position I went to on Wednesday...Called me up just this Thursday...I'm going back on this coming Monday for the 2nd interview, this time round I'll be facing the directing manager...

Wish me luck guys!!!!

8:22 PM
23 June 2007, Saturday

I'm feeling sick, and the feeling sucks quite to the max...It's going on for like nearly a week? *Shrugs...No appetite, with lotsa mucus discharge and bloody tons of dry coughs...Actually, don't feel like blogging much but hack~ I'll just do it since I'm sooo free now...

Woke up at 2pm today, supposed to be up at 11am while Laogong set his alarm to wake up at 1pm...Never mind it, cuz we're too tired...Laogong fetched me back home, and he went back...

We met up again at JP, and took a cab down to IMM...Had our late lunch cum early dinner at "Pepper Lunch"...Walked around whole of IMM after that, I bought the "St Ives Scrub" while Laogong got a ash-colored hair spray, both from "Watson's"...

Laogong saw his "ITE" friend when we're window-shopping on the second floor...Waited for him to exchange contacts and a lil' chat with his friend and we're off...Took cab back to Laogong's house, waited for him to get ready and we're out again...Laogong off to work, while I head back home...


22 June 2007, Friday

Laogong's off day...

I was supposed to wake up at 6am, to get myself prepared then outta my house to meet up with Joanne at "Clementi" mrt station...Overslept instead, due to me being sick...Was late as a result, had Laogong fetched me down to "Lakeside" mrt station around 9am...Took the train down to "Clementi" and met up with Joanne, where we took a cab down together...

Reached our training place around 9.30pm, couldn't find the damn training room we're supposed to go to...Finally, found the training room and started...It's sooo damn boring, we had no choice but to listen on cuz we're not familiar with the products...

12pm, we're were let off for lunch...Went to look for Von instead, she briefed us about our postings and rosters for like half an hour...Joanne and I left for lunch, Emmy joined us halfway through...Treated both Joanne and I to lunch, then we went back for the training...

Luckily, "Maybelline" and "Loreal" products were lil', thus, training was shorter...It all ended around 4pm, Joanne and I took the train back together...Told Laogong that I'll go up to his place, cuz my training ended early...

Felt sooo lethargic throughout the whole train ride, Joanne alighted at "Clementi" while I alighted at "Boon Lay" and took a bus down to Laogong's place...Had my training notes and tissues supplies from Von placed at Laogong's house, and we're outta of his house...

Went to Orchard, had our late dinner at "Pasta Cafe"...Laogong ate crayfish pasta, and I had chicken lasagna...Seems like the crayfish's a favorite dish cuz after Laogong, almost the whole row of other diners also ordered the same...My lasagna was only so-so...Did lotsa window-shopping after dinner, bought nothing at all...Headed back to Jurong Point after that...

It's sooo plain and boring, when I'm sick...Got no mood to do shopping at all, just walked and walked around...Went to "Coffee Bean" with Laogong upon reaching JP, shared a slice of "Tiramisu" and a cuppa "Ice-blended coffee" together...

Ordered a "Casaer's Salad" with smoke salmon added, after much pondering...Just had a sudden urge to eat smoked salmon...Costs Laogong $9, for my cravings...*Bleahs...Told Laogong that, if I couldn't finish up the salad by 11pm, we would had it packed and then go for pool session...Laogong looked at his watch and told me, not to worry cuz I'll definitely not be able to finish up before 11pm...

Sooo, yeah Laogong was right...Packed the salad and we went for pool session, it was freaking cold...Luckily, I had my sweater brought along...End the game around 12plus and we went back to Laogong's house...

No movies for us, cuz that's nothing for us to watch...Plus, "Golden Village" at JP sucks...All the nice and new movies don't get to come here, only in town then it's on...


21 June 2007, Thursday

Met up with Laogong after his work, accompanied him for late breakfast and then I'm off to meet up with Ah ger and her cousin, plus Jieyi...

Brought them both plus Ah ger's cousin down to Somerset, for their interview...Went to Plaza Singapura after that, chilled at "Mos Burger" and waited for Serene to come join us all...Serene had her lunch at "Mos Burger" upon reaching too, waited for her to finish up then we went for window-shopping...

All of us, accompanied Ah ger down to PS for a reason...Which is, to see somebody she always yearns to see sooo much...Window-shopping around, was just a lame excuse...*Giggles...

Ah ger did managed to see who she wanted to see, but not really obvious though...We left the place for Marina Square after, sooo Jieyi could meet up with her boyfriend...

Serene and I bought our favorite gummies, from "Mini Toons" upon reaching MS...Ah ger bought some too, Jieyi bought none...She too, was sick like me...Had to go back to "City Hall" mrt station after reaching MS for less than an hour, Jieyi's boyfriend was gonna head home and kept asking her to hurry...

All of us had to accompany Jieyi back, and she had a lil' quarrel with her boyfriend upon seeing him...Everything settled quite soon...

We left when our train came, parted with Jieyi...

Serene left us, after reaching JP in another bus...Ah ger, her cousin and I went back to our place...Joined their family for late dinner together, at the coffee shop nearby...

Went back home to rest after...Still sick and it sucked...

Y Thursday, June 21, 2007Y
2:26 AM
20 June 2007, Wednesday

Went for an interview for the position of "Sales Executive" at Mosque Street, this morning...I was clad in full corporate attire for the appointment as well, as informed by the "HR Manager" through email the previous day...Interview's fine, not one on one but one on four...Wonder if I would have the chance to get in, for the second round of interviewing...*Sigh...

12 plus, the interview ended...Took the train back to Boon Lay, from Chinatown...I was feeling unwell, in fact, it all actually started a day ago...Coughs followed by flu ("FLU", which I'm positive to have caught it from my brother), then sore throats with slight fevers...Popping the pills didn't helped much, only contained the feverish symptoms...

Called Laogong when I've reached Lakeside station, he came down to Boon Lay station to meet up with me...Laogong asked if I needed to see the doctor, I assured him, there was no need to visit the doctor...Got to the basement of JP, Laogong had me bought a bottle of herbal tea then we went to get takeaway food, from the nearby foodcourt...

Got back to Laogong's house, his mum asked me how did the interview went...Chatted with her, then ate my food together with Laogong...Drank the herbal tea, but the taste sucked...Idiotic guy who sold me the herbal tea, said it's sweet...The more I drank, the more I felt it's not sweet but sour...*Yucks...Am certainly not gonna get that damn herbal tea, from the medicine hall again...Screw the idiot, for cheating me of my $1...

Laogong's mum had me drank some salted water after finishing my food, it's meant to sooth my throat...Felt slightly better, but still the same afterwards...Was told by her, I must drink a cup in the morning and another in the evening before my beauty sleep...Seriously, I'm a lazy bone...Much as I'm concerned with my health, remembering to drink salted water diligently, is not possible to keep as a habit for the meantime...Unless, Laogong is here to force me to do it...*Pouts...

Joined Laogong in his sleep after I was done...Felt sooo restless...No appetite too, cuz I've not managed to finish my food too...Quite a waste but no choice...

Woke up again, in the evening...Waited for Laogong to prepare for work, then we got outta his house together at 7pm...Headed to the shopping center nearby my house, bought another bottle of herbal tea which definitely tasted better and went home...No dinner for myself, cuz I've no appetite to eat...Didn't felt hungry at all...

Used my desktop for a short while, received a call from Ah ger telling me to go down to JP...Sooo I did, and then we all chilled at "McDonald's"...Ah ger passed a remark on me, saying that I'm dressed very ladylike today...Thanks for saying that =))...Am delighted to hear that...

Ah ger, Jieyi and Serene are interested in the part-time job that I've told em' about, just days ago...Contacted Joanne and asked her for the details on interview, appointment's at 2pm for all of em' but Serene cant make it...Sooo Ah ger and Jieyi shall go first, as training would be on the following day should the both of em' get this job...Gonna meet em' up tomorrow and bring em' down for the interview with Emmy...Wish em' best of luck, in clinching the job...

And now...

A different topic...

It's regarding my birthday!! Although, some uneventful things took place recently plus me, falling ill (feeling pretty much like a woodblock now)...It didn't deterred me from having thoughts, of how my 21st birthday shall be spend...Plus, I've churn out a 21st birthday wish list!!! This could serve as a guide, to friends or readers with no ideas of gifts...Ideally, this wish list is more of an attention-grabbing post to...erm hum...Someone who is very dear to me (Psssst, it's my Baobei!)...=)) YES!!! How exciting~

Hmm...Sooo, I guess here's how my wish list goes...

1) A proposal?!? =)) What kinda of proposal, do you think it is?? *Giggles
2) A diamond ring?! =)) YES, definitely!!!
3) Hope I could receive a Escada Pacific Paradise/ Sunset Heat perfume set (consisting of body lotion & shower gel)...I simply love the Escada range of ultra sweet fragrances!!!!
4) DiorSnow compact powder...Love the snow white packaging...=))
5) Big-sized black details designed, transparent outing bag...I've been finding such bags like, since forever...*Sigh
6) Fancl cleansing oil...Very useful, for the always putting on makeup me...*Chuckles...
7) Cosmetics, lotsa cosmetics always is good stuff to me...=)) Mascaras, eyeshadows, eyeliners, lip glosses...The list can never stop...=))
8) Lovely dresses, long or short...=)) You know, finding a nice dress is hard...
9) BeBe crystallized tanktops, simple and nice...
10) A pink PSP?? *Lols...Yeeeeeeeeeahhh..I know, I'm greedy...Having a black one already, ain't nuff'...Pink is like the coolest stuff...

The list goes on and on...Tons of stuffs I want =))...I know it's like almost impossible to fulfill this wish list but, just as the term goes...It's just a wish list, right? Ain't gonna matter, even if I can't get all these stuffs...What's most important, is to have Laogong by my side...Of course, not forgetting my friends as well...Being able to make yourselves free on a certain day for my 21st birthday celebration, is the biggest most easiest wish to fulfil...Don't cha think sooo? =))

I'm not exactly sure of what to do for this day yet, but there's gonna be something on for sure...Date, time, place of venue, etc...etc...News of it, will be posted up in my blog once decided...Emails or even Friendster, might be blasted with the details of my upcoming 21st birthday celebration...Be there for me, if you guys can make it!!!!!! Attendance is more important than anything else, besides the pressies...*Chuckles incessantly...

Sooo, there now...I've declared myself clear...Hopefully, I'll get a good response from all when my decision of celebration has come to a good one...In the meantime, I'mma reporting to my bed...Good night, ya' all...

PS: Before I forget...Yup, IMEEM player's back on track...This time, a R&B styled love song...Chinese songs are nice, sometimes =))...Who says, I'm a angmo kantang who's only into English pops?? *Lols...

Y Tuesday, June 19, 2007Y
10:26 PM
18 June 2007, Monday

Supposed to go for an interview at 10am, together with Joanne at "Loreal"...But received a sms early in the morning from her, that interview was changed to 3pm instead...

Told Laogong that my interview time has changed, got up at 11am to prepare myself...Waited for Laogong to come fetch me for breakfast cum early lunch, was till 1pm did Laogong reached my place...Due to me, getting the "PMS" these few days, Laogong suffered from my bad temper again...We had our meal quietly, or rather because it was I, who ignored Laogong...Noticed that, Laogong's mood wasn't good too and seemed pretty upset, but I didn't cared less cuz I wanted my temper to subside...

Laogong fetch me down to "Lakeside" Mrt station after, I was calmer...Hugged and gave Laogong a kiss, before leaving to take the train...Noticed Laogong's being very forlorn but I still didn't asked, cuz I presumed Laogong was upset because I've throw tantrums again...

Took the train down to "Jurong East" station, waited down there for Joanne to come...I had reached there early, sooo I gamed on my PSP while waiting...Joanne arrived shortly, and we both took another train down to "Somerset"...

Both of us reached the place for interview, right on time...Emmy wasn't in, sooo we looked for the receptionist...Filled up the interview forms as given by the receptionist, then Joanne and I chatted for a while after we're done filling up the forms...

A pretty lady came soon after, and asked one of us in for the interview...Joanne went along with her and came out after 5minutes...Joanne told me, the lady didn't ask her much but briefed her on the job scope and training details...Then, I was up next...My interview was also done in just 5minutes, all was like what Joanne had told me...We've gotten the jobs for part-time beauty advisers, just like that...Nothing about our particulars were asked, nor were we asked on questions regarding our previous jobs...

Training's scheduled to be on this Friday, at the same place, where we had our interview...Hope's it gonna be fun and not just pure training all the way...Joanne and I didn't leave the office after our interview, but waited for Emmy to come back...It was around few minutes later that Emmy showed up, she told us both quite a lil' bout' the "Loreal" company and also some other stuffs...Joanne and I left after Emmy was done, we both took the train back together...

It was already 4plus near 5pm, when we've reached "Jurong East" station...Joanne left, to switch trains back to her place while I continued, onto the last stop...Got to Laogong's house at 5.30pm, went into his room, stayed beside and watched him sleeping...Woke him up at 6.15pm then I napped a lil'...Laogong's still looking very forlorn, thought it probably was still because of me...

We got outta his house at 7pm, we hugged and kissed each other then Laogong broke the news to me...Wei Cheng's gone...I was taken aback after hearing Laogong told me, that Wei Cheng's committed suicide by jumping off his block...I realised then, why Laogong's been looking sooo upset for the whole day...Laogong left after telling me the news, could tell that he's feeling very bad bout' the news...I smsed Laogong and told he, I was apologetic for throwing tantrums at him in the morning, and Laogong said he didn't blamed me...

Wei Cheng's like a close brother cum friend to Laogong, I knew it very well...Even thou' Laogong berates Wei Cheng for being useless, I knew deep down Laogong still cares quite a lot for this brother cum friend of his...It was a shock to Laogong and me, that Wei Cheng's came to such an end...It still is, now...

I waited for my bus opposite Laogong, saw him boarded his company bus, with his almost lifeless expressions...I don't know what to do or say...

Went to Ah ger's place after, went to Jurong Point, with her 2 cute cousins and Jieyi...Ah ger's cousins went for "Lan" gaming while 3 of us went for pool session...Left after an hour, had our late dinner at "Long John's Silver"...

Took the bus back after everything, saw them left and reached home around 10plus...


19 June 2007, Tuesday...

Laogong did not "OT" for his work, upon my request...Came to my house and woke me up at 9plus in the morning...I was totally weak in my knees, kept on falling and couldn't even stand still...Laogong had to hold on to me for some time, before I regained my strength...Laogong appeared much better than he was, the previous day...I got myself prepared, then we're off to Jurong Point to get "McDonald's" breakfast for ourselves, his sister and mother...

Laogong and I, scouted around JP for present "ideas" after having bought all the food...Thought of getting a lil' present for Laogong's mum cuz it's her birthday, today...Didn't buy anything at all, in the end and we went back to his place...Laogong decided to give his mum some money, sooo she could buy whatever she fancies...

Laogong's mum had just went to the market for groceries, when we've reached home...Sooo Laogong, his sister and I started our breakfast ahead without their mum...I asked Laogong bout' Wei Cheng and he began feeling sad again, told me everything bout' Wei Cheng's death...I felt sad too...It was due to depression that Wei Cheng's been suffering from, that made him did the ultimate painful decision...Still, both Laogong's sister and I reckoned, that Wei Cheng's too foolish...Laogong made no comments, and I could tell that he's been feeling very sorry for his good brother cum friend's death...

Laogong's sister and I started another conversation, on jokes and riddles...Thought Laogong's mood might turn better, but it was still the same...Their mum came back shortly, Laogong continued on telling bout' Wei Cheng's stuffs but I stopped him from going on...It's supposed to be their mum's happy day, it's not good for her to hear this...

Laogong cleared up everything after our breakfast, he helped his mum with the household chores and did his prayers...I rested inside Laogong's room and used his laptop...Laogong came inside after, preparing to go to sleep...I played some new songs on my handphone, for Laogong to listen and he began to let his mind wonder...Laogong sat up on his bed and hugged me with one of his arms, tightly...I knew then, Laogong's thinking bout' Wei Cheng again...

My tears dropped upon sensing Laogong's sadness as well, both of us teared unknowingly...I tried comforting Laogong, wiped off his tears and told him to rest but he refused and continued hugging me tightly...Moments later, Laogong stood up and beckoned for me, to go out for a breather with him...The atmosphere around us, appeared sooo dull and full of sorrows as Laogong fetch me on his bicycle down to the place, where Wei Cheng had made his decision...

All of a sudden, I felt very guilty cuz it's was me, who stopped Laogong from getting in touch with Wei Cheng, most of the times...I hated Wei Cheng for leading Laogong astray in the past ,when they always hang out together...I forbade Laogong from lending Wei Cheng cash, to tide through his poor times...I denied of Wei Cheng's exsistence, due to the fact that he's a lousy hooligan, with no means of supporting himself and not intending to do so...

Perhaps, I've been overly-prejudiced against Wei Cheng...Laogong began to go out with Wei Cheng lesser cuz he knew, I hated him hanging out with Wei Cheng, thus, avoided him more...

Perhaps, I shouldn't have think of Wei Cheng in a ultra negative way...If I had allowed Laogong, to contact him more often...Things might not turn out to be this way...

Offerings made to Wei Cheng under his block, could be seen from a short distance away...I could sense Laogong's feelings very strongly, as thou' I was feeling it myself too...I knew Laogong feels that, it's partly his fault for ignoring Wei Cheng...I too, felt the same cuz I was the person to cause this, to happen indirectly...

Wei Cheng's not a person, who's very dear to me...In fact, he was somebody that I detest sooo much...Yet, I cried when I see the offerings placed there...I felt sorry for him very much, I felt guilty partly for denying him, the chance to keep Laogong as his only friend...

Laogong and I went back to his place after staying there, for few minutes...Laogong teared lil' by lil' while riding...I tried my best, consoling him and but our hearts still felt heavy, even after we've left the place...Laogong and I got back to his house, and we rested on his bed...We hugged each other and fell asleep...

End~~

PS: I've never imagined, how it's like to lose someone, who used to be sooo closed to you...Seeing Laogong like this, however, made me felt it...Life's really a fragile thing...You cant amend, whatever has happened...You can only feel sad and helpless, after the incident took place...

I would like to lend this opportunity here: Readers of my blog, please join me in a minute of silence (even if you don't know who Wei Cheng is), to moan for him one last time...

May Wei Cheng Rest In Peace...God Bless him...My condolences to Wei Cheng's family...

It's the least, I could do...Thanks to all my readers, for doing sooo...Your kindness in joining me, is deeply appreciated...

I hope, there would no be news of such incidents happening to anyone I know...The feeling's a very deep one...I hope for Laogong and myself to get over it soon...I hope for Wei Cheng to be a happy person in his next life...

My IMEEM player has been removed by myself, temporarily...It will be up when mood is better...

Y Sunday, June 17, 2007Y
11:09 PM
"Cbox"

Yups, Cbox finally lets me get into it's website and retrieve my account...I'm finally able to tag Michelle's and a few other friends' tagboard...I'm sooo glad it's alright now...I missed my "Cbox" sooo much...Now it's back!! Sooo people, tag it like you've tag before!!! *Chuckles...

Bubye!!

8:06 PM
16 June 2007, Saturday

Woke up at 1.30pm in the afternoon together with Laogong...I smsed Fiona, informed her that Laogong and I would be going down to "NUS" to cut our hairs...I was just gonna cut my fringe and Laogong wants a full haircut, sooo Fiona gave us the 4pm appointment...

Laogong fetched me back home, sooo I could bath and get changed and then he went back to prepare himself too...We both agreed to be ready before 3pm and Laogong would come in a cab to fetch me...I was ready before 3pm, sooo I smsed Laogong but that idiot kept fiddling with his damn laptop and he wanted to meet up at 3.30pm, instead...

I got really fed up with Laogong and almost didn't wanna go for the haircut with him anymore...Laogong had no choice but to come up to my house and hoax me out...It was only until 4pm that I relented and went along with Laogong, then we took a cab down to "NUS"...

The most annoying period for me, had arrived this day...Naturally, I felt "PMSy" sooo Laogong suffered from my constant bouts of bad temper...I was throwing tantrums nonstop at Laogong while inside the cab, guessed the cab-driver was kinda startled by my shoutings...*Bleahs...My bad~ I know, I'm a bad girl to Laogong...Sorry, that I did that...=(

We reached "NUS" pretty fast, but alighted at the wrong place...Had to call Fiona for directions, cuz Laogong and I just can't seem to find our way to the salon...Fiona was very kind, she actually came to look for us both and brought us down to her salon...My temper simmered after Fiona came, sooo Laogong was able to get close and talk to me...

Fiona started on Laogong's hair first, and Laogong told her that he wants a haircut similar to "Xiao Zhu (Luo Zhi Xiang aka Show)...(-.-")...No comments here...*Giggles...Fiona told Laogong that his hair's too short and not thick enough, but she still managed to do something almost similar to Laogong's hair...Fiona told Laogong to let his hair continue growing and then he could go back to her, and let her trim it again to do the look that Laogong wants...(-.-")...Fiona styled Laogong's hair after finishing the haircut and taught him a few simple styling techniques...Was very useful cuz Laogong's always forgetting how to style his hair, I too learned a few pointers...=))

I decided to trim my hair a lil', instead of just cutting my fringe after Laogong's done...Told Fiona that I still want my hair length, just wanted more volume for my hair...Fiona did just what I wanted and by the end, had me chose from the choices of her curling my hair again or straightening...I chose curling initially but changed my mind and did straightening...Fiona too told me to choose straightening, sooo she could show me how it'll turn out to be, if I were to rebond my hair...

Felt sooo good after the whole thing, my hair felt super soft and silky...Rebonding? Hmmm, not yet...Straightening for a day, was just for fun...

Fiona said 9 out of 10 guys would prefer their partner to having long and straight hairs, instead of curly tresses...Reason being, that guys could caress their partner's straight hair and it feels good to them...Laogong smiled and nodded in response to Fiona, sooo did I...Not that I detest having straight hair but just didn't thought it suited me, but Fiona said I suit both very well...It left me pondering for quite some time, and I even asked Laogong which would be better...

Curly or straight?? Of course, naturally Laogong chose the latter but he insisted that any would be fine as long as I'm happy with my choice...=)) I've decided to continue to let my hair grow, sooo that when it grows to be super lonnnnggg, then I would do rebonding...=)) But!!! I'm gonna get a hairstyling tool which can either get me curls or straight hair!!! *Giggles...That way, I could switch from straight to curly, whenever I want depending on my mood or occasions!!! =)) I've always wanted a hairstyling tool for myself, but never really check out that stuff much...*Lols...Maybe in the near future, I'll keep a lookout for it...*Sheesh...

Anyway, my VIP card ready for collection already...Fiona had her colleague to call up the main branch and then Fiona told me that she'll collect it for me and pass it to me, as soon as she could...Sooo nice of her...=))

We left in a cab for JP, after all was done...Laogong's already late for his company bus, still he insisted on having late lunch cum dinner with me at JP...We finished our food fast and then left for his house fast...

Laogong had to run back home to pack his bag and sooo left me behind halfway upon reaching his place...I took the bus back home from there...*Shrugs...It always irks me to have to go home alone, seeing all the stinky "Bagalas" and yucky old uncles...*Eeeeeyeeeeeew...I wonder why my neighbourhood sucks sooo much...Kinda depise all those disgusting pricks...*Yucks...I don't even feel like going out to the nearby hawkers and shopping center to buy my stuffs sometimes...

However, I still like staying in the west...=))

Finally, end of this post already...

Cast this aside......The most important day of the year for me, is finally gonna come!!!!! =)) My 21st birthday!!!!!!!! =)) Soooooo gay, can!!!!!! (Gay means happy, check the dictionary out if you don't believe me...) What should I do?? How should I celebrate it?? Ohh~~~ The thought of it all, just gets me all sooo excited!!! I hope for all of my friends to join me, on this special day of mine...With Laogong by my side too!! =)) I'm still thinking whether I should open a chalet (cuz Laogong wants to do it for me) or just hold a mini buffet...Hmmm...Which one, which one??

What should I wear?? What can I do to make my 21st birthday a fun and memorable one...Aiyaaa....Headache!!!!

I wonder if Laogong would even propose to me on my birthday...*Sheesh...It's my wish to get married at 21 years old!!! Laogong wanted to get married with me too, after our 3years relationship...We both felt that, it's the time to get prepare already...

We've talked bout' a lot on our future and regarding our marriage...Told me that, he would like to have our "ROM" ceremony together with the wedding banquet on one day...I was very happy to hear that coming out of Laogong's mouth, but shrugged cuz we're still very short of the capital to do sooo...

Laogong told me, that we'll both take 1 year to save as much money as we could...I'm not sure bout' that...I suggested to Laogong, that we could "ROM" first then save up for the wedding banquet for a year's time...This way, my wish of getting hitched while I'm 21 years old would be granted...However, Laogong insisted on having it his way...Anyway, since Laogong's not proposing to me in the meantime, how can we start planning?? *Winks...Laogong, get the hint?? SOoo obvious already huh...

Ok guys!!! Time to end this post now...It's super duper long...I know...Eyes getting pain, right?? *Lols...Now go take a good rest, and continue to check out my blog for updates, when you're free to do sooo, alrighty?? Bubye!!

Till I blog again...

Y Saturday, June 16, 2007Y
11:09 PM
15 June 2007, Friday

Lovely day spent with my Laogong...Sooo elated, I was...

First stop, to the dentist!!! Was told by my dentist, all was going well for my teeth...I got another packet of elastic bands (orange flavored) from my dentist, had to continue wearing em' throughout the whole braces treatment thingy...

Paid for this month's treatment and booked the next appointment...Laogong and I had western food for late breakfast nearby then headed back to his house...

This time round, the elastic bands given to me, are tougher cuz it just doesn't seems to snap while I eat...More food gets stuck in my braces while I'm eating and it just doesn't snaps, oh bother~

Laogong went to sleep shortly upon reaching home, I gamed on PSP and then after, fell asleep too...Woke up at around 4.30pm, started dolling up myself then woke Laogong up at 5pm...Waited for him to get ready and we're outta of the house...

Second stop, Jurong Point (JP)...Bumped into Elaine while taking the lift in JP, had a short chat with her...Was nice bumping into her, and she's still sooo petite and lovely...

Next, Laogong and I went to get the midnight tixs to movie: "Fantastic 4 (Rise of the Silver Surfer)...Then, Laogong accompanied me to all of the watch retailers in JP...Am very persistent to find the "Casio" watch I wanted, despite 2 to 3 times of disappointments...Even the "Casio" retailer itself, does not carry this watch sooo I was like...WTH?

Finally, managed to find it and realised that was the one and only piece left...What's more, is that it costs just $35!! Definitely a hell lots cheaper than, from what I've found out from Jurong West...Saw Laogong paid for the last piece of this beautiful watch, with lotsa contentments and then we're off to Bugis...

Went to "SaSa" and bought the "Clarins" toner (Yeah, I still got that instead of "Kanebo")...Received 3 ($1 off) vouchers as a result, nice...Laogong and I, then dined at "Ajisen" and were super full after that...Window-shopped around Bugis, and then "Icon"...

Bumped into Anicia at "McDonald's" after window-shopping at "Icon", such coincidences...It's been like months ago or maybe close to a year, since I've last saw her...Anyway, Laogong and I went to Bugis Street after, and continued doing more window-shopping...Bumped into another person, Janet...Guessed I've not seen her for like more than 2years already, lost her contacts long ago and sooo we exchanged numbers...Janet's changed quite a lil', looks are much matured now...

I've bumped into quite a few friends...It's nice and good to see em' all doing well...

Laogong and I decided to go back to JP after all the window-shopping, reached JP around 10plus...Went for pool session, lost all the rounds to Laogong...*Pouts...Ended the game at 11.45pm and went for our movie...

After the movie, we headed back to Laogong's house...Another day spent...

"Fantastic 4 (Rise of the Silver Surfer)" was a good second sequel...I would say that it's better then "Pirates of the Caribbean" and "Spiderman 3"...Catch it now, and you'll know what I mean...=))

The "Clarins" toner plus "Casio DB 360" =))))

Y Friday, June 15, 2007Y
1:25 AM
14 June 2007, Thursday

I'm waiting for tomorrow to come...YES, cuz it's Laogong's off day again =))...

Am also going for my braces appointment tomorrow at 10am, my teeth's gonna be going through yet another round of "interrogations"...Gosh~ I hope that there's gonna be lesser tension on my teeth, sooo I won't have to worry bout' chewing on foods...

Anyway, back to what I wanna blog...

Spent the day as per normal, met up with Laogong at Jurong Point...Kinda flared up at him cuz I was feeling very moody...Bought a "Nivea" toner from it's new launch of products to try out, cuz "SaSa" outta stock for the "Clarins" toner of my skin type, hope it'll be good cuz I've tried their new sample facial cleanser (free with purchase of "Cleo" May issue), results quite good...My face had no tight feeling sensations after using the facial cleanser but still I've got my "Anna Sui" and it's still the best, sooo ain't gonna get that "Nivea" facial cleanser...

Nevertheless, will still be getting the "Clarins" toner by tomorrow or soon..."Nivea" toner will be placed at Laogong's house, for my conveniences, when staying overnight...Hmmm, I'm still pondering though..."Clarins" of "Kanebo" toner?? Both will cost more or less the same, but if I were to get the "Clarins" toner at "SaSa", there would be an additional 15% off the original price!! "Kanebo" toner no discounts...=((

Or maybe, I should check out for promotions, then make a decision...Omg...It's a pain in the neck~ *Shrugs...Both brands are superb for their toners, but "Kanebo" has 1 winning factor over "Clarins", it could also double up as a mask, which could tone down redness and reduce acne problems in skin...

*Yada yada yank yank...Suddenly I'm drifting away from what I'm supposed to blog bout', doing topics on skincare...Pardon me...Back to original postings again...Still, which 1 should I get? *Giggles...

Laogong bought us both, takeaway breakfast cum lunch from "Lai Lai" and we walked back home...The weather's really annoying, damn the scorching sun...Felt like my feet were being toasted, while I was waiting for the traffic light to turn from green to red...My mood only escalated from bad to worst, Laogong thought that he's done something wrong again to made me angry but nooo...I was just feeling frustrated, outta nothing for no good damn reasons...

We reached home pretty fast, ate our food and then retreated into Laogong's room...Feelings were normal by then, played my PSP and saw Laogong fell asleep...Napped at around 3pm after fighting all the "bloody monsters"...

Woke up near 7pm and waited for Laogong to get ready, then we went out together...Laogong went for his work while I went to meet Ah ger...Accompanied Ah ger down to Jurong West, she bought contact lens and "ZA" foundation along with some other stuffs...I bought another pair of fake lash, and also a bottle of my regular "die-die-must-use", "Patene" leave-on hair moisturizer...

Ah ger and I, kept walking around from places to places, checking out all the beauty products and at the same time, compared prices...Kinda funny, that I guess the "Watson" staffs might be wondering why we're walking in and out repeatedly, but worth the check cuz after that, we managed to know, which are the places to get cheap shampoos and stuffs...Had wanted to get the "St Ives" apricot scrub after knowing that, it helps to get rid of blackheads quite effectively from some online forum, but too many apricot scrub under the stupid brand...Left without buying...Shall check that confusing item out again, sometime...

All the walking and exploring around Jurong West, was not a futile one...I managed to find the "Casio" gold watch just like that, the watch that I've been eyeing on like since, I don't know when...It costs just $59!!!!!!!! I know this watch is a man's watch but anyway it's nice and I don't bother...

Ah ger told me to try on the watch but I didn't cuz not buying at the time, didn't want any embarrassments...Shall tell Laogong bout' the watch and ask for his opinions, maybe he'll get it for me...*Chuckles incessantly...

I want!!! I want!!!!! I want!!! I want the damn watch!!!!!! =)) I'm soooo wanting to get my hands on this "baby"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want the "Casio Data Bank DB-360G"~~~
The "BABY"~~


Super lovely!! Love it...Loving it!!!!!! =)) I'm getting too carried away...*Darn...=P Pardon me, for losing it...*Sheesh...


Anyway, after the gazing...Ah ger and I left and went back to Boon Lay, her cousins joined us along the way and then we brought them all to the "Lan" shop...Ah ger left her cousins at the "Lan" shop and, accompanied me down to the newly opened coffee shop for my late dinner...We headed back to our own homes, after I was done...

End of a day, just like that...=))

PS: I will get my hands on that beautiful watch!!!! *Pouts...

Y Wednesday, June 13, 2007Y
1:18 AM
9 June 2007, Saturday

I'm back!! Updates starts now!!

Woke up in the late afternoon at Laogong's place, despite feeling groggy and lethargic, I still managed to drag myself outta the bed and go wash up...Made Laogong wake up after I'm done with my washing up, and waited for him...

Smsed both Jowell and Michelle, trying to find out what time and place to meet, while I was waiting for Laogong to get ready...In the end, got a lil' confused with all the smses, and decided all 3 of us to conference chat, through my handphone...Time and place was finally set then we all hang up, Michelle and I had arranged to meet up at JP's Mrt station, sooo we could go down together...

Laogong fetched me back home, while I got bathed and dressed up again...We went for our late lunch at the hawker center opposite my house, chicken rice for us both...*Yummy...Headed back to Laogong's place after lunch and he did his own stuffs, while I did my make-up...

I reminded Laogong of our PSP, asking him, when was it ever gonna be ready for collection?? Repairing of the PSP, more than 1month already and it's still under repair?? *Shrugs...Laogong promptly called up the game shop which our PSP was sent to, for repair...Laogong was then told, that the PSP's been repaired and ready for collection...

My make-up was done and I was ready, sooo Laogong fetched me down to Pioneer Mall and we went to collect the PSP...Finally, the PSP was repaired and after some testings, Laogong could bring me down to JP to meet Michelle...Just then, I remembered that I've forgotten to wear my contact lens and also bring Michelle's present along...

Laogong called up his sister and got her to bring down everything for me, I was already late...Laogong rushed me down to JP as quickly as he could...Reached JP and I was more than 10minutes late...

Met up with Michelle and we went to take the train...Along the way, we chatted bout' lotsa stuffs...Mostly reminiscing bout' the past, when we used to play together and also do lotsa funny stuffs...Had a great laugh together with Michelle and it was wonderful, cuz I thought that upon meeting Michelle, I might not be able to talk...Yet, it turns out to be totally fine and the both of us had no awkwardness at all during the chats...Sooo it was talking and laughing and, more of it throughout the whole train journey...We managed to reached Cineleisure at around 6.30?? Couldn't recall, but what we remembered, was that Jowell's late and even later than us...*Giggles...

Was told by Michelle that, Jowell's sister was gonna join us too...Sooo, both Michelle and I tried contacting the twin sisters but to no avail...We went to the foodcourt and had a drink each, while waiting for Jowell to turn up...I tried calling once again and finally Jowell answered the call, she spoke rather fast then hang up cuz she's on the bike with her bf...*Lols...Was not long, before Jowell and her bf turned up...

We switched places and went to "Yoshinoya", bumped into Shimin while inside...Both Michelle and I were startled cuz we mentioned bout' Shimin on the train, and there she was at Cineleisure...*Chuckles...

Shimin gave us her seats to us after she was done eating with her friend, she went off with her friend and then agreed to meet up with us later at "Kbox"...Jowell's sister arrived shortly, and we started to eat...Was till 8plus or 9pm, we left and went to "Kbox" to look for Shimin...

I had super duper lotsa fun with them all, laughed and laughed like there was no tomorrow...This was kinda like a primary school mates gathering, but with many missing...It was also a pre-21st birthday celebration for Michelle...Everybody was enjoying and tons of pictures were taken with 3 of our digital cameras, all "SONY" ones to boot...*Lols...

Some credits should also be given to Jereline, cuz she was the one who took most of the pictures for us all...=)) Thanks, sweety!!

Alright, nuff' words typed...Pictures now!!!!

Pretty Michelle and Me!!! Sooo much chats, I've enjoyed with her!!! Hope to meet up with her again real soon!!!
Sheesh~ I caught the sisters "Jowell & Jereline" on candid camera!! Oops, I've also got Jowell's bf caught on camera...=))
The babes~ Shimin posing with her lemon honey drink & Michelle with the international sign "Twist" *Giggles...
The Girls!!!! Eh, not totally girls...Jowell's bf included as well...We all had sooo much fun singing songs and taking pictures!!! Ohh~ There was this cute piggy song, that Shimin chose to play on the system...Very cute and very funny!!! It got everybody singing along!!!
Michelle & Me, doing the "POUTS"!! *Lols...Smooches reserved for our sweethearts only! =))
Finally, a picture of the "EX-JTPS GIRLS"!!!! Blowing kisses, coming through your way~
Jowell got all of us except Michelle outta the room and then we all discussed bout' getting a cake for Michelle...We all gave places of where was the nearest place, to get cakes and then Jowell went off with her bf to buy the cake...

Then we went back to the room, and continued singing...
Another candid shot, courtesy of ME!! *Winks...The sisters doing a song together...They sang pretty well okies!! =))
The cake was bought in around 10 plus, and Michelle was totally caught off-guard...We're all glad to see her sooo happy...
Gleeful Michelle with her chocolate cake!!! See her smile sooo wide and tell she's super happy...*Lols... We sang her a birthday song and also played the birthday song via the system, she made her wish and then blew off the candle...
Cake-cutting session!!!!! The cake's a lil' too sticky sooo Shimin helped Michelle with it...Michelle distributed the cakes around and then realized Jowell hadn't got her share...
Know why?? *Lols...Cuz Jowell kept on passing the cakes to us all, she kept waiting and waiting for hers to come...Michelle thought Jowell already has a slice but no...*Wahahahs...
Cutting a cake could be hazardous...=)) Look the mess...hahahs...Very delicious, though...
After the cake, Jowell sent both Shimin and me a sms each, telling us to "SABO" Michelle with the cake...I hesitated and then decided not to, cuz I felt bad...*Giggles...Shimin couldn't care less and went ahead, Michelle gladly allowed her apply the "chocolate masque" on her face...*Lols
Cute Michelle with the chocolate on her face...Is she feeling sad or happy? hahahs...
Wacky Shimin, her fingers tainted with chocolate and still posing with a wide grin on her face, behind Michelle...
Aftermath...Super messy but sooo fun and hilarious...
We all sang songs after songs after finishing the cake, and time really passed fast...We all sang to the very last moment, trying to drag the time after footing the bill.. Did not budged our butts at all till one of the "Kbox" staffs came to drive us off...=P

Jowell asked us all to suppers after that, but we did not join her due to transport inconveniences...Parted with Jowell and her bf from Cineleisure and then saw Shimin took cab off...Michelle, Jereline and me shared a cab back together...

All the teasing and laughters that we've shared, really bought jolted back lotsa primary school time memories...Relishing moments of the past, like we're still the same good buddies, was a unforgettable one...
Jowell got to contact Shimin and Michelle earlier, and sooo was able to catch up with them more then I did...Although, I was late but better late then not catching up...I'm hoping for meet ups with them!!!
Oopss...I've missed out on taking photos together with Jowell, Shimin and Jereline...*Booohooo...Shall do it the next time when we all meet up!!!
I guess, it's gonna be pretty fast cuz my 21st birthday's coming up real soon!!! *Chuckles...

Tada~~~ The pair of contac lens that Michelle's bought for me, specially flew in from Thailand!!! Thanks darling!!! Appreciated it sooo much!! And I hope you could find the "M)phosis" bag useful!! =))
It's the blue colored ones from "Maxim"...Super nice and only available from Thailand...One and only one from my dearest Michelle...=)) *Huggies

Reached Boon Lay near 1am, saw Michelle and Jereline went off in the cab...Met up with Ah ger...We went to "7-11" and bought ourselves suppers and drinks, sat somewhere near her house and ate while chatting...Comforted and consoled Ah ger, could tell that she was terribly affected by what had happened (what happened? Shall not say, cuz it's something personal to her)...I wasn't able to be by her side when the incident happened sooo talking to her on this night, was the least I thought I could do...

Accompanied Ah ger till 2plus in the late night, finally headed back home...GOsh~~ Sooo tired, I was...Removed my make-up and then drop-dead on my bed...

Y Sunday, June 10, 2007Y
9:58 PM
8 June 2007, Friday

Laogong's off day, yet again...Both of us went down to Bugis...Spent a short 3 hours or sooo finding a present for Emeleen and also for my long lost and found primary school pal, Michelle...

Upon having bought all the pressies, Laogong and I were already late for our date with Emeleen and Rennis...Laogong on-called a cab then called up Rennis to inform them, we're gonna be slightly late, after seeing the long queue at the taxi stand...

Luckily both of us got to Jurong Point just in time for dinner, with Emeleen and Rennis at "The Soup Restaurant"...All four of us were famished by the time, sooo we placed our orders and then chatted while waiting for the food to be served...

It's been quite some time since the last meeting up with the duo, and we all decided to catch a movie together after dinner...Laogong and Rennis went to get mid-night movie tickets to "Ocean 13", while Emeleen and I chatted about our recent stuffs...

Food's served, the moment Laogong and Rennis were back, and we're all super famished...I was the most starved person, perhaps?? *Giggles...I practically gobbled up my food and everything that was served...Yeah, that's what happens when a person's deprived of food...Sooo, pardon me for the rudeness...*Sheeshhhh...

And sooo, after the dinner...All of us were full, and satisfied with the food...Went for pool session cuz it's still some time before our movie, played for like 2hours and we're off to the arcade for some games...

Movie for us, started at 11.50...We bought our snacks and drinks then went into the cinema...The movie is a 2hours plus long one, we're all tired at the end of the show...

But, I still got to say that "Ocean 13's" a good movie...I've never watched part 1 nor part 2 before, thought it sounded kinda boring, however after watching the movie...My views were changed a 180 degrees...Kudos~ To it's actors and story plot, it's like everything that you ever wanted to know about cheating scams in casinos were exposed and acted out for you to see...Very cool and hilarious too...

If you're hungry for movies lately, go check "Ocean 13" out!!

Will stop now, and update again bout' the meeting on 9 June, with my fellow primary schools pals soon... =))

4:22 AM
PICTURESSSSS as promised!!! =))

It's definitely gonna be eye candy to all...Be prepared and get ready to feast your stares on these uber-pretty stuffs...

Nooo droolings, just mouth-dropping...(Well, actually not sooo serious also...)Muahahahahs...

First up!!!!

The Classic Lolita(s)

As you can see from this picture, the Classic Lolita includes everything from a head dress to all the different kinda accessories...Etc, like a umbrella for example...All has to be in either white or black or a combination, and laces is a must...
This is a white Classic Lolita, if you noticed, their style is a lil' mix of victorian plus lolita...Sweet yet elegant in a twistful way...=)) How sweet~~
Yeah, most Classic Lolita(s) comes in white or black, or a combi as mentioned previously but because of the modernizations...Other colors could be included, as long as the unique style and distinctive character is still there...Of cuz, not forgetting the whatever blah, blah accessories...
Second up!!!!

The Sweet Lolita(s)~~~ Weeeeeee

Omg!!!!!!!! Look!!! It's just sooooooooo soooooooooo, woooo...I suddenly don't know what or how to type....Just four words....Ohhhh Man, Super Cawaii !!!! Urh hmm, I mean the clothes...Hahahas...
Wooooooo~~~ Yups, Yeah...Uber sweeeeet...Looking at them is already satisfying enough, no need for the cakes and all...=))
Yet another.....Lovely and super Sweet Lolita...Looks like a fairy to me...Too pretty and nice to be true...
The shoes that matches along with outfits!!! Also known as "Mary Jane"...Ehh...Looks a lil' like platform shoes thou'...Hahas...
A few of the outfits...Cuteeeeeee...=)) For Sweet Lolita(s), lotsa sweet colors are used like it's name suggested...Strawberries or cute prints of whatsoever, could also be included in design of such an outfit...=))
Next!!!!!!!

The Gothic Lolita(s)...

Look at this picture carefully...Is that a guy or a girl on the left? It's a "SHE"!!! =)) Genuine Japanese on the streets posing for others, to take pictures of them...Everything about them, has to be black plus a lil' of white sometimes...Wicked huh???
Hehehehs...Cute darlings, aren't they?? Awww~~~ Their parents must be obsessed with Gothic Lolita, that's why the duo dresses up like this...=p
Another pair of Gothic Lolita(s) on the streets of Japan...Ain't it hot?? Wearing all those long sleeves and socks with boots?? lols...
Below is a Caucasian, doing the Gothic Lolita look...Hmmm, I still think it's looks better for Asians?? *Giggles...No offences thou'...=X Ohhh, I urm, do actually like her outfit...Smoookinnn~~~~
Then it's the.......................

Punk Lolita(s)!!!

Super punkish!!! Superbly done hair!! It's white and black...Cool!!!
Japanese girls doing the punk...The one on the right says : "Ooi!! Don't stare stare hor!! Poke your eyes arh, then you know!!" Hahahas...Okay la, I know they're Japanese...=)) My bad, for poking fun at these girls...=P
Another Caucasian donning the Lolita...This time round, a Punk Caucasian Lolita...
Some of the Punk Lolita(s) outfits plus accessories...Red and black stripes, chunky chains, black leather...
More of the clothes, urm got a bit extras la...Hahahas...
Last but not least....

The Victorian Lolita(s)

Classical looking, elegant and poised...Long dresses...Yupp, that's it...
Victorian Lolita(s), not only just for ladies...Guys could do it too...Makes you feel like the "Royalties" ?? *Chuckles...
Yet another pale beauty...Urm, pardon me but I do think that this lady could actually take up the post, of being a house caretaker...Ehh~ You know? Like the kind, that handles all the major and minor stuffs in a darn big rich household, while having to supervise all the maids?? Suitable right?? *Heeees...
Clothes fitted for the utmost...Truly victorian style...
Here goes the same...
Alrite....I'm done with this post of the Lolita(s)...Tag me if you've got any ideas or stuffs you think about this post...=)) Comments most welcomed...Spammers, whatever the merrss need not apply...Thanks!!

And ooohhh! I'm gonna update again real soon, sooo must remember to come to my blog...=))
Tata~~Till my next posting again...

Y Friday, June 08, 2007Y
1:00 AM
7 June 2007, Thursday

I did not went for the interview as arranged by that recruitment agency that called me, simply because I'm worn out...I couldn't even wake up when Laogong came to my house this morning, I'm more like a dead log...

Laogong called and smsed me numerous times while I was sleeping like a pig...*Oinkss...Blur Laogong left his wallet at his company and had called to try informing/waking me up, but I just cant be awaken...Laogong came to my house and attempted to wake me up, nonetheless he failed and sooo had to go back to his company alone to retrieve his wallet...

It was around 12noon when Laogong came back to my house again, and finally got me to get outta my bed...My head felt giddy and I could hardly stand properly, Laogong had to hold on to me and made me go wash my face...

All the while, I was feeling groggy but after a bath, I managed to regain a lil' bit of my senses...Then Laogong and I went down to JP, I got us both food from "Subway" while Laogong went to pay for his bills...Straight off to his place once everything was done...

Laogong and I shared a "foot long's cold cut sub" and then after we went to sleep...Again, I woke Laogong up in the evening and then off he went to work while I headed back home...

Here's a lil' something to share with all my readers...

Back at home, I found stuffs which had me intrigued...Well, I've always liked this kinda stuffs since seeing it few years back, but didn't really got into the researching of it...People who does this, has my admiration cuz I, myself didn't dare try such stuffs...Urm, and it's actually something that has been going on in Japan and in here (SG), for a long time...

It's the "Lolita" street fashion...There's a variety of "Lolita" fashion after I've done some searching on the net, and I really like it all...

The category goes like this:

Classic Lolita - Inspired by the baroque and rococo style, the Classic Lolita tends to look more matured...One would choose deep and muted colours to wear with hair bands, head dresses or hand bags...

Sweet Lolita - To look the cutest and little-girlish as possible...The Sweet Lolita goes for pastel colours, floral prints or the all-white ensemble...End results, typically exudes a doll like appearance...This style is rather similar to the Classic Lolita...

Gothic Lolita - Said to be the most common and most popular category, the Gothic Lolita wears black and white lace and ribbons with matching dark makeup...Frilly Victorian blouses are matched with knee-length skirts worn over peticoats, topped with Mary Jane shoes...Some add gruesome details like bandages, fake blood and eye patches...

Punk Lolita - The Punk Lolita incorporates punk elements into her outfits, like plaids, safety pins and chains...One would also wears knee-high socks with boots or Mary Jane shoes...

Victorian Lolita - Dress in dark, elegant colours and seem to have a French fetish...Anyway, Victorian Lolitas are just what the name says: they look, act, and practically ARE something straight out of the Victorian era...Most in this style are ladylike and prim, rather polite and unbelievably beautiful...

A total of 5 different types, each unique and lovely in it's own ways...All 5 types are my favorites cuz it's simply too pretty to resist...Trust me, if you like laces and stuffs, you wouldn't leave out any of the 5 as well...

Well, I reckon there's more of different kinda "Lolita"...The above 5 mentioned, are actually lines that I've copied from certain websites and these are more of the usual stuffs heard...Upon gathering the informations, I've learned that "Gothic Lolita" is still the most popular style adopted by lotsa people, worldwide...However, "Punk Lolita" is catching up lately and seems to be the latest fashion trend now, in Japan...=))

In the past, I've thought of donning such clothes and go out shopping with my friends or rather, parade in it throughout...Then, I think again...I lacked the courage to do sooo, cuz I've got no friends who are into such stuffs and of cuz, I wouldn't be able to find anyone to accompany me in "Lolita" clothings...One thing was also because, the sets of "Lolita" clothings in the past were considered to be quite expensive to me...SOoo, I dumped the idea after a while...

Now, come to think again...I thought...Hey??? Might as well just try it out for once...=)) It's really nice and pretty and frilly and lacy...Except that, I've got to accept the stares that I'm gonna get, once out on the streets...Hmmm, maybe pals who think akin, could join me?? *Chuckles...And if I really do wanna try it out, then I've got to get one of those "Lolita" clothings completed with all the accessories and boots and stuffs...Ohhhh man, I bet that's gonna cost a bomb...

Maybe I should just continue dreaming bout' it...*Giggles...OR, I could try wearing one on my coming birthday in July???? *Lols...Open a 21st birthday bash, give it a costume theme then invite all friends to join in the fun??? *Laughs incessantly...Uh uh~~ Guess if I'm wearing then I'll just be the one to do it alone on my special day, cuz I reckon all good friends of mine might not wanna do it...*Giggles again...

What say you?? I, doing, perhaps "Sweet Lolita" or "Gothic Lolita"?? =)) Both are highly favorable to me, but I think "Sweet Lolita" dressing, is better for like a birthday bash or something...I could act super duper sweet and be looking like a wide eyed doll~~*feels like puking (Lols)...

Lalalallalaalallalala~ Should I?

"Sweet Lolita", just by hearing the word "Lolita" is already like having music to my ears...Ahhh~
Pictures of girls (mostly) dressing up in different kinda "Lolita" fashion would be up soon...It's totally gonna melt hearts of female readers!! Sooo stay tuned and watch out for the upcoming post!!!