I'm back at home now, blogging again...I had overslept in the morning again, so Laogong came to fetch me again...I was still not quite feeling very good, even picked on Laogong and almost tried to use the scissors to cut my wrist...Luckily, Laogong stopped me in time and grabbed the pair of scissors away from me...

I was on the verge of breaking down already, it seems like everyone was opposing me and pushing me away...I felt so depressed, a relapse I supposed...All these kinda feelings are slowly returning, to haunt me...I just wanted to end all this misery...If had'nt for Laogong, I would be worst...I really glad that in this critical time, Laogong was by my side consoling, and caring for me...Reminding me that, in this world, Laogong will always stand by me...Thank you, baobei...I love you...