27April2006, Thursday I'm gonna search for a new blog skin, cuz peeps have problems about seeing my bloggie...haiz...I really lurve this current blog skin of mine but no choice, guess i gotta do something about it...No specific blog skin that I've really fancied yet, just had a few in mind...Look out for my revamped bloggie soon...
I'm so tired...Slacking at home these few days...Thursday going back to work...Why is my life so fugged up???? Don't anyone come mess around with me, or else I'll give he or she a hellava kicking-arse time...Sick and tired of living...Life sucks totally...When can I have total peace? Enjoy a good life? Have my own family? *Shrugs...It's really sickening...
Luckily, I still have Laogong, Ping and Ah ger to keep me accompanied...Or else, I guess I'll go crazy very fast...Thanks for being there for me...I love you all...
22April2006, Saturday
FUG, I'm so pissed...Is this a good or bad day for me?
Laogong came and fetched me to work as usual this morning...Reached Jp quite early, so Laogong accompanied me to the foodcourt at basement 1...After buying my breakfast cum lunch, went up the escalator and happened to see Charmane...Was told by Charmane that someone has already opened the shop...So Charmane asked me to cal Kerine up and check with her...
I used Laogong's handphone and dialled up Kerine's number...Now get this straight! Kerine has only informed me that I would not be working on the coming Monday to Wenesday...From what Kerine has said when I called her, all this became different!!! She claims that I'm the one being "sotong"!!! WTF, even told me that she had informed me long before...What else can I do, but shut my mouth up and go home with Laogong...Fortunately, I live near this FUGGING work place of mine...Or else, I'll definately quit on the spot and make er pay for my transport fees!!
Second thing, after having known that I don't hafta work so I smsed Ah ger and told her that I would be joining her for lunch afterwards...Laogong saw my sms to her and started nagging at me...Telling me not to go out, going out only means spending more money...I was so frustrated when Laogong kept nagging at me, cuz it was he, who told me in the first place that I could go out with my friends when I'm free...Now, Laogong gives me this kinda crap...I'm already very pissed with Kerine for letting me make a fugging useless trip...I just wanted some peace, Laogong knew I was fed up and so he kept quiet after awhile...
Thirdly, after reaching Laogong's house, I sat down at the dining table and wanted to eat my food...Guess what? The uncle tending at the store, must be a deaf person...I bloody fugging ordered fried-egg rice from him, and I got claypot chicken rice instead!!! My mind went hay-wired and I broke down, Laogong asked me if I was sad over the food and I said "NO" then he knew and hugged me in his arms...Patting my back and comforted me...Then I slowly calmed down...
Laogong got to sleep soon after, and I accompanied him for a short while before going back home to change and meet Ah ger...It was already 3plus in the afternoon when I reached Ah ger's house, Jieyi and Serene were already at her house...We went to Sakae at the new community centre near Jp but realised that there was no buffet so, we went to Pizza Hut instead...We're having so much fun and had laughters all the way, had a fun day together with them...But I've also lost my ez-link card and my wallet spoilt...Fug!!! I really don't know whether this is a good or bad day...I hate my life!!
It's been quite awhile since my last post, sooo now, sit back and relax while you read...Enjoy!! =) Last Tuesday, Laogong and I both applied for leave cuz this day is our special day...The second year that we've been together and still are together...Laogong took me down to Plaza Singapura in a cab, and brought me to Cafe Cartel to have our "Anniversary Dinner"...*Grins...From the picture above, you can see what we've ordered...Laogong and I both had the same set of "Meat Lover's", which included a chicken steak, a pork one and a sausage...Then we also had a mixed platter, which has calamaris, potatos cris cross fries, crab claws and fish fingers...The soup we had, was tomato soup and our drinks, Laogong had "Blue Coral Soda" while I had "Strawberry Delight Soda"...Both Laogong and I had a full full dinner, a very enjoyable dinner...I guess this time round, was the most expensive meal we had cuz it costed Laogong $74 in total...Laogong reckoned that it was alright as it is our special day...But I still think it's expensive though yummy...=Pp Then after, we headed down to Bugis instead of shopping around at Plaza Singapura...We shopped around Bugis street, then I happened to find a place which sells the screen protectors for handphones and this one comes with a "Charmy Kitty" imprinted on it!! Laogong knew that I had fall in love with it and asked if I wanted it, I checked on the price and it was $18.90!! I told Laogong that we should go to another hello kitty shop to see but unfortunately, the shop was not opened...*Shrugs...So in the end, I did not get any...Instead, Laogong bought me a black Lolita top...I really like the design and it was different from the many I've seen lately... After this, we went to Parco's arcade and played the "House of Dead 4"...Laogong and I played even further than we've expected and it was so fun...Laogong and I played until it was nearly 11plus before going to the mrt station to take the train back home...It was a really wonderful day spent together with Laogong...
Slept at Laogong's house the night before, and both Laogong and I woke up especially early on this day...Laogong woke up at 6am, while I slept till 7am...Laogong had already bathed when he came into the room to wake me up, so I woke up and went to bath as well...Laogong's whole family, in fact were awake and preparing...Wondering why we're all so early? It's a special day, for the first time I'm tagging along together with Laogong and his family to pay my respects to his big brother and also Laogong's grandfather... Laogong's dad drove us all down to Lim Chu Kang first, and from there Laogong and his sister cleared losta weeds which growed around...Then, we burn incense sticks and pay our respects to Laogong's big brother...After more than half-an-hour, we went to a temple in Bishan to pay respects to Laogong's grandfather...It was a memorable day, we even prayed to the "Guan Yin" at the temple for a lot to ask about our future...After that, Laogong's father drove us to Jurong Point then Laogong accompanied me to open the shop... One more thing, my bloody handphone has finally "died", it happened when we were in the temple paying our respects to Laogong's grandfather...My freaking N-Gage was suddenly beserk, only showing the word "NOKIA" on the screen...I took out the battery and put it back again but to no avail...Laogong also tried to help me, tested out ways to see if it would switch on but still...*Shrugs... And so, my N-GAGE has died...Just when I needed it the most...Laogong's handphone was sent for repair and not back yet, he had to use his sister's handphone for the time being so Laogong could not spare me a phone to use...In the end, Laogong asked me if I wanted a new handphone... A new handphone??? *Lols...I told Laogong that, I don't even have the $ to buy one for now...Where am I supposed to get the $$ to buy one? Laogong bought me to all the handphone shops in Jurong Point to look at handphones, and he knew that I had fancied the Nokia 7370 for some time...So he asked me if I wanted that, I smiled sheepishly to Laogong so we checked out the phone but then I found out that it has a low memory and you cant insert MMC into it to expand the memory...Laogong knew that the handphone's limited space would never be enough for me, so he asked me to look for other models... I thought likewise, somemore the Nokia 7370 is a series 40 phone so it has lotsa restricted functions...You cant install programmes into the handphone...Laogong then suggested N70, we went around looking and asking prices...In the end, Laogong accompanied me back to my shop so I could think carefully about what I want...Laogong bought deep-fried pork ribs ramen for me from "Crystal Jade" then he went off to do some stuffs before coming in the evening, to buy my handphone... Laogong came back to the shop to find me, and I closed it then we went out to look at the N70...In the end, Laogong asked me if N70 was my final decision, I pondered for a short while then nodded my head to Laogong...We chose to buy the phone at Nokia shop, cuz the back at the other shop on the third floor, the sales girls were rude...So, Laogong and I went into Nokia shop, the sales girl at Nokia was better...She took out a brand new N70 and showed it to Laogong and me, then she asked Laogong if he wanted to get a extra 256 or 512mb MMC, instead of using the 64mb included...Laogong looked at me, then told me "See your face, I know 256mb surely not enough for you." I grinned at Laogong then, he told the sales girl to get a 512mb MMC...The sales girl also asked if we wanted a screen protector which costed $10, Laogong readily agreed... Alas, I've got a new handphone!! N70!! I could'nt imagine it, and it's from Laogong!! *keke...In total, Laogong paid a whooping sum of $800plus!! Of cuz, he did not used cash...Laogong used his new favourite visa mini credit card then we went back to my shop...*pouts...I'm so happy!! Thanks soooo soooo soooo much Laogong!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my new phone!!!!!!
Thursday, was my off day so was Laogong's...We went down to Wheel Lock place in a cab, cuz Laogong had to send his 7610for repair...Laogong had no choice, but to use his sister's handphone for the timebeing...After that, we went to Wistma and had our dinner at "Ding Tai Feng's"... I had a great time shopping this day, Laogong used his visa mini and spent more than $80 plus, on two pieces of top from my favourite boutique "Future State"...Then, we went to "Puma" where I fancied a tee...There are altogether three colors, the red, pink and baby blue...Laogong liked me wearing the pink one more, and it was only when I tried it on, did I realised that it was actually the junior size that I've wore...*giggles...Laogong thought the pink one looked nicer and made me looked younger, but I prefered the red one more...In the end, we walked away instead of buying...*shrugs...But I'll be back again...*grins... The next stop was Heeren, Laogong used his card again and bought a necklace which I thought was unique....We took photos at "LoveGety" station, then went off to Cineleisure... It's been soooo soooo long since I've really went shopping to my heart's content, so again at Cineleisure I bought 3pairs of addidas shorts, one green, another red(my favourite color!!) and a pink...I even bought a voodoo doll, which is in red and black and resemblances a devil...A cute one, and the last piece... Laogong carried all my shopping bags, and then we went up to check on the movie listings...None of the movies showing, managed to rouse our interest so we headed down to Subway on the first floor...The sandwiches, Laogong and I had were delicious and it was the first time that we've both tried it out...Laogong had turkey(don't know what) in honey oatmeal bread, while I had the Italian B.M.T in parmesan oregano...*yummy!! After that, I even bought another set for takeaway... Home, we went after this tiring day...*Grins...
So freaking bored at work the whole day, Kerine came into the shop around 6plus in the evening...Finally got my salary...Ping called me in the night, told me that there's vancancies at her workplace...I really wanted to go join Ping but her lady boss told her, if I'm keen then I gotta go down for training these few days...*Shrugs!! Really damn disappointed, cuz if I were to leave my present workplace, I will hafta give Kerine a 40days in advance notice... It's freaking boring!! I really wish to just quit immediately...
My New Butterfly Necklace...Love it...=))) From Laogong...
Koda Kumi's Latest Album, Rated M18!! A new make-up pouch!! Blythes =)))))
New Tees for myself, the Puma tee is for kids!! Lols...
MY new top from my favourite Boutique, Future State!!!!
Laogong's tired face...He's thinner...Heartpain...
11April2006, Tuesday "Mr & Mrs Liu 2nd Year Annniversary"
07April2006, Friday
06/07April2006,Thursday/Friday
05April2006, Wednesday
Yet another quiz I took, this is so so so sooooooooo true...
"What is your phrase"
"Awake, yet never truly alive, I seek valuation beyond reality" Life is unfullfilling for you, and you aren't very fond of it. What you like is your own imaginative world, which can be your daydreams, stories you write or anything similar. You always prefer that before the actual life. To people you come off as quite lonesome, and you may wish you had more friends, but you are more of a hoper than someone who takes action. That is how you remain lonely. Or maybe you just don't find anyone who you can relate to. Inside you feel empty, like you are missing something important that you can't quite put a finger on what it is. Somehow you wish to be swept away from the normality and led into something extraordinary. This has yet to happen, and you keep on feeling dissapointed with the little that life has to offer. At least you continue to express yourself through art/writing/poems/daydreaming.
Laogong and I were supposed to wake up at 11am but we're both too tired, that we overslept and I only managed to wake up at 1.30pm...I took my stuffs, went to the toilet to wash up then took a shower...Laogong was still lying on the bed when I was done...I woke Laogong up and then began to apply my make-up while he gets ready to bath and all... We're done at 3pm, then Laogong and I took the cab down to Jurong East to pick up one of his colleague and headed down to Teban Gardens...It was Laogong's senior, Hasmadi's wedding day...Lotsa people were invited when we've reached, Laogong's colleagues were mostly there as well...Before long, Laogong helped me to get some food from the buffet that was provided and sat down to eat... After our food, Laogong and I went to get some of the desserts/malay queh...All of it tasted delicious...Then Hasmadi and his wife were back in another set of clothes and so Laogong took me along with the rest of his colleagues to greet him and also passed his a "ang pao"...Hasmadi's wife is sooo pretty, her make-up was fabulous so were her gown...She had wore a fiery red traditional gown, with lotsa emboidery and sequins...Sooo pretty!! After that, it was time for us to leave...We took a ride in Laogong's colleague's car and were dropped off at Jurong Point...Laogong and I went to NTUC and bought the stuffs that my dad wanted...Then, we went to Courts where Laogong looked at the LCD tvs and also the computers... I went into "Bifc" to look at the clothings they had, Laogong went to "Starhub" to use the "AXS" machine to pay for his credit card bill...I saw 2 lacy tops which I fancied very much, so I went out to get Laogong to come into the shop so I could try on the tops to let him see...I ended up choosing only one of the two choices cuz the latter was a little loose, and I thought it would be better if it were tighter...Laogong paid for my purchase then we walked back to his house...*grins... I really like that top!! It's a two piece, a tube and a outer lacy "vest"...There were even crystal buttons sewn onto the lacy "vest"...I'll get a picture of myself wearing it as soon as possible and post it in my blog...*pouts
Happy April's Fool Day!! =)) Well, actually...I'm gonna blog about what happened on Thursday and Friday...Hee...So here goes... Thursday, 30/03/06...Our off day...I went to Laogong's house to wake him up at 3.30pm...Then after he was ready, we headed to Marina Square...MS's so nicely renovated!! I love it...So many shops, under one roof!! *grins...It's definately be one of my favourite hang-outs soon...Laogong and I window-shopped around, looking for places to dine in as well...Then, we decided to go to this Japanese restaurant, named "Azabu Sabu"... Laogong and I went in because, Laogong wanted to try their desert...*grins...Laogong ordered a chicken teriyaki bento, while I had unagi bento...Our desert, a strawberry sundae with fruits and a dumpling with red bean paste desert set...*yummy...After our dinner, we went to Golden Village and bought tickets to the movie "The Hills Have Eyes"...It was rated M18, which stands for matured contents or something...Well, the movie was a gross one...Lotsa violence and gore, not really suitable for the faint-hearted...Laogong and I enjoyed the show, and also had our fair share of scares as well... The movie ended at around 11.10pm, Laogong and I then took the mrt back home... Friday, 31/03/06 There was this strange guy who almost scared the hell outta me, while I was busy opening the shop...This weirdo appeared in my face, calling me "pretty" then asked me if my handsome guy was around...I was stunt by his idiotic behavior...Then this weirdo asked me if I could donate some $$, I mumbled...Telling him that I was busy so maybe he could come back later, but it was just an excuse to brush him off... Laogong came shortly after the weirdo was gone, we went to buy our lunch at the "banquet" foodcourt...I wanted to drink the crispy soup which was selling over at the western foodstall, so when it was our turn to order, I asked for a "take away"...Guessed how much it costed? $7!!!!!! "HUH!!!!!!!" came from me, a very loud one too...Everyone stared as well, a regular soup which only costs $3 is going at $7 for take away!!!!!!! *WTF...Then, Laogong told me to just buy it, instead of taking away...Once we've went back to my work place, Laogong kissed me and went home as well...Elene and Michelle came and chatted with me for quite some time, and this time round, the weirdo appeared again...Pestering us to donate, talking nonsense at the same time...The weirdo only went off after we've refused him repeatedly...Elene and Michelle also went off shortly... I was again alone in the shop, until around 6pm or so...The weirdo appeared again, telling me that he just wanna see me one more time as he was pissed by some other people...Then the weirdo asked if he could kiss me...Almost immediately, I gasped...Then I told him that I've already have a boyfriend, the weirdo could'nt care much and even told me that, "boyfriend" is just a nice term to listen to...Then he said goodbye to me and went off...*whew...And, yes ,luckily he never returned again... The rest of the day was rather boring, luckily Ah ger and Jieyi came looking for me at around 7plus in the evening...We went to buy sushi and then went back to my work place to eat...After I've closed the shop, we went to the arcade and played some games while waiting for Ping to come... Ping came shortly, together both she and I played the "House of Dead 3"...*Grins...Too bad, the guns were spoilt so we did'nt even managed to play till the boss stage...Awww...But still, Ping and I enjoyed each other's company... Then, we all went down to Mc's and to chat...Ping called up Freddy and sort of "confessed" her admiration towards Freddy...*giggles...Ping, then asked Freddy if he could say "I love you" to her and Freddy did exactly as told...That's when Ah ger, Jieyi and I broke out into laughters...Freddy was totally caught off guard...It was hilarious!! Soon after, Ping hang up the call and all of us went to take the bus back home...
How do you see life?
Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you.
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