Laogong and I slept till the 1plus in the afternoon, woke up and watched as Laogong's father got a lion troupe to perform in their house...It was noisy and fun watching the lion danced, Laogong and his sister recorded all of the process inside the handphone due to Laogong's father...It only lasted for a short 20minutes or so...Though short, it is supposed to bring about good luck and prosperity...After that, Laogong fetched me back home, to bath and changed so I could go for my work later on...Then we went back to Laogong's house to have lunch...

At around 4.30pm, Laogong fetched me to Jurong Point and accompanied me awhile more before I went for work...I smsed Cindy and asked if she was meeting me, and she said no...So I took the train alone to Tiong Bahru, and on the way I smsed Cindy again...I asked if she was gonna meet me at Tiong Bahru, if so I would wait for her and I also asked her what time would she reach...But there was no reply from her at all...So, I called her handphone but there she did not answered my call...Again, I smsed and asked her what time would she reached but still no replies...So, on and on I smsed her asking the same question repeatedly...Cindy still refused to tell me the time that she'll reach except that she'll see me in winebar later on...

I know that, Cindy is unhappy with me so I told her if I had made her unhappy, I apologise and I did...After the "drawing lots incident", I've been normal...Even talking to her as before when I passed her the locker key...I thought everything was okay, but it has turned out to be wrong...I know that it was my fault for not being able to pass her the key but I really did not do it on purpose...It was just coincidental that I could'nt make it on time to pass her the key, and Cindy just did the same thing back to me hoping that I'll feel what she has felt...I mean, I'm really sorry but if I had the ability to control what happens, I will pass her the key if I could but it just happens so that, each time a thing happens...I'm so far away from reaching her, I know it's my fault for not being able to pass her the key...But is this the way to tell me, that I'm responsible for getting her into trouble?

I would rather Cindy tell me straight to my face about what was wrong then ignoring me...We both were getting along so well, but whatever has happened, has put a strain on our friendship...I really don't know how to save this relationship and I also don't know how to mend it...Perhaps, time will heal this wound by itself cuz even though Cindy and I had already thrashed everything out through smses...It's still not getting good...A face to face talk might be better but, I don't think Cindy would wanna see me...So, I guessed that's it...I've already told Elsie that I would'nt be working at Zouk anymore, I know it's a utter disappointment cuz previously I've agreed to work till the february 11...There's no better solution for me already, it's saddening to mention...I just don't wanna feel upset anymore...I wish for Cindy and me to be like the past again very soon...I'm sorry if you think I've ever done you wrong...