Slacked during Wednesday and Thursday, finally Laogong was off on Friday...Laogong was supposed to bring me along to meet his ex "BMT" mate, Jason at Raffles Place but we ended up going to Orchard instead...Laogong's friend, apparently has a uterior motive for the sudden meeting so we took a detour in the end...

It was'nt a enjoyable day but nonetheless, treasured by me...Cuz it's the only day that I get to spent together with Laogong, alone...Laogong suddenly told me about Joyce(his ex-gf decades ago), I could'nt remember why he had brought up the topic...But it was about that ex-gf of his, trying to test his reliability on whether he would cheat on her by accepting another girl's request to be friends...A stupid plot which was able to make Laogong fell for...Laogong, then told me that he might be a flirty guy but he would still love the one and only girl he's with...So, I presummed it meant that even though it's ok for Laogong to cheat on his ex-gf at that point of the time, Laogong still loves her very much and it won't affect his love for her...In short, it did'nt seemed wrong for Laogong to cheat on his ex-gf...

I was not paying much attention to his rantings, so I forgot about it shortly but then again when I thought about it, I realised that it was actually quite shocking to me...Laogong's easy-going mindset had triggered the alarm inside my head...I was then wondering if Laogong would treat me like this in time to come, especially since I'm the kinda of person who cannot tolerate infidelity, a behaviour like that would definately make me go beserk...I'm the sort of person who always let her imaginations run wild, tranquail moments could turn to one which is bitter and dark, screamings and all...I could never shut them out of my mind...

Lotsa stuffs goes through my mind daily, some are easily forgotten yet some are arched deeply into my mind and repeats on a daily basic reminding me of fearful times...I'm always deep in my thoughts, wondering about a lot of stuffs...I love Laogong very much but then again, the wildful side of me could never compromise with Laogong...I've always wanted very much to be nice and gentle yet I could never do it...

Even now, I've wondered off on my posting which was supposed to be about our outing...Well, I guess I should be back on track...Here goes the proper one...

Laogong and I ate at Far East for our dinner, then we went window-shopping...Went into three different shops selling the same puffy sleeves top, but all at a different price...The cheapest at $25.90 only, *shrugs...I did'nt buy it in the end, cuz cuz cuz...I like it pretty much though...Then, went into a newly-opened shop also at Far East called "Love Potion", the clothes were simple and sweet and I also managed to find one of those fluffy A-line skirts there but in the end I walked away...I went back to "Love Potion" the second time and tried on the skirt which costs $49.90 but again after trying, I chose to walk away...*shrugs...A great disappointment, but no choice...I hafta curb my urges...I really really really really liked both of the items...I kinda regretted walking away but...

In the end, Laogong bought me a black lacey dress which I saw at Cineleisure but did'nt fancy as much as the two I've mentioned earlier...A pity, I could'nt get the duo but in the end still recieved a lovely dress from Laogong...

I'm at a lost for words, I don't know what to type anymore...*shrugs...Who can save me from the nether realm??