28June2006, Wednesday...Midnight... Family dispute...Sucked totally...I really have no freaking idea as to what happened to that irresponsible father of ours, why could'nt he just shut up for one second? I'm was actually trying to get some sleep but to no avail, he provoked my brother (Kelvin)...All because of his own selfish acts, had he not lifted his hand on Kelvin, the both of them would not have fought...I know my brother has tried to control himself for a very long time, refraining from having serious quarrels with that father of ours...Now, Kelvin can no longer hold it back so he unleashed his anger on the one who made him, become what he is today...
I could do nothing to stop them, but just shouted and shouted till they stopped...I don't wish to talk much to that ''father" now, it seems pointless anyway...He never repents, it's sickening...I only wanted my brother to come back to our house again, so we can be whole as family...Luckily, Kelvin has good friends and a good girlfriend to care for him because I don't know how to care for him much...It only feels emtpy to be inside that house now, I don't even feel like being at home anymore but I've no choice...I still gotta be home, eventually...I'm just glad that I could be away this few days, I don't wanna be alone at home...
27June2006, Tuesday
Brought Maomao to meet Laogong at his house in the morning, Laogong and I went to the betting station where he placed more bets then we had our breakfast the market...Roti pratas!! *Yummy...
We went back home aftter, Laogong went to sleep while I went to Lot1 for interview...It was for a part-time job at a push-cart at IMM...I had to only work for three days, quite flexible for me cuz I could accompany Laogong...I just had to wait for the manager's call these one or two day's time...*Shrugs...Hopefully, I would be able to clinch the job...Wish me luck...^^
Spent the half the day at Laogong's place, then as usual I bought Maomao back home after seeing Laogong off to work... Spent the rest of the night together with Ah ger, we walked to Jurong West's KFC to have our late dinner and we chatted about lotsa stuffs...We ate the buddy meal, got our hands all oily and sticky then Ah ger said there's no basin where we can wash our hands...I checked around and found the basin, Ah ger laughed cuz she did not noticed it all...We washed our hands then went off, we walked past a cakery shop where I began to get greedy cuz the cakes on display were sooo enticing... Ah ger and I went to a few more cakery shops then finally, I picked one big big slice of cherry cake...We went back to Ah ger's home afterwards, Ah ger took some money then we went to the pasar malam where we both bought our drinks and went back to her house again...Ah ger and I watched tv together for a short while, then I helped her to tidy up her room...Ah ger wanted to dismantle her bed frame cuz she did not liked the idea of having that, she wanted to place her bed on flat on the floor...I helped her cleaned up her room first then we dismantled the bed together, pushing and pulling all the stuffs inside her room in the late night... Just the two of us, we managed to pull apart the bed frame and then finally got her room neat and tidy...I had my cake after all the tiring work, then Ah ger painted her toes nails...I rested on ah ger's bed till I fell asleep after finishing my cake, slept all the way till the morning where I woke up and went home...
Laogong's off day...Accompanied Laogong to the betting station as usual, then after that we ate our breakfast and went back to his house...Laogong slept until 6.30pm, while I continued make-up after waking him up... We went to Jurong Point this day, had our dinner at the foodcourt...After that, Laogong played his favourite "Basketball" game at the arcade...Laogong was happy with it cuz he finally made it to the last stage after so many times of training...Soon, it was near 9.25pm, Laogong and I made our way to the cinema, he bought our favourite "Nachos" then we went in to watch "Garfield 2"... It was a rather relaxing day, the movie was quite funny as well...We got home early that night after the movie, Laogong and I had wanted to watch the "Slient Hill" dvd which we've bought but the quality was obviously lousy, so we had to stop half-way...Laogong and I, then went to sleep...
26June2006, Monday
23June2006, Friday
Laogong won a little in his soccer bettings, I was happy for him as well...Then, Laogong said he'll buy me a hamster!! *giggles...Laogong knew that I've been wanting a hamster ever since the last time my dad gave all the ham hams away...Laogong and I searched high and low for the hamster I wanted, cuz I did want those dwarfs hamster, though they're really adorable but I prefer big ones...At least, you can feel the hamster when you cupped it in your hands...Finally, I managed to find the same kind of hamster that I've had years ago, the same furry brown colored hamster!! *lols... After Laogong and I had bought the hamster, we went to the wet market in Jurong West to get it's cage, food and water bottle...We went back to Laogong's house bringing our new baby back to it's new home also...Laogong asked me what would I wanna name it, but I had no idea at all and now that I've come to think of it...A name has been surfacing inside my mind for some time, hahas...Guess I should think more, before deciding...Meanwhile, Laogong and my new hamster baby stays nameless...
Today's date, 20th June year 2006...Nothing significance to us at right? However, if you write it like this: 20.06.2006, it would be 2006 2006. Simply amazing, yah? I thought so too...Well, I've not taken note of this at all until I received an sms from a senior of mine during secondary school days...I've not given it much deal too, until I noticed the news reporting about this as well, it is a nice number and date worthed remembering cuz it is true that you'll never get to see this sight happen again... Ok now, urm guess it should be enough on the dates...Thinking back, I've got nothing much to blog about today too...Only one short thing to write about though, Laogong and I had a small "talk" today, Laogong asked me what bad habits or attitude of his, do I not like about...A really good question, but I could not answer it cuz my mind was in a total blank...I was only informed by Laogong the day before that he has something to tell me, but never did I expect that he was looking forward to having a heart to heart chat with me...I, of course, was unprepared and so I kinda stumbled over Laogong's question and just when I thought of something to say, I just broke down and stopped...Laogong was sitting right beside me, so he did not knew that I was sobbing until my silence remained for some few seconds, then did he leaned over to check on me...Laogong knew I had been upset during these few days, cuz it's also my "time" of the month again, so Laogong stopped and suggested we rest... Everything is alright now, I'm just looking forward to Laogong's off day...This coming Friday, where we can spent some quality time together...I wanted to tell Laogong that I don't wanna go anyway this Friday but just chill out together with him, but no chances yet cuz I kept forgetting or it's always when Laogong's rushing for work...I hope Laogong would be happy, cuz he's been complaining that we've spend too many days going out and he's not having enough rest...I intend, for Laogong to sleep till nightfall then we will go catch a movie with my free passes... I love Laogong...^^
I slept for only 1hour for yesterday, woke up again when Laogong called me up...Laogong did overtime for his work today, so he was only off work at about 10am...When Laogong called, I was still groggy but did managed to drag myself outta my bed to wash and go meet him at Jurong Point...Laogong told me that mummy is preparing now and will go down to meet us at Jurong Point then we would decide where to dine in...I had myself quickly dressed and all, took the present along then went to Jurong Point on bus 240...I alighted at the new bus interchange, it is bigger and better cuz I don't hafta walk very far away just to take 240 again...*giggles... Laogong and I met up outside Zone X, he played the basketball game for awhile then Laogong's mummy and sister arrived...Mummy finally chose to eat at Pizza hut's, and we managed to find a good seat...We all had a great time together, chatting and eating at Pizza hut's...Laogong's mummy was exceptionally happy, smiling all the time...After our meal, Laogong's mummy and sister split up with us to go shop for groceries while Laogong and I went home after meeting up with my supplier to collect my clothes... Had a good day with Laogong and his family today, but Laogong's worn out...I want Laogong to have a good rest tomorro while I hafta face up to reality and go look into the newspapers to hunt for a job...*shrugs...
I slept for only 1hour for yesterday, woke up again when Laogong called me up...Laogong did overtime for his work today, so he was only off work at about 10am...When Laogong called, I was still groggy but did managed to drag myself outta my bed to wash and go meet him at Jurong Point...Laogong told me that mummy is preparing now and will go down to meet us at Jurong Point then we would decide where to dine in...I had myself quickly dressed and all, took the present along then went to Jurong Point on bus 240...I alighted at the new bus interchange, it is bigger and better cuz I don't hafta walk very far away just to take 240 again...*giggles... Laogong and I met up outside Zone X, he played the basketball game for awhile then Laogong's mummy and sister arrived...Mummy finally chose to eat at Pizza hut's, and we managed to find a good seat...We all had a great time together, chatting and eating at Pizza hut's...Laogong's mummy was exceptionally happy, smiling all the time...After our meal, Laogong's mummy and sister split up with us to go shop for groceries while Laogong and I went home after meeting up with my supplier to collect my clothes... Had a good day with Laogong and his family today, but Laogong's worn out...I want Laogong to have a good rest tomorro while I hafta face up to reality and go look into the newspapers to hunt for a job...*shrugs...
Sorry people!! I know, I'm just so sorry for the absent in my blog for such a long period of time...I've just gotten back my laptop, which has been sick and in the hospital(HP Repair Center) for the past 2weeks or so...Sooo, I'm gonna blog, blog and do more blogging so that you guys could read, read and read!! *Giggles...Actually, I might get the dates mixed up if I were to recall cuz so much stuffs happened recently, but I'll certainly try my best to recall!! Hope all of you out there would'nt get confused, my most recent posts would start from 6June cuz it's the most I could recall...Okay!! Here goes... "10June2006, Saturday" Laogong and I both woke up at only 2pm in the afternoon, we got ourselves washed up then changed and went to Jurong Point to have our breakfast cum lunch...Laogong had wanted to go for "Lai Lai" noodles initially but I stopped him cuz I'm sick of having that sooo many times a week...Then we went to "Bento Box" but Laogong also had gotten sick and tired of the dishes they serve so we ended up at "Crystal Jade's" which is on the second floor...Laogong and I had a sumptous lunch over there, I had mushroom spicy sauce noodles while Laogong ate frog leg congee...We each had a different soup and also 2side dishes, one pan-fried broccoli in osyter sauce and the other deep-fried tofu... Laogong and I were so full at the end, that we had to pack the deep-fried tofu...The lunch costed Laogong $55.40, which was actually meant to be my treat but Laogong said it's ok...^^We went back and lazed around then I took a short nap while Laogong entertained Jason, who came to his house uninvited and unexpected...Soon after, Jason left...Laogong joined me for a nap then, went for his dinner and I woke up...Jowell had called me and asked me to join her and her boyfriend for steamboat but I rejected them...I accompanied Laogong out to work then took the bus back to my house, Jowell called again and asked me to join them for noodles at Taman Jurong...I agreed... It was around 7.30pm when I've reached home, I placed my JB shopping bags onto my bed then quickly went for a shower cuz Jowell was meeting me at 8pm...I managed to get ready on the dot and waited for them to come fetch me...We meet up shortly, then Jowell's boyfriend drove us to Taman Jurong where we had our dinner, then to pick up her boyfriend's mother after work...After that, we went back to Laogong's place cuz there was a pasar malam...We walked around, bought our foods and they sent me back home...
Our "baby"...Laogong and I finally decided on a name, Mao Mao!! ^^
Maomao nibbling on something? Ga gagaga...=))
Me and Laogong in Jp's Cinema 3...So dark, so used flash...Laogong's eyes cannot take it...^^Watched Garfield 2, as hilarious as it is from the first one...
Sleeping Beau"PIG"ty...*giggles...
Maomao so cute, sleeping peacefully...^^
21June2006, Wednesday
20.06.2006, Tuesday
Celebration!
Celebration! 
Hello Kitty Handphone accessory, from my beloved sister Ping...A special gift flown in from Thailand...^^ Love her...
Hello Kitty Plush toy also from Ping, ^^present bought in Thailand...Love it...
18June2006, Sunday
We've made up...I forgave Laogong because, I realised that I still could'nt forget about him...I just cant live without him...Laogong stood outside my house for a long time before going away cuz he thought I did'nt wanna see him again...My heart only softened, so I finally unlocked the door for Laogong to come in...Laogong gave me a big hug, I cried even more...I still succumbed to Laogong's love cuz I still love him very much, I knew deep inside my heart that I can never forget about our love...Laogong wasted all his sleeping time to plea for my forgiveness...In the end, Laogong only slept for 2short hours at my house...Laogong also gave me some money to buy a present for my dad, guess what I bought? Carlsberg beer, half a dozen...Laogong also sent a sms to my dad to wish him a "Happy Father's day"...Tomorro is yet another special day, Laogong is going to bring his mummy out for a meal cuz it's her birthday...Unfortunately, Laogong had a big quarrel with his mummy over Father's day and my matters...Laogong fears that his mummy might not wanna bother about him, I'm worried as well...Mummy's present is still with me, if her temper's not gone then it would be quite difficult for me to please her...*shrugs...
I just hope all would turn out fine by tomorro, Laogong's mummy as I know, is'nt a person who holds grudges...I just wish for laogong and his family to be fine and happy again, so we could all celebrate this joyous occasion together...
Jolin Tsai's new song "Pretence" from her latest debut album "Dancing Diva"...
It holds a big meaning...The lyrics, the MV...I'm sure "he" understands...
Will "us" become like them in the MV?
I really don't know nor do I wish to know...I just wanna hide inside my shell and shut myself out from the world...
I won't pretend, cuz everything inside of me is real...
I will always remember "him" even though "he" might choose to forget me...
I will still have "him" deeply etched in my heart, a place which "he" will virtually belong to me...I miss "him" now and forever...
18June2006, Sunday
Spent the whole freaking day at home today...No one came looking for me, not even him...I guess this is really the becoming the end of us already...I did cry like I used to in the past, foolishly hoping that he'll always turn up at my doorstep to hug me again...I did shed tears but it's only a little, my heart does aches but somehow not as painful as it is like in the past...I'm back to what I used to be, a loner like all times...I did not even step out of my house until late late night when I finally felt like eating...No proper breakfast nor lunch, just a few breads to munch on then a packet of fried kway tiao at night...Plus my favourite ice kacang...
I really slacked the whole day, or rather rotted...I surfed the net for a almost half of the day then I dropped dead on my bed...Now again, I'm stuck to my laptop cuz there's nothing else I could do, to keep things going on through my imaginative brain...I did not send out any smses to him nor did I called him up...He too, did not call or send a single sms to me...He used to send me a sms whenever he's off from work but sms no more...I had only woke up near 2pm today, and I thought he would appear but now, I'm wide awake and I knew his intentions already...I was just naive to still believe that he would still be the same old him, always having me in his arms...I was foolish to have persisted in believing that he would stick to me forever...I knew that was impossible now...I felt so empty, really empty...A ending to this beautiful story?
I dare not think much about my future and I never will because I'm afraid of failures...Countless times, nothing ever accomplished...I've never felt full, always empty inside my heart...It pains me to see him caring for others, I admit that I'm a selfish person cuz I only wanted him to care for me...I want him to only have eyes for me and do everything for me, to provide for me and always have me as his first piority...Though, he has cared and provided for me, he did not seemed willingly enough cuz he thinks I'm just eating of him...I've been taking care and caring for others, very concerned in about what others think so I always try my best to do things to please them...Now, I just wanted him to do just the same for me, yet he thinks I'm just using him...I've been revolving around other people's lives all these 19years, why cant he do the same for me...
I admit that I'm wildful, I'm stubborn and I do have a bad temper...All that were my feelings which had been held inside me for all these 19years, I never knew a correct way to release them properly...That's why he would always suffered from my unreasonable ways...I don't know who I am anymore...I'm always tired, I really don't know what to do so that I can live on a happy life like the others...I wish I could just drop dead...Everything would stop then, I would'nt have to be a pessismist then...The only thing I can do now, is to just go to sleep cuz sleeping can let me forget everything temporary but when I wake up again...It's time again for me to face the reality, the reality that he no longer provides, cares and stands by me...I need nobody to mend my broken heart, just let it be...
Pretty in Pink!! My new Guess? wallet with faux diamantes...Bling bling goes beyond!! ^^ Originaly priced at $59.90 but nw with a 20% off!!
Red MNG Spaghetti strap...Lovely color, right...^^
Double tube top, pretty combination...Just wait till u see hw it looks lyk when I wear it...^^
Wooooooooo weeeee...DiorAddict Ultra Shine2!! Christian Dior's Latest!! only $35 go grab urs off all good Dior counters now!!! hehehe...Lurve it...
Pretty, sweetie yellow racer back top frm MNG again...^^great casual wear...
Close up look at the Type1 Limited Edition, I just lurve the red buttons!! ^^
Back View of MY Limited Edition Type1, Not even lauched in SG yet!!! ^^ I'm e first to wear this in SG!!!
Close up view on my Type 1 long sleeve...It's nt a dragon, but motifs...^^ Lurve it...
16June2006, Friday
I have had some arguements with Laogong yesterday night after our movie...I knew Laogong had been placing bets on the World Cup ever since it started, but I chose not to believe in it strongly until Laogong started behaving out of the norm...I did'nt had the thought of exposing Laogong inititally but I really could'nt stand it anymore cuz he's been getting bolder, lying to me everynow and then...The worst thing is, Laogong thoughts that I'm all the while in the dark and that he has succeeded in blinding me from the truth as and when he wants...
I questioned Laogong in a nice manner, hoping that he'll tell me the truth without me getting mad...Laogong decided to put on a shield and be braver so he continued lying, even swearing that he has never betted on the World Cup...In the end, we both quarrelled and I just got fed up in the end that I ignored him all the way back to his house...My temper had only went down when Laogong and I went back to my house to sleep...
We only woke up at 3pm, I bathed and changed then woke Laogong up too...We went to the hawer center nearby my house for lunch then went to the "pasar malam" for a short walk...Then as we were about to go off, I asked Laogong if we could go to Jurong Point to play the "Basketball" game at the arcade before he gets home to prepare for work...Laogong began ranting on and on about the stuffs that he was unhappy with, I got mad and argued with him...We reached Jurong Point's arcade shortly, but I was in no mood at all...How could you expect a person who's fumming mad to be normal suddenly? To play games with you??
I did not talk to Laogong at all, then Laogong suggest that we go for a walk instead, I chose to ignore him and walked away...I went to 77street to look at necklaces, I saw a golden bling bling necklace with the word "Love" in the middle...It was really nice, but when I turned to see Laogong standing beside me again...I continued walking...I went to "This Fashion", tried on a black and white stripped top(Ayumi Hamasaki had worn this dress before for her photo shoot)...It looked nice, I showed it to Laogong then he said it looked nice too...I told Laogong that Ayumi had wore this before and he said, if you like it just buy it then...I changed back to my own clothes then asked the sales girl to get me a new one, as just I thought Laogong would pay for it to please me, he merely stood and watched...I remained quiet and paid for it unwillingly...Then we went off...When we've reached Laogong's block, I got off from his bicycle and walked all the way back to my house...Laogong kept telling me to quit playing around with him, but I was'nt!!! I even shouted at him while walking...I really hated seeing Laogong!!! I got home and cried aloud...
It was only yesterday that I've found out, Laogong had lied to me about gambling...Laogong knew that I hated him gambling but he still did it so I took that matter out and quarrelled with him as well...It is not the first time already since Laogong had lied to me, anyone including my own family can lie to me, I don't care!! But why in the hell, does it has to be Laogong? Of all the people I've come to know, why Laogong?? I cried...Even though, Laogong has promised me thrice not to argue with me, if we ever quarrel again but what do I see now? Laogong has done it to me more than thrice, he F*cking lied to me!!! AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN!!! Tell me a very good reason, why the hell should I put my trust in him again??? Laogong says, he only chooses to lie to me because he know and he assumes that even though, if he were to inform me that he wants to gamble, I would not be supportive at all...Yeah, to the hell right, with you are!! I asked Laogong, had'nt I let him place his bets on 4D when he wants to before? Had'nt I let him place bets on soccer in the past and still accompanied him to the betting station, so he could check the scores?? When in the hell, did I not approved him of doing things???? I felt very hurt, sooo hurt that the one person I thought I could rely on, had actually turned out to be a big fat LIAR!!!
I'm still f*cking mad now, though not as mad as I was earlier on but I'm still not gonna forgive Laogong!! I've let Laogong had his ways, a tad too many so I will be firm from now on...Laogong is never gonna keep his words and fulfil them all...A leopard never changes its spots...Sooo true, it is...
What I wanna convey to Laogong:
This is not the first time that you've lied to me!!! You ought to know it better than anyone else!! You've lied to me, secretly using your own CPF to invest in some f*cking stupid investment just because your friend told you too!!! I'm only against it to your own good, but you chose to believe your friend and went ahead with the decision...FINE!!! I know, I'm nobody to you that's why I let the matter rest...
Then, you lied to me again but secretly riding your colleague's bike out to buy supper...Not once but thrice!!!! I got mad because I did'nt want anything to happen to you, also for your own good!!! You should know better than anyone else, cuz of a mistake you've done in the past!! I'm only helping you to get back on the right track, not doing anything wrong but you chose to turn a deaf ear on me again...I only let it go because the third time, you came looking for me and took me on a ride for the first time...You've told me that you really missed me that's why you borrowed your colleague's bike to come look for me...You thought I did'nt know the truth? You always leave clues inside your handphone, that's why I knew again you've lied to me...
Cant you see I'm always turning an blind eye to whatever you've chose to not tell me?? Or do you still think that I'm stupid that's why you can and will continue lying to me!! Sorry, you always tell me Sorry!! I'm also good in pronoucing the word Sorry!! So what, if you've apologised time and again???? You've never once proved to me that you can fulfil what you've promised me to do...How many lies are you going to tell me, to continue covering your naked ass!! Although, I can see that you've quitted smoking in front of me but why is it that I find a packet of ciggarette inside your bag?? You've told me that, those belonged to your colleague and that he had forgotten to take it back...He used your locker because he could'nt find his keys to his own locker...You thought I buy your words???? No!! I only chose, once again to keep quiet cuz I believed in you...I trusted that you would'nt smoke behind my back!! Now? I won'nt and never will believe in you again!!! I could always smell of ciggarette on you after your, you only said it's because you mingle with your colleagues in the smoking area...You don't hafta lie to me, just one word, one word from you that will be enough...You can do whatever you like from then on without me...
I will never put my hands into whatever shit you do or decide...Never will again...Cuz I know, of my status inside your heart...You've never placed me on your piority, I'm nothing to you...I know I don't have the rights to stop you from anything that's why I always choose to believe you but believe no more...I know I'm not even a kin nor wife of yours, we don't even have the same blood running inside our veins...It's alright...I can understand...
You've said that, I don't know that you've been reprimanded by your parents, you had your own problems and stress...I had known nothing but only hindered you all the while, well what makes you think that I had nothing hidden from you??? You've had your family and friends and colleagues to stand by you, even if you've had'nt met me before...Did you ever think of me??? I'm not saying that I need sympathy just because I come from a broken family but does your stress compares to mine!!!!!! I never had a mother to confide my problems to, I've never had a sister which I could talk heart to heart...You had everything!!!! What rights do you think you have, to berate me???? I'm sooo f*cking hurt by your every words!! I knew my words hurt you deeply too, but I had only did it on purpose to make you feel just a quarter of what I've been suffering from, for the past 19years of my life!! You only think that I'm crazy, being unreasonable, only knowing what to get mad...Let me tell you one thing, you don't understand my deepest feelings at all!! You never will, cuz you've never even bothered to...You were only doing things because I told you to...I told you to hug me whenever I cry and you just follow blindly...Each and every time I asked for you to just shut up and listened, you argued more...You've always had your chances to complain and your chances to talk...When was it ever my turn????
I always admired other couples I see on the streets, and in shops...The guys always offered advices and they even chose stuffs for their girl to try on...They were trying hard to be a good adviser, happyily chatting and all...You??? You only know how to say, "YA, nice...Not bad lor, Ok la...Anything la, you decide yourself.." What the f*ck other than these, can you say?? I always see other guys with a happy face whilst accompanying their girlfriends to shop...When was the only time I can see you doing this??? None!! Not even once!! Yet, I never said a thing again because I knew you're tired...You've always told me so, I knew it because you sacrificed your sleeping times just to keep me accompanied...
You only have one day off each week, that's why I demanded we go out everytime on your off day...You only thought that I'm torturing you, preventing you from getting enough rest...Pushing you towards the brink of poor health but did you ever understand why I had insisted on it?? No, you don't!! Yet, you blamed me...I did not wanted another fight so I kept quiet...If we were to stay at your house all the times when you're off, I had to stay under the eyes of your parents...I could do nothing but sleeping together with you, I could'nt even use the computer!! I'm always staying indoors, nobody ever takes me out...Why cant you do so then?? Is such a small wish of mine hard to keep?
I've always told you, that we ain't compatible...It's better that we go our own ways but you always insisted on clinging onto this relationship...I know you love me lots but love alone just is'nt enough...You and I, we are just not deep on enough about each other...We always cant agree on the same thing and never can understand each other...I've already told you long ago but you chose not to listen...I'm only soft-hearted to give in and be with you again and again cuz I trusted you but each time this happens, I only get harder...I can ignore your smses and refrain from replying already...I can stop myself from having the urges to sms you every night now, cuz I know, I only get empty replies...I know I can pull myself away from this, why cant you do it too so I can have my peace of mind...I've always told you that it's hard for me to keep on going, not because I don't treasure this relationship but I know it's only a burden for the both of us...I've given up ever since you've chose to break your promises...I want you to know nothing, but just understand me...I have my own pains, deeper pains which I've never told anyone...NO one!! Not even you nor Ping knows it...I've always had problems at home, did you know as well? I don't think you do, so what makes you think that I will know about what's going on in your family!! I guess the best way for me to have trust in people, is to never get close to people...Only trust thyself...
15June2006, Thursday
Laogong's off day...Actually Laogong did not wanted to go out today, but I insisted cuz I wanted to get my stuffs from Orchard...I was not really happy on this trip together with Laogong but I'm still glad that I've gotten most of the stuffs I wanted...
We had our late lunch cum dinner at Jurong Point's foodcourt then took the train down to Orchard...Lotsa of people though it's a Thursday...The first place we went to was "BEBE" at Wistma Atria where I looked around for suitable long sleeves or tube tops...Found none of the nice long sleeves but only tube tops which I tried on, but were too long that I could wear it as a mini dress...*lols...I was about to make the purchase until Laogong passed a snide remark, I got so freaking mad that I walked out of the shop straight away...Ignoring Laogong all the way till I reached Takashimaya's 2nd floor...
I went to GUESS? and asked the sales promoter for the wallet I wanted, then Laogong called and asked me where I was...I told Laogong where I was then hang up, he appeared shortly keeping mum...I paid for the GUESS? wallet then walked off, with Laogong following dumbly behind me...The next place I went to was the DIOR counter inside Takashimaya, I looked at the lip sticks and glosses for quite a while then asked the sales promoter to help me get a suitable color...I chose to buy Dior addict ultra shine2 cuz of the pretty blue casing, the sales promoter tested a number of pink shades on the back of my hand...I could'nt decide then I showed Laogong the colors and he too could'nt decide...Alas, I got a pink which the sales promoter recommended cuz what I wanted was a little sublte hint of pink yet not too bright...Laogong dished out his new credit card whilst at the payment counter then we went off...And, yes...My anger had simmered down...*Giggles...
Then we went to MNG where I bought 1yellow racer back top and 1 red spaghetti strap...I did not even try on both of the tops cuz I find it a hassle, I had wanted to get a brown long sleeve top too but Laogong said it only looked so-so...*Shrugs...So we went off again and back to Wistma, this time round I walked into "Future State"(My favourite brand!!) and chose 2lacy tops to try out cuz both were too pretty to decide...I asked Laogong for his opinions but he's always giving the same old dull answers, nor does he bothers to look at other clothings which he would like to see me wearing and ask me to try on...I made the decisions myself and bought the 2-piece tube top cuz the other piece I tried on was too loose...It was priced at $59 but thanks to the GSS, it costed only $47.20...Laogong paid for it with his card and we went off back to Jurong Point...
We reached Jurong Point at about 9.20pm and we decided to catch a movie with my free passes but only "Omen" was free-listed so Laogong bought us 2tickets to "CARS" instead...We went in shortly after getting our nachos and cheesy hotdogs cuz the show starts at 9.30pm...By the time we've finished the show, it was already 12midnight so we walked back to Laogong's house..."Cars" was actually a nice movie and although it was a cartoon, it's actually great!! The show was funny that Laogong and I had a great laughing time...A show worth your money, definately...^^
The Tee which I bought when out with Ping...^^
Limited Edition Type1 and Type 1 Levis Top bought at JB from Laogong!! ^^
The lacey halter top from "BANG" at JB...^^
Another favourite piece of mine from "Orange" at JB...^^
The handphone accessories I bought for myself n Ping at JB...^^Pretty huh...
My New Anna Sui Compact FOundation^^
A look on the inside...
The outer casing...Soo exquisic right...^^
The pair of DMK monogram slippers^^
Casing of the foundation...^^Soo nice too...
Me at PartyWorld, Lurve my Faux Diamond ring^^
Snapshot of Laogong, singing...^^
Me so happy, Laogong so sian...?? ^^
Snapshot of Laogong again!! Singing at e top of his lungs...^^
TaDa!!! Laogong's Brand NEW N80...Took it with my N70^^
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My N70 together with Laogong's new N80
Nice? D.I.Y Manicure plus Nail-piercing...^^
Me & Laogong at PartyWorld Clementi, opps!! Forgot to blog abt this..^^
MRsLiu!! ^^
14June2006, Wednesday
I did not sleep for the whole night before, cuz I slept for more then 10over hours the day before...Laogong came to my house to see me for a short while den went off, as he did not want to wake me up...So, I did not went to Laogong's house for the whole day as well...I spent the night staying awake by surfing the net and then waited for the time to cook the tonice soup for Laogong today...
Anyway, I ain't got much to blog about today so I'll be uploading lotsa pics...Enjoy...
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13June2006, Tuesday
I went to Jurong Point to meet up with Laogong, we both played basketball at the arcade for a short while then went off to buy our breakfast...Laogong bought MOS burger while I bought Subway cuz I had'nt have that for quite some time already...We headed home after that...
Laogong's been crazy over applying for credit cards recently, he's just received his "Everyday" POSB credit card now, he's received the "TigerAirWays" UOB Gold card and there are still 3more to come...If I'm not wrong, it's the UOB Cashline and Metro/Seiyu cards plus another HSBC Gold card...*Omigosh, I really don't understand why Laogong's crazy over the cards and he's even gonna go apply for the Titantnium card too...Laogong told me that it's a fetish with all his colleagues at the company as well and he's gonna apply for as many as he could, if not it'll be too late to apply for in the future...Oh well, I'm only happy cuz Laogong can buy me more stuffs with his card...*Giggles...
Due to my lack of postings recently, I've forgotten to blog about quite a number of stuffs...Laogong just changed his Nokia 7610 to N80 last week or so, when we went to Jurong East to eat...Keeps complaining about how his Nokia 7610 is useless, now happy already cuz new handphone N80 somemore...Laogong even bought a 1gig mini SD card from his friend's shop, but now the card's giving him a few problems, he could only temporary use his original 128card...I'm also quite happy that Laogong has changed his handphone, cuz now we're like having the same series of phones...Like couple handphones...*pouts...
Enough about that, now back to what I'm supposed to type...*teehehe...Laogong went to sleep after finishing his food, reading his new credit card letter and surfing the net...I used the computer for sometime then Laogong's mummy asked me, if I wanna go to Jurong Point with her...I had nothing much to do so I agreed and we went to Jurong Point together, Laogong's sister(Annie) was meeting us there...Laogong's mummy and I went to John Little upon reaching and we went to the lingerie department cuz Laogong's mummy wanted to get a few new ones...I looked around too but nothing much to my liking...Then I waited for Laogong's mummy to go try on, Annie came and looked around as well...We hanged around there for quite some time, then I saw 2sets which I quite fancy and bought it cuz my sizes were rare...Laogong's mummy got herself 2sets as well while Annie bought only 1set...
We had our late lunches at the foodcourt on 3rd floor, then I accompanied them to This Fashion...I bought a short plain tube while Laogong's mummy and Annie bought none...Laogong's mummy had actually tried on 2tops but the cuttings were not to her likings so she gave up and we went home on foot shortly, cuz it's nearing 6pm and Laogong has to wake up for work soon...Laogong's mummy had to prepare dinner for Laogong as well...I do enjoy the trip together with Laogong's mummy, I hope I could do so the next time round again^^...
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"06June2006, Tuesday"
Met up with Laogong as usual in the morning, then after I went to Chinatown alone for the Travel Agency job interview...It was'nt idea at all, not the least I've expected it to be, on the whole it sucked!! Here's what happened on that day...
I managed to reach Chinatown at 2.30pm, thinking that the Travel Agency was located in People's Park Complex, I went searching for it on the whole of 3rd floor...#03-47 was my destination but instead, I saw a massage palour...My mind went blank instantly...I kept walking around and around, true enough there were lotsa Travelling Agencies but none was, what I've been searching frantically for...Desperate and kinda scared, cuz I'm alone...I dialled the lady boss's number only to get a dead tone for a good 10minutes...Worst still, a mad man thought I was staring at him and had been following behind him!!! WTF!!! YOU SHOULD FREAKING STARE YOURSELF INTO THE MIRROR!! WHO THE FREAK, WANTS TO FOLLOW YOU!! I was fumming yet a little scared cuz I ain't familiar with the place at all...In the end, I walked the other way and the mad man went off...
Finally, I gotten through to the lady boss and then managed to ask her for directions but she did'nt seem keen to even direct me...I'm not even employed by her yet, why does she has to sound so uptight? So then, I realised that I've actually went to the wrong place and it was supposed to be People's Park Point or whatever shit, I could'nt bother to remember...After the interview, I received a call from Ah ger so I called her back and she asked me out for movies in the night so I readily agreed then hang up...I headed back to IMM to check if the pair of DMK slippers were in stock already but the results were nil...So, I went back to Laogong's house and woke Laogong up for his work in time...After which, I went to Boon Lay's MAC to meet up with Ah ger for dinner...
Serene came to join us shortly and when she has finished, we went to Ah ger's house and waited for her to get change then took a bus down to West Mall to meet Jieyi...We've all agreed to watch "We are happy Family" so we went to purchase our tickets as soon as we got there...The ticketer give us the tickets for 9.45, cinema 6...We happily went off to Yellow and all four of us bought the same tortise hp accessory, then to the arcade...When it was time, all four of us went into cinema 6 but was shocked to see Da Vinci's Code showing instead!! We squirmed and all, even apologised to the people watching inside then went to find the ticketer to change our movie choice...We all paid a dollar extra for "The Omen"...The show had just started when we've went in, so lucky for us...
Well, the movie was a total disappointment although ah ger and I both had our fair share of scares...Still, if I were to grade it? I say, it only deserves a "D"...The cute little boy called Damien, apparently has a golden mouth cuz he's had only a sentence of words plus screamings, wailings...Don't go watch it...That's my suggestion...After the show, we all went back to our home sweet homes...
"07June2006, Wednesday"
I was supposed to wake up at 7.45am so I could meet up with Laogong after his work, but lazy me, overslept and missed the time to go meet Laogong...I only got up near around 9am, quickly bathed then dolled up myself as I was supposed to meet up with Ping for a GSS trip!! *pouts...Laogong gave me a surprise by turning up at my doorstep around 10plus, and I got back to my make-up quickly...I was late by 10minutes but Ping was still cool about it...Laogong went off shortly, Ping and I took the bus to Lakeside mrt station then transferred to train and finally reached Orchard...
We went to Takashimaya, and looked at the GUESS? handbags and wallets...We both fancied the same design but did not get it in the end, cuz Ping had'nt received her salary which was supposed to be in already...So, we went to other places to shop around first...After awhile, we were both famished so we decided to have our lunch at Far East's "Ramen Ten"...Ping and I both like eating "LaLa" a kinda clamshell..I recommended her the "Spicy LaLa Ramen" and we both ordered the same ramen then followed by a plate of salmon sashimi...The ramen was really spicy and nice, so was the sashimi...Ping and I had a very full meal then we paid and continued shopping...We headed back to Wistma past the Mrt station and suddenly, Ping and I both saw this girl running towards us...The girl, then began to shoot her words very quickly, telling me who she is and what she would like to tell me...Ping was shocked by the girl's quick actions, almost could'nt catch what she was saying, the girl was actually talent-scouting and had spotted me so she asked if I was interested but I declined...Ping and I then walked away...This is the second time that I've been approached...But no point also...These are normally cheats, outta scout talent but also to earn big bucks from your pocket...
Ping and I went to Isetan, where Anna Sui's counter was located in...I've always been wanting to expand my collection so I was darn happy when I could buy one more Anna Sui's make up to add on...This time, I decided to get it's compact powder...Which is an exquisite design just like how my mirror (as featured in my previous post) was...I really love it!! I had to get one cuz my current compact foundation is running out...I've also decided to change the brand for once so I could try out...My ZA's gonna finish soon and I'm so looking forward to using my new Anna Sui's compact foundation...The compact casing and foundation does not come together when I enquired with the staff...So I had to get them separately...The total was $59...A reasonable price...I just so thrilled to have one more thing that is Anna Sui...*Giggles...
Ping and I went to Cineleisure but did not managed to get anything cuz not much varieties...Then we went to the tents which were set up nearby, I spotted a tee which I liked quite a bit cuz it had a red butterfly motif on it...Ping said it was a little too big for my size so I had to give up...We went to Heeren where Ping bought the same design of PUMA bag that I had...Now, we both own the same PUMA bag...*Winks...I fancied another tee which Ping said was nicer...I thought so too...*Gagagagas...It turned out that the shirt I had spotted earlier on was from that same store..."York...something..." I could'nt remember...I bought the tee at $18, real good deal! Then, Ping and I headed back to Takashimaya...
I was thinking about getting the GUESS? wallet all the while, but then I still shelved the idea...I promised Ping to wait for her then we'll get it together...Or prehaps, I could get it when I go out with Laogong...^^I got stuck at Dior's counter when I went into Takashimaya together with Ping, I was tempted to get it's lipgloss...Sooo prettyyyyy!! Ping pulled me away cuz she wanted to help me save after I've bought the Anna Sui compact foundation...*Shrugs...I really want it...I swear I'll be back to get it...^^
I took Ping the Watsons and she bought the BioEssence facial cream which I recommended her to use...Then, we went back cuz Ping had to rush for work...Although, I've bought only two stuffs this time round, I'm still very much contented cuz it is a really fruitful trip...On the way back, I received a anonymous call, Ping helped me answered it...DMK called up, to inform me that the pair of slippers I've wanted has arrived...I was happy once again, I accompanied Ping back to Jurong Point then I took the shutter bus to IMM where I made my purchase!! I'm just so happy...*Weeeeeeee...
"9June2006, Friday"
Laogong sacrificed his sleeping time, slept for a mere 1hour just to bring me into JB...It's been quite some time since we've last went in...Laogong and I both had sooo much fun this day, it is also the day which I've first bought clothes from two of the shops located in JB...The very first time that I could find something to my taste...*Giggles...
Our first stop was, City Square...Laogong and I were both on empty stomach so we decided to settle down for lunch...City Square had quite a few changes, new shops had come up and there's even a Kenny Roger's restaurant now...Our final choice was Kenny Rogers, Laogong and I had a hearty meal, it's staff's were very friendly as well...Which definately made our day a nice one to start with...After that, we went to MPH(which was also a new addition to City Square) to look for a book which Beatrice had recommended to me but to no avail...
Laogong and I headed to "POPULAR", cuz Laogong wanted to look at the games magazines...In the end, also did'nt buy any...We continued window-shopping, then I went into yet another new store called "BANG"...Finally, I spotted a white lacey halter top that I fancied at the first sight...Laogong sat down at one of the cushions while I tried on the top, I really loved it so I made the purchase at the end...Andd, did I said this was the one and only piece "BANG" has? *Giggles...
Laogong and I, then went to look at the booths which were selling handphones...Laogong wanted to check how much it was for his new N80 and my N70...It turns out that, our phones are not any cheaper if compared...Laogong's N80 costs more then RM2800plus while my N70 costs up to RM1800plus...I think...I could'nt recall it...*teeheehehe...
JB has lotsa sales going on too, but Laogong did not get to see anything he liked...I dragged Laogong into "MNG" where I thought I could get a top or something but the designs kinda disappointed me...I prefered SG's...
We walked out and I went into........."LEVIS"!!!!!!!!! My favourite must-go-into store everytime I go JB!! *Wahahaha...I already had in mind what I wanted so it was quite easy for me to get it out in a matter of minutes...I wanted the Ladies Style which has motifs designs with swaroski crystal embedded into the back of it's pocket...I wanted that!! I asked Laogong if it was pretty, and he too nodded...A sales girl came shortly after seeing me haggling onto the pair of pretty jeans, unfortunately the pair has run out of my size...I wear 24, but the smallest is 25 and they've ran out of it...*Shrugs...See lah, I always don't get the one I like...The sales girl then introduced me to Square cut, it's new cutting cuz she saw me wearing one, then took out another one which is Type 1's Limited Edition...I did'nt wanna get another Square cut anymore so I chose the latter...A limited edition, I like...The concept...*Giggles...The sales girl then told me that, the Type 1's Limited Edition has a guy's cutting so it makes both a couple's jeans set...I urged Laogong to go try it on but then no size!!! The sales girl then suggested Laogong to try on size30, but very loose...Laogong gave up and waited for me instead...The sales girl even asked if Laogong was keen to try on the ladies' size 29, Laogong was agitated he said "NO".... *Lols...*Shrugs...I loved the design of the Limited Edition Type 1, red buttons, red tab...The sight of it just makes me go gaga...I readily decided and got the sales girl to put it aside for me while I looked around somemore...The sales girl, then showed me a series of "Levis's" latest tees...All were sooo nice, I thought of Ping cuz she likes "Levis" tees very much...
A long sleeve tee caught my eye, two colors: Black and White...I asked Laogong for his opinions and he chose the latter...I tried on the black one cuz the sales girl was worried that my make-up might stain the white one...Laogong thought it looked nice on me, I thought likewise too, then suddenly the sales girl got me a brand new white one to try on(guess she's trying to get more sales)...Immediately, the truth stood out...Laogong pointed to the white one...I decided to get it...*Weeeeee...Laogong paid for both of it with his Visa Mini then we went off...*gagaggagas...I'm sooo gay...(GAY as in HAppy, betcha din' noe it has this other meaning, huh?)
Laogong and I then played at the arcade for a short while before we took a cab to Holiday Plaza...We're both quite surprised when we've reached, no sights of pirated discs...No hollering, these were all replaced by cd holders and other useless stuffs...Laogong and I walked around and around cuz the place is huge, we could not see any sights of pirated discs at all only legal stuffs...Laogong and I both speculated that a raid had just came to Holiday Plaza, so we went window-shopping...
There were'nt much nice clothings around, so I did not went into any of the stores except for one, Laogong urged me to have a look in cuz I was pondering outside..."Orange" was the shop's name, I browsed randomly then saw a sweet, red and white-checkered top...There was also a blue one but Laogong said the red one was better, so I tried it on only to realised that it was actually dangerously low-cut...However, the design was really unique and the sales girl said I could wear a tube inside so I bought it as well...
Next, I went to get my dose of comics which I always do if I visit Holiday Plaza...Super cheap, RM 45 for a total of 10...Sg only $19plus...*Giggles...Which means one costs only $1.90 so tell me how can one resist it...After that, we bought bubble gums and then realising it was late, I told Laogong to decide if he wanted anything cuz Laogong had fancied a set "Initial D" dvds...Laogong and I went back to the shop where he had saw the DVDs earlier on, then he asked the sales persons in a soft tone if there were any pirated DVDs...The sales person replied with a "Yes" and bought us to the second floor where they had a hidden place doing business...Laogong bought 3movies altogether: Silent Hill, 40Year Old Virgin and Over the Hegde then Laogong and I went to a shop to ask another sales guy if they sell PS2 version's Da Vinci's Code...All we see was, him talking on a walkie-talkie he had in hand then suddenly a back door opened and there was all the discs available for choosing...I took Da Vinci's Code and Final Fantasy VII while Laogong took his time choosing, and got Driver(Parallel Lines) and GTA(Liberty City)...I put back Final Fantasy in the end cuz it was a japanese version...Laogong paid and then we left to take a cab back to the customs...
It was already 7pm plus when we've reached...8pm plus when we're in SG customs...Afraid that Laogong could get caught with pirated discs and bubble gums, I took everything myself and went for the scanning...Unfortunately, I got checked...Discs were ok but my bubble gums all gone...*Shrugs...Laogong was worried-dead for me, and heaved a big sigh until he came to know that I was fine... I teared a little when we're waiting for the bus to go to Kranji Mrt Station, Laogong calmed me down and consoled me, he said he was glad that I'm ok...Bubble gums, just leave it...Laogong said he could get 1 for me every hour when he drives a bike in the future...*Lols...I love you, Laogong...
While on the train back to Jurong Point, Laogong napped a little but I knew it was'nt enough for him...I've told him to take 2days off but he just would'nt listen, I was heartpain when I see him like this...We quickly went to buy our late dinner when we've reached, "Pork Ribs Ramen" from "Crystal Jade then headed back home in a cab...Laogong ate up, and took an hour's nap...
We went back to Jurong Point, to watch "Slither"...A good movie, gross and all...Full of violence and gore...Well, not very much but it is gross most of the time... Anyway, after the movie Laogong and I were already sooo tired but we still walked back to his house where we could finally go to bed together...A slumber rest...