Woke up late on this day, actually set alarm already but lazy to wake up...haha...In the end, woke up at 8.30am bah...Smsed Lagong and told him that I'll only reach his house at 9am...Laogong called me and asked me to buy my own breakfast and he'll come fetch me back to his house...hehehe...I bought fish slices porridge cuz I can't eat oily food in the morning or else I'll have diarrhoea again...shrugs*
Laogong began polishing his bicycle upon reaching home while I continue to eat my porridge, yummy* (n-n)...We went to sleep at about 12plus then woke up at 4pm plus nearly 5pm , to go to JP cuz Laogong wanted to buy a jacket to bring to his work place...We went searching for the jacket around the whole of JP, but none was suitable except for a white colored hooded Addidas jacket...Laogong liked it very much but did'nt want to buy it cuz it was white in color...He said it not look nice if it gets dirty...
So Laogong never managed to buy any jacket instead he brought me into the arcade, said wanted to look around...lol...We went in and then I saw a new toy in the dream catcher machine..Laogong saw it too and went to top up his card then tried out his luck...hehehe...Laogong caught the Squirrel in less then 10minutes' time and had only used up $3 which is the least expensive!! hahaha...As usual everyone looked at us and then Laogong and I walked off to go back home...keke...
27Aug2005
If you're wondering what's the kitty's name is, She's from Walt Disney's in the AristoCats animation...MARIE!! hehehehe..I Love Hello Kitty, Marie and all other kitties!! Sooo happy...Laogong slept at my place yesterday night..My alarm woke me up at 11plus but I chose to sleep more beside Laogong!! hehehe...Finally got up near to 12noon...I asked Laogong if we're going out today and he told me no...I got a little disappointed cuz we hardly can go out, he saw me sulking then he asked me where I wanted to go...We decided on Bugis in the end cuz I had to meet Coanne and helo her out with some stocks at 4pm...
Laogong and I had our lunch at V8, a hearty one...Then walked around then I told Laogong that June is working at the arcade in Bugis, I thought of paying her a visit cuz I had'nt seen her for a long time...The moment we went down to the arcade, we saw a group of people surrounding a few vending machines looking at a guy catching plush toys...Laogong went inside the arcade while i stood outside looking as well...keke...Kitty Marie was there also!! Saw a few couples looking then the guy trying out his luck but to no avail...I noticed Laogong had gone in so I went in to find him...He wanted to catch the Kitty Marie for me and had went in to exchanged some coins...
Laogong tried a number of times and managed to catch purple flowery Kitty Marie then decided to change more coins to get the pink Kitty Marie for me as well...Everyone looked in envy, I was so happy and proud of Laogong...I went in behind Laogong then came out together and saw a girl trying to catch pink Marie but had also failed...Laogong stood out and attempts to get pink Marie, while everybody surrounds us...kekeke...Laogong got pink Marie in a less then 15minutes!! hehehe...But the hands of the catcher was apprently stuck again and Laogong went inside to get the technician out while I stood outside waiting...I heard others speaking softly that the guy (laogong) has caught the plush toy already. The technician got the kitty out and gave it to Laogong then Laogong handed it to me, I so so so proud of Laogong and happy that I have two Maries in my hands...
We walked off with all eyes on my kitties!! kekeke...hahahahaha...SOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!
Supposed to meet up with Eileen, Cindy and WeiChee for a gathering cum celebration of Weichee's birthday...I could'nt make it to meet them as agreed cuz I was feeling sick, had blocked nose(which makes breathing so difficult) and sorethroat(coughing really badly)...I was lethargic, so I had no choice but to cancel the meeting..I went to Laogong's house and got to sleep immediately...Lack of sleep plus being constantly plagued by illness had completely drained me off my very last ability to fight off the illnesses again...Laogong said I breathed really heavily and it was noisy, but i had no idea at all...Guessed I really needed the rest...My blocked nose is almost cleared now but sometimes just sometimes, it'll attack me again...As for my cough, perhaps i'm not eating well enough so it's still there...Well, my appetite's coming back...I could eat again but not as much as I used to...Alot of the people who has'nt seen me quite awhile all told me that I've seem to have lost alot of weight...I still not sure what has made me become like this...Well, nevermind... 24Aug2005, Thursday I went to meet up with Laogong as usual...I pestered Laogong to bring me out to buy breakfast cuz I felt like having porridge...In the end, Laogong bought me to Jurong West instead cuz his Dad asked him to go pay the HDB charges...Laogong accompanied me around there awhile cuz there was a "pasar malam" before we finally went to "da bao" duck noodles as our breakfast... Laogong had dried duck noodles while I had the soup version, it was really delicious but I could'nt finish all of it...Laogong and i then went to sleep...I woke up at 5plus in the evening then woke Laogong up at 6.15pm for his work...As usual, I went home after seeing him off...I decided to walk back home but halfway through, I felt pain in my stomach suddenly...I quickly rushed back home after buying my drink and bread...Rushed to the toilet upon reaching home, I had diarrhoea again...I smsed Laogong and he called me to asked if I was feeling ok...I ensured him I'll take care of nyself, so i took medication... I'm feeling alright for now but then again I'm afraid that my syptoms would show again...Tomorro is Laogong's day off from work again but I would'nt be able to meet him in the morning...I have to go for my Facial training tomorro which is 10 to 5pm then after would I be able to meet up with Laogong and go for dinner together with Laogong's cousin and Jason... Life goes on normally and peacefully for me, is it the same for you as well??
Yesterday I've posted on one of the quarrellings I had with Laogong, so now I shall begin with the second one... 20Sept2005 Laogong has to work in the night later on that day, but he did not rest more...He took me to Dolby Ghaut to meet up with his army days' fren (Mark) to attend his birthday celebration...Laogong told me that Mark has a cafe aroung Parklane, and so I thought that the place Laogong mentioned was ParkMall...I said I think I knew where that place was to Laogong then we took the mrt to Dolby Ghaut...Upon reaching the place I took Laogong to ParkMall, and he too called up Mark to ask more about the place... After awhile, we both realised that it was the wrong place so Laogong and I walked on...I thought he knew already how to go as he held on to my hands brought me walking further and further...Laogong began being aware of the road we're taking and then asked me where is the place...I said I was'nt sure at all, I walked on only because I thought Laogong knew how to go there already...Laogong then got fed up and yelled at me, asking me why I never tell him I don't know how to go...I got angry immediately that I too retaliated...how was i supposed to know when he was the one holding my hands bringing me walking around... Laogong called his friend on his handphone and then scolded vulgurities through, telling Mark that it was all my fault...I was really pissed off by then and when Laogong handed me his phone wanting me to heard his friend on the directions to his cafe, I walked off ignoring Laogong...Laogong cursed and scolded me more so I yelled back I don't know anything, don't bother me!! Laogong got furious as well, but then tried to remain his composure and also tried to hold my hands again...I refused to let him and he berated me more...Asking me why I was so unreasonable, making a big fuss...I kept quiet knowing that he'll not stop talking..How could you dare said that it was my fault when you're the one who started scolding me just because I did'nt know the way to your friend's stupid cafe?? If you're so clever then why sole my help?? I was really upset and angry about his behaviour... Lastly, he managed to find the stupid cafe and got to meet up with Mark...Mark saw me and apologized to me for causing Laogong and me to quarrel...I smiled at him as I did'nt want to be a wrecker on his birthday..I still ignored Laogong...I hated the fact that Laogong was able to be happy again after meeting his friend and pretending to be nice to me, but eventually I relented...We left the place at about 4pm to walk back to Plaza Singapura as we're meeting Kevin...On the way back, Laogong and I talked then I told him that he has'nt return me the money I had used to buy the presents and movie tickets..I told him that I'm broke as I could'nt afford to spent so much...He got irritated and we quarrelled again.. All the way to Plaza Sing, I ignored Laogong and walked on my own as if Laogong was invisible...Laogong was fed up but he could'nt do anything...I kept remaining in that state then until I was really fumming, I walked towards the mrt...Laogong panicked and immediately got up to grabbed me and stop me from going...I was going nuts and felt liked breaking down...Laogong tried to get me out of the mrt station by pulling my hands but i struggled free of him and told him not to touch me...Just then my handbag spolit and the beads caming falling off one by one without much of my notice...Laogong swiftly went to pick up the beads and repair my handbag... It was 5pm and i gave in to him as Kevin was reaching soon, I stood outside of StarBucks while Laogon stood closed by...I still could'nt bring myself to cool down and talk to Laogong...Before long Kevin arrived and he saw Laogong and me with gloomy faces, he knew that we've quarrelled...I walked in front of them to the basement then we sat down at KFC...I sat at a corner, while Laogong chatted with Kevin...Kevin tried consoling me but I did'nt talked much...Laogong began feeling moody and was not in the mood to discuss with Kevin about his policy..Laogong was was sad that I was ignoring him, Kevin then helped Laogong by talking to me...Kevin tried to cheer me up as we walked around PS...I was no longer angry by the time we've reached the Cinema level...I saw a arcade with those plush toy catchers and walked in...Laogong immediately knew what to do... Kevin asked me if I was still angry cuz Laogong kept trying to catch one of those plush toys for...I told Kevin that my anger has ceased and Kevin asked me to talk to Laogong...I did not talk to Laogong but I stood beside him watching him trying hard to catch the plush toy...Alas, Laogong managed to catch a big kitty for me and I was happy...Someone by the side watching then berated her guy for being useless as Laogong got the plush toy for me but her guy could'nt...I was elated and proud of Laogong...Laogong was running late for his work so then we quickly parted with Kevin and thanked him as well and got to the taxi stand to catch a cab back to Boon Lay... This is all about our day...
I've just blogged about my break-up with him yesterday, but now we're back together again...alright blame it on my act of impluse...I, myself knew that I would'nt be able to live without him and yet I did such a cruel thing to him and myself...I'm SORRY, Laogong...terribly sorry for treating you like you've never exsisted, thinking that you had already lose faith in our relationship...I sorry that i misunderstood you just because you did'nt gave chase after i chose to walk off...So sorry... "RE-enactment, 10August2005" Laogong had just gotten his salary and so I asked him how much had he given his parents this month...He told me that he gave his mummy the usual allowance and his dad more this time round...I asked him why give more, he did'nt bother to answer my queston much...I was not pleased at all, not that I don't approve of him giving allowances to his parents...Its because I knew how hard he worked for to get his salary( risking his life of having to be crushed by heavy-weight machines anytime) and I'm also working(painstakingly) for a meagre salary, most of it goes to my father...I don't want Laogong to be like me but no matter how i explained myself , he just would'nt listen and thinks I'm unreasonable for stopping him to give his parents money...How can you ever understand?? I kept quiet... Around 7pm, I accompanied Laogong to the bus stop then asked him why lie to me about how much he gave, why can't i know?? The main thing i was furious about was that he lied to me for the very first time...I got agitated and walked faster, Laogong grabbed my hand and tried to hold me back but i struggled and yelled at him to let go of me...He did and I walked off in the direction to get back to my house...I thought Laogong would come after me and hoax me but after I walked for a distance, I realised he had ignored me and went for his work...I broke down to tears almost immediately and called him hoping he'll say sorry... Laogong kept slient, I thought he has lost his patience with me and has had enough of my tantrums...I smsed him that I wanted to end his miseries and mine too...Laogong then begged me not to do it, he panicked but i could'nt forgive myself or him yet...I was persistent on breaking up with him and even asked him to get a better girlfriend, cuz I'm not worthy of him to care for and love till eternity...I knew I could'nt let go of this relationship just yet but I was bend on a break-up...I cried and then continued smsing with Laogong till 5am in the morning before finally going to sleep... I slept for less than 4hours and found myself waking up at the time I always do just to meet up with Laogong...I tried to get back to sleep but only to find myself waking up at 8.45again...My eyes already puffy from all the cryings, I knew Laogong has just returned home at this hour...silly me kept longing for him to come to my house and see me...I cried again as the time passed faster and faster, still no sight of him...I then got up from my bed to the toilet, I asked for all these and I've got it...Laogong suddenly appeared infront of me and hugged me real tight...I cried uncontrollably and hugged him tightly too...I totally regretted my decision and cried remorsefully... Laogong asked me to stop crying then wiped my tears and sacficised his sleeping time to bring me to breakfast at Mac's...I felt so guilty...Sorry Laogong...I promised you time and again and yet broke my promises to you once and again...I won't make empty promises anymore...Sorry, I still love you...
9August2005, Evening 7pm I quarrelled with Laogong again, after a peaceful month...All because of a small matter, I threatened him with a break-up just as he was about to go for work...I 'don't know what to do anymore but to put an end to all of these miseries...I no longer feel sad or regrettful nor do i wished for us to be together again, he does'nt listens to my words...What can i say, nothing i guess...I know he still loves me and wants me but I've already made my words very clear and I don't think i will go back on my words anymore...I'll dead-serious about the break-up this time...I don't think I need anymore explainations from anyone, I've given you my all and never possibly can get them back already...Their all yours to keep... I'm single from this very day onwards, I won't go into another relationship anymore for I will keep you in heart...I will keep all the good memories and reminise them If i ever have the time...I will carry on in my life to struggle for my future, please move on to get a better woman to be with you in future...I will remember how you've planned and told me about what you want for our future and keep them as a part of my memories as well...I will remember how you've cared for and love me for who i am, I thank you for doing so much...I really appreciate it all...I know i can never repay you but i hope you will find a good wife in future and I will bless you both with happiness... Tears I'm shedding now does not mean that i'm sad or heartbroken...It only means that i crying because I've chosen to lose a precious gem...It only means that I'm crying because you can finally move on without me being a nuisance in your life anymore...It only means that i'm crying because I'm happy I made this choice...Please don't feel sad or unbearable...Do let go of this relationship to lift a heavy burden off from the both of us...For i will certainly keep this wonderful moment of my life forever in my heart....Please don't cry for me or be disturbed at work anymore, cuz I'm not worthy of your love to do so anymore... TAKE CARE MY BELOVED!! =) (for the very last time)
sigh...7August2005, my usual sunday off...woke up and went to meet Laogong at his place...He played Initial D till 11plus then Laogong took me to Boon Lay market to meet up with his mummy and sister for breakfast...After eating, Laogong fetch me back to his house on his bicycle...We got to sleep before long (alarm set to 5.45pm) Laogong missed his bus when we reached the bus stop, I finally relented and went to Jurong West to see a doctor..My brother accompanied me...The doctor got me to lay on the bed in the room, diagnosed my syptoms and said i was suffering from stomach flu(chang wei yan) after knocking on my stoamch gently, even asked if i needed a jab, I was shocked...I repeated after the doctor and then he said a jab or not is alright and i was relieved...The whole consultation and medicines costed me $60!! Haiz...but nevermind, i could claim back my medical fees from Christine...I ate the medicines immediately after i reached home and then my brother fetched me to Laogong's house to rest(Laogong's mummy took care of me)... I slept in Laogong's room till Laogong came back from his work...I woke up and still felt uneasy...Laogong played his PS2 again and i rested a little more then went to have my medication...Laogong's mummy made me milo and gave me 2biscuits to eat...After that i went back into Laogong's room and continued sleeping, he too slept... It's been 3days now, I feel better already but still not totally recovered yet...My stomach still feels a little bloated but I'm glad still cuz I had Laogong by my side and my appetite is back...=D
The lesson started out to be quite interesting, I've really learned quite abit over there...Took down alot of notes during the lessons, Coanne also explained some of the procedures to Janet and I...I was happily noting down the points when suddenly they decided to switch to demostrating a full body mud/wax wrap (cuz e facial side has mask treatment which requires some time to dry before removing is allowed), they wanted a model!! Coanne immediately looked at Janet and me, (=.=") (man, how bad could this be??) Janet thought that we could do it together but they only needed one and so I was the "selected" guinea pig or victim I should say??
I had to step out in front all of the other women who came for the training, with only a towel wrapped around me...You could say that I'm almost naked but not really as well cuz I still had the disposible panty on(the trainer gave me this before I went to the toilet to change), sigh*...It was so scary having to face so many women(luckily all women), I tried to relax myself...The treatment is supposed to cost me $150 or more but I'm getting it for free, well this is what Coanne tells me...sigh* The first process was still quite alright, but it still feels funny to me cuz I've never been touch by so many women for massage and so on...(Only Laogong can, hehehe, but now it's seems not =.=" )
Next was to apply the mud/waxy parafango on my entire body except I did not expose my chest area lah k!! Shit!! It was damn hot and painful that I almost wanted to scream and cry out but still bite my teeth and let they continue on till they saw me in agony then did they stopped at my arms...The whole feeling was like having hot water, mind you! Hot water k! Pour all over your body!! Sigh* Regretted doing it...Then after applying, they wrapped me up in a therma blanket..I waited for a good 20minutes before they finally removed the whole thing, actually it was Coanne, her mum and Janet who helped me...No bathing was required to remove so I went to change back into my clothes as soon as the thing was peeled off...sigh* =.="
Then Coanne treated us to lunch at the nearby or only kopitiam I guessed...Then back to the training centre for more training...We stayed there till 5.30 then Coanne's mum drove us back...Janet dropped off at kallang mrt station while I was dropped off at JE...Coanne and her mum are really quite nice!! keke...
Laogong soon came to meet up with me then Steven as well and we all went up to Boon Lay Raja Restaurant to find Jason...We had quite a feast there, I felt so full...After the dinner, Laogong and me parted them and went back to Jurong Point...We went into the arcade at Jp to see if there were any new plush toys to catch...Immediately I saw the white kitty with a simple pink bow around its neck...I told Laogong that I liked it and he began to try out his luck...Laogong tried for a few times but always dropped it so he asked one of the counter staffs to adjust back the position of the kitty...I saw Laogong repeated doing this for some time and meanwhile some other teenage guys caught a winnie e pooh at another machine by luck...The counter staff was really kind cuz he kept helping us...
Laogong and I got exhausted after trying out and failing each time, we sat at the chairs near by pondering...Laogong decided to try out again for the very last time again and the first time, he missed it...The counter staff helped us out again and then finally I saw the kitty being caught by Laogong with my very own eyes!! I laughed and cheered loudly, Laogong had to calm me down cuz everyone in the arcade was looking...I was so happy that I could'nt stop giggling...Laogong then decided to catch 1 more winnie the pooh for me and he got it for the first try!! hehehe, I'm really really so happy!! The counter staff was happy for us too then he passed us a big plastic bag so I could put them in...Laogong and I went off proudly...keke...
All my precious plush toys caught by Laogong at various plush toy catchers station!! Hehehehe, I have a total of 17 plush toys!! 7 of which are SEGA (DISNEY's) FUN FAN AMUSE toys, 8 are FARM PALS PETS !! hehehehe...I'm loving it!!
24Aug2005, Wed
Sushi-making Day!!
Hehehe, I woke up at around 7.40am in the morning today to prepare myself...Christine and me had already agreed to meet up at 9am at Suntec's Carrefour to shop for ingredients in making sushi...This is my very first time in attempting to make sushi, I also promised Laogong that I'll bring some home for him to eat...
I reached Suntec at about 9.30am, met up with Christine and then sat at the foodcourt till 10am before we went up to Carrefour...We took a big trolley with us and began searching for the various ingredients...Christine and I spent an hour gathering all the japanese foods then went off in Christine's car to go back to her house...
Upon reaching Christine's house, we started to prepare the necessary ingredients immediately...I cooked the sushi rice first while Christine prepared the salmon fish and tofu, soon after Christine's maid also came to help us out a little...After that I began snipping the seaweed then continued to cook the miso soup and Christine went on to cut up the shitake mushrooms and soft tofu...(The soup was delicious!!) Next, I moved on to cutting up the cucumbers and honestly speaking, I hated doing the peeling and cutting and seeding..In the end, Christine's maid helped me out...whew!!
All was finally done and ready for wrapping and all at about 12noon...Christine was the first to create a maki...hahaha...It was also her first time in making sushi!! We had some difficulties in cutting up the sushi but managed to improve more when we've got the hang of it...It was really fun!! I also tried out the inside-out maki roll with black sesame seeds and prawn-roe sprinkled on the outside...Christine and I were more occupied with sushi-making rather than eating, lol...
The whole afternoon was really well-spent and very meaningful for me cuz it was a special time that I've never tried such things before...hehehe...Hope that Christine would be free again and I could meet her up for more interesting DIY cooking...(^o^)
Continuation Quarrells..
Laogong and I quarrelled yesterday and today on different issues...I know it's partly my fault for making a big fuss...I regretted doing so and I know it's bad of me to have shamed Laogong in public...I have really changed my bad temper a lot since we've been together but now again, my old habits are returning...Due to PMS i guessed, cuz i had no control over myself...It was bad, how can I overcome PMS...
19September2005
It's Laogong off day, as usual I went to his house and then watched Mr and Mrs Smith together...After that, Laogong and I went to sleep...I woke up at 2.30pm cuz Shuping smsed me, wanted to borrow my Levis skirt for a dinner with PengSeng and his mother...I went home to take them(also took the necklace meant for her as a surprise gift) and then took a cab down to Pioneer Mall to find Shuping...Chatted with her for more than an hour before I took off...
Laogong took me to IMM first to buy the heart-shaped pendent necklace for me at TAKA jewellry but there was no stock...I was disappointed but soon forgot about it when we went for dinner at Bagus on the 3rd floor of IMM...Laogong had durian fried rice while I ate grilled chicken ramen, Laogong's rice tasted funny but it was delicious...Mine was'nt flattering at all and after that we decided to take the shutter bus back to Jurong Point...Upon reaching, we went to the arcade and stayed there awhile cuz Laogong wanted to catch the Piglet for me...Laogong tried several times but still missed it, just then one of Laogong's "bad" friend came to him...I was not pleased at all to see this irritating idiot but still let Laogong went off with him to listen to the crap he has to tell...I called Laogong on his mobile after awhile, when he finally got back together with his idiotic friend...I spoke to Laogong loudly asking him why does he has so many Shit to say...Laogong said sorry to me while his friend kept quiet...
After his idiotic friend went off, I asked Laogong what they chatted about...Laogong then told me that his friend had tried to persuade him to join their gang and be one of them again...Laogong is a good guy now and he always was, in the past and now too...Laogong used to be inside because of ignorance, neligence but he has since mend his ways...Laogong has stopped smoking and drinking a long long time ago because of me and also his health...Why does this irritating BASTARD has to come and destroy everything single thing Laogong has managed to built up?? I was furious, both at Laogong and that idiot...I scolded Laogong and went hunting for the irritating idiot..I found him on the 3rd in the end and scolded him back, warning him to stay away from Laogong and even told him straight off in his face that if he ever let me see him going near Laogong or telliing Laogong to get back to the gang...I would report this idiot to the police...
Laogong was remorseful that he kept hoaxing me, I was really fuming mad so I told Laogong to catch the Pigglet for me or else I won't forgive him and I won't go to the movies with him...Laogong went into the arcade alone and minutes later he had Pigglet in his hand, I was then happy...I forgave him and then we proceeded to the cinemas...
2Weeks
This is the 3rd day my 2weeks leave already, been accompanying Laogong every morning till evening now...Waiting for this friday to come cuz he'll be off from work finally...lol...I've decided to slack at home instead of doing part-time jobs, cuz i doubt there'll be any part-time job for only 2weeks...haahhah...Spending more time with Laogong makes me more satisfied...
I've been playing Maple quite a lot recently, got to know some good friends who helped me did much levelling inside...So happy!!
Yesterday, i went to Jurong Point after seeing Laogong off work...I went hunting for Shuping's necklace, cuz she liked mine...I managed to get one which looks almost the same as mine, intending to give it to her tommoro when i go find her at Pioneer Mall...keke...Ping had asked me to help her buy the necklace but I'm giving it to her as a gift, cuz she's the most wonderful friend I have...She is in all ways like I am too, we share many things in common...She's the one who will listen to my woes and give advices...Never revealing my deepest n darkest secret to anyone...Although its a little late that we've met but it does'nt matters so long we cherish each other...hehehe...
Another thing I wanna write about is. I've lost weight recently...I'm not sure if its because that I'm keep falling sick then I lost weight or because my diet is different from the past...But its true, I'm not sure if you guys had noticed...But Christine, Ping, Ah ger and even Laogong said I've lost weight...I too know it myself cuz my Levis are all sized 26 but recently, I wear size 25(Levis Type1 short jeans) then now size 24(Levis SquareCut)...Those sized 26ones keep slipping down to my hips cuz they've become loose...I'm happy but afraid, don't wish for my hips and bossoms to be the same as well...I'll look ugly like a bamboo...haha...Ping said she admired me for being able to lose weight..Is this good or bad?? (n-n)
13Aug, 2005
I'm sick again!! Why do i keep falling sick...It's such a pain!! When can i be well again??
I woke up at the 10.30am in the morning with Laogong still sleeping by my side...Laogong looked sooo cute when he's asleep...lol...I washed up and changed to get ready for work...Laogong used his bicycle and fetched me to Lakeside Mrt, we hugged and then kissed each other goodbye...Laogong rode off to meet up with his god-brother(Jason) and I waited for the Mrt...
I reached my work place and opened the shop as usual then I felt uneasy as my throat felt really sore and at the same time i was feeling feverish...I smsed Laogong that i was feeling unwell and then Laogong asked me to go to a Chinese herbal store to get panadols while he go to the Chinese herbal store back at our place to buy sore-throat cum heatiness herbal medicine for me...I did not went out to get lunch cuz i really felt very weak, so I took a panadol in my work place and went to sleep for awhile...
I slept all the way till 6plus in the evening and Christine arrived at the shop with her husband to clear up the her stuffs...Janet and I also did the same, Christine gave us each a sea salt soak and chocolate mask...Even gave me a Enzer mini portable system...I'm really sad that Christine is not our boss anymore, I wonder if the new boss would be as good as Christine at all...Tommoro, Monday is Janet's and my last day of work, of which we are required to take unpaid leave for 2weeks or more...why do i always work at places suffering from close down or transferring ownership?? well, anyway I'm looking forward to this 2weeks of rest and i could see laogong everyday...lol...
Back to my illness, my throat is not that sore anymore but now i'm down with Flu again...I wanna be well and hopping around again...Wish me luck can?? I don't like to be sick cuz I've been feeling sick for the past 2or 3weeks already...I wanna get WELL...
PS: Guys, if you're reading this...urm can recommend me any part-time job? haha, thx...
Laogong's off day...hehehe...I took half day of the morning off from work cuz Laogong said wanna go to the Marina South Carnival to look at the Army statics display...Laogong sacrified his sleep and went to my work place first so i could open the shop for Janet...Then we took the Mrt to Marina South...
It was nearly 1pm when we've reached there...Not much of a crowd there at that hour, we alighted at the family carnival side and walked around abit...Ain't really interesting so we decided to take the bus and proceed to the Statics Display, which Laogong was very much in favour...The sun that day was hot and i had headache due to it, but i still accompanied Laogong around to look at the army tankers and facilities...Laogong wanted to ride on the tankers initially but did not...The whole carnival was huge and took us some time to walk, then we saw a lot of students from different schoools coming for the carnival as well...
We went into the arcade at marina bay and Laogong caught a baby donald duck for me...hehehe...actually Laogong wanted to catch another baby kitten for me but was not sucessful and we went off...Laogong and me then went back to bugis, bought chicken rice and went to my work place to have our late lunch...After eating, I let Laogong slept in the massage room in my work place(the only room with a bed) and I continued with my work...
After work Laogong was not feeling well and so we went back to Jurong Point to have our dinner then shop for a little while more before going home to rest...Upon reaching Jp, i stood outside Giordano to look at the mickey mouse tees while Laogong went to withdraw money...Eileen and her hubby, Sky found me outside giordano and called me...lol, did'nt even notice them... Eileen saw my baby donald duck and then asked me how did my Laogong managed to catch them...We brought them to the arcade on the third floor and Laogong taught Sky how to catch, Eileen's hubby tried several times but failed to get the cow for Eileen...Laogong and me then decided to catch the cow for Eileen cuz she stopped her hubby to catch her again...Laogong finally caught it and I gave it to Eileen but she declined...I did'nt know Eileen and her hubby had a squibble earlier on but Laogong and me really wanted to cheer her up...Eileen, cheer up ok?? I hope to my friend be happy and not so glum...We can meet up again if you feel like having a all-girls outing to forget about the unpleasant things...hehehe...best friends forever!!
Double Happiness
Break-up
i'm plagued with illnesses again...
Laogong and I woke up at the same time and he got up to prepare for work...while i sat at the sofa in the living room, my chest began feeling very uneasy...Laogong noticed me feeling unwell and asked me if i was ok...I did'nt want him to worry about me cuz he's going for work soon, i pretended to act normal but i could'nt cuz I went into the toilet twice(I had diarrhea)...Laogong panicked and asked his mum for a solution, his mummy also did'nt knew what to do but only to instruct Laogong to rub Axe oil on my stomach...I lay on the sofa for awhile then followed Laogong out to see him off work, Laogong had wanted me to stay at his house for fear there would be nobody to take care of me if i had any terrible syptoms...but i persisted on going out together with him and then back to my house...
Off Day!!
heheheh...So happy, I spent the whole friday together with Laogong...I woke up at 8am to prepare myself, put my handbag and the clothes I bought for Laogong into my Puma bag and set off to his place...Laogong was tired when we met up but he still turned on the computer to check out the movies listing before taking a nap...After he was done, I took over and and surfed the net for awhile...Laogong beckoned me to sleep instead of surfing the net and I did what he said...Laogong thought I was going for work at 11am and so he set the alarm...lolx...(and i thought my plan was going smoothly) Just as we're sleeping, Laogong's mummy came in cuz she thought I'm working and wants to wake me up...I had no choice but to tell her i took leave and Laogong heard it loud and clear...My plan was thwarted...no fun...lol but nvrm, Laogong was elated...
We reset our alarm to 4.30pm and slept...I woke up at around 3.30pm or so and could'nt get to sleep anymore, Laogong's mummy got me to have lunch(she always finishes cooking lunch at about this time)...Laogong continued sleeping...I thought he'll wake up when the alarm sounds but he did not cuz he wanted to sleep more...I let him and then i played on the PS2...Laogong only woke up at 5plus to 6pm when I kept pestering him to...hahaha...during the time he was sleeping i took out the bag of clothes and hanged it by his wardrobe, hoping he'll see them he wakes up...keke...Laogong did saw the clothes and thanked me with a peck on my cheek...hehehe...
We reached Jurong Point around 7pm, gave Rennis a call to join us for dinner then purchased our tickets(Land of the Dead 12.20am)...Laogong and i walked around JP then i bought a white lacy top and then Laogong brought me to Fish n Co for their fish and chips, Rennis and i had chips while Laogong tried the rice...lol...It was very filling...After our food, Laogong and i went to the arcade to catch plush toys again...Laogong's friend was also trying his luck when we're there...in the end, Laogong got a duckie and a elephant for me!! hehehehe...So happy!! Then I told Laogong I wanted to buy a I-pod cuz i'm fed up of listening to limited songs on my hp...Laogong accompanied me around to harvey norman and courts to look at I-pod...I wanted a Pink color I-pod but none of the places carried a pink i-pod...haiz...in the end Laogong and i went back to Courts and took the Zen Neeon instead...Laogong paid for it and we went up to the third floor again...heheheh...
Rennis was supposed to join us for the movie after he sent Emeleen home but they quarrelled again and Rennis backed out, $9.50wasted just like this...aiyoo...Laogong and i played a few rounds of games then stood outside the arcade looking at others playing the DDR...Just then Sylvester, Winston and Yu fung saw me...hahaha...gave me quite a shock...lol...They happened to be catching the same movie as us...lol...
The movie was gruesome, full of violence and gore but then again it was a rather good movie...Scary tooo, haahha...After the movie Laogong and me walked back to his house and on the way, we saw Wins, Ves and Yu Fung again...bid them goodbye and continued walking...Laogong changed his pants upon reaching his house and got his bicycle to fetch me home...We meddled with the Zeon Neeon after reaching my house and only got to sleep at 3am plus...Tiring day but fulfilling cuz I had Laogong's accompany!! hehehe...Love ya lots!!
Rainy Days Describes My Feelings Best...
(sorry guys, i'm kinda used to having small fonts cuz it looks nicer and neater...but for now this post will remain normal size for better reading pleasure...=D)
Weathers nowadays, always rainy in the mornings and sometimes afternoon as well...Always raining just as I'm about to go for work...It sucks, but I've still gotta work...(-_-)" Laogong's been working at his company as a maintenence technician for around 3 months plus already...Now that he's confirmed by his company, Laogong has started working night shift since 1st Aug instead of day shift...I hated this arrangement somehow....
"WORK"...this is only a job and i'm just going for work not only for work's sake but to be able to save money and plan for a better future for the both of us..." said laogong.
I know you're only working but somehow I just cant be able to overcome it all yet...It's just too sudden that you've stopped being there for me after my work time...How can i stop myself from not thinking about all these?? I wondered a lot...
No one will meet me anymore after I'm off from my work,
No one will be there to have dinner together with me anymore,
No one will accompany me for window-shopping at Jurong Point anymore,
No one will hug me at night when i sleep anymore,
No one will send me back home on bicycle in the middle of the night anymore,
No one to kiss me goodbye in the morning anymore,
No one will give me a surprise to fetch me from my work place personally anymore...
All of these stolen away from me in just 24hours...I had no preparation or warnings about it...Since 1st Aug, (rainy day) I've been in a daze...I felt aimless in life very suddenly...What was i going to do or say or go to?? Eventually i went home...I felt a prick in my heart, a very sharp prick...Laogong's no longer by my side to take care of me 24/7...I could no longer have the urge to rush back home to see him...It was a terrible, horrible, terrifying, scary (whatever you call it) feeling!! I changed immediately from a optimist to a pessimist, there was no way i can stop thinking and missing Laogong's presence...On my way back home(in the train), my tears would come on and off...I walked in a daze, expressionless...Not giving a damn to what goes on around me...Why do i exxperience all these?? I missed Laogong badly, more badly than i ever could imagine, missing him too badly so bad that it was worst then while he was serving NS way back during our first few months of courtship...
He said i was silly to cry cuz he's only working...Laogong said he missed me a lot too and he hates doing night shift but he has no choice...Yes, i'm silly (i admit it) but i just cant help feeling like this!! I don't wish for you to worry about me too but i could'nt do it cuz i'm a weak-minded lady...I realized that i could'nt adhere to Laogong's sudden change of shift work and i really needed him by my side badly...For the pass few days since 1st Aug, I've been crying (feeling very depressed) and thinking...Perhaps I've been behaving like because of my PMS...I don't know but whenever i thought about not being able to see Laogong in the night, my tears would just flow...I'm sorry for not being a good Laopo to you, my dear...I know i've made you worry-sicked and because of me even though you're tired, you still had to care about me instead of your own health first...
All these days, I slept at 2-3plus am in the night and waking up at 8am in the morning just to meet up with Laogong and be with him for a short 2hours then go for my work...All these days, it's been raining and so am i...I would always cry when i about to leave for work, I really miss you alot, Laogong!! I know you felt it and you felt heart pain, i'm so sorry to have cause to you so much miseries...I've promised not to cry but i just cant do it..I know i'm disturbing you from resting but I just wanted to see you beforer i leave for work...For i could no longer see you at night or have you hugging me to sleep anymore...I'm really very sad...Too emotional I guessed...
Now I'm still hurting but have had stopped crying so much already cuz i've been meeting Laogong every morning...Today after my work, I stopped by at Bossini which is on the same row as my work place, spent an hour and a half inside buying clothes for Laogong, my kid-bro and myself...keke...things to keep me from being sad, I bought 2 polo tees and a normal tee for Laogong, a spiderman tee for my bro and 2 tops for myself...A total of $40 spent...Laogong does'nt know that i bought for him clothings(smiles*)...Tommoro is his off day(i took leave as well, Laogong don't knows!! shhh!! It's a surprise!! (n,n)hehe), he says to accompany me after my work and will bring me to the movies...I longed for this day!! (grins*) I'll try my best to be a good Laopo and be more strong-willed...Laogong is in for a surprise tommmoro morning!! lol...
I love you!! muacks*
a YeAr wE'vE bEeN 2gEtHeR,
a YeAr wE'vE bEen HavInG UpS n DoWnS :
"A yEaR We'Ve cRiEd N hUgGeD,
A yEaR We'Ve bEeN bRiNgInG eAch OtHeR jOy, LauGhTeR n SuRpRiSeS"
a YeAr wE'vE bEeN dEpEnDiNg On EaCh OtHeR,
a YeAr wE'vE wOrkEd HaRd To Be 1 StEp ClOsEr To OuR FuTuRE GoAl,
a yEaR We'll AlwAyS RemEmbEr (a YeAr WeLL SpEnT!!),
a yEaR fOlLoWiNg AnOtHeR i kNoW YOU wiLL CoNtInUe LoViNg Me,
a YeAr FoLlOwIng AnOtHeR i'LL LoVe YOU MoRe,
ThIs I pRoMiSe YOU!! (n_n)
Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuackz*
i LoVe YoU, DeaR LaogOng!! (^oo^) OiNk oInK!
31 july 2005
A 3pm make-over appoinment at Jean Yip (Plaza Singapura)...
Laogong's working as usual on this sunday while i'm off from work...I woke up at about 12 noon at laogong's house then went home to prepare...Janet and i agreed to meet up and go for the make-over shoot together...hehehe...Laogong also thought i should do it, cuz it's a once in a lifetime thing...
My sweet or rather mature 19years old make-over...hahaha...I was late for around half an hour cuz i took my own sweet time preparing...lol...Luckily Janet was angry, lol...We both dressed alike in our cropped jackets and Levis jeans...lol...We both thought we looked like office ladies...hehehe...
Then at 3pm sharp, Janet and i went into Jean Yip...I was feeling nervous as this was myvery first time doing a photo shoot...lol...Janet and me sat down in front of a make-up table...then the make-up artists came to do our faces...My make-up artist name is Lucinda...she begin by chatting with me and asked me various questions...Trying to make more money out of my pocket...lol...but Lucinda's really professional and nice....She made my eyes looked really smokey and i liked it too...I also had fake eyelashes on which costs me 15bucks!! cuz Lucinda says my eyes will show more in my photos...hahaha...Must listen to expert...After about an hour of make-up, Lucinda began twirling/curling my hair with a hair-straightener...Omigod!! A hair-staightener can actually e used to curl up hair...Unbelievable huh?? it was amazing...Lucinda was really good at doing all this stuffs!! lol...
Then it was time to go in for my photo shoot...Janet started first and i stood aside watching...The photographer was very professional too, telling Janet to pose accordingly...Then Janet was done ( She decided to change into another outfit and change a different hairstyle)...i was trembling and very nervous at that moment, guessed the photographer noticed it cuz he started a small conversation with me...hahaha...it helped me a little but i was still trembling cuz he had the fan blown me directly...It was colddddd!! I began posing to the photographer's instructions and i think he's shot me about 20over times before it finally ended...whew!!
I went out of the shooting studio and saw Janet in a white wedding dress-like gown...It suited her alot, hahah...her hair was curled up and then she asked me if i wanted to change into another outfit as well...i was eventually tempted and ended up spendind another 10 bucks...hahaha...When it was all over, me and Janet changed back to our original clothes and sat down at the counter...We watied patiently for our photos, the results?? Fabulous!! keke...Janet and I spent the whole afternoon at Jean Yip then we went seperate ways to meet up with our boyfriends...lol...What a day!! =P