I've been sick for these past few days, been diagnosed with nose infection then now heavy cough plus sore throat and the dreadful period has come, my stomach's bloated and feels pain every now and then...My work's being affected as well...Hope all these will go away soon...

Yesterday night, when I turned up for work, I got to know that I have to work on the 1st day of Chinese New Year...It really spoils my mood, so I was'nt talking much or smiling as always, plus my stomach was giving me problems...*shrugs...It's really sickening, I thought that I could swap the working days with my colleagues but none were willing to help...It really really dampens my mood, I do understand that everyone wants to get an off day for this once-in-a-year important celebration but why do I have to be the one to suffer? So regretful that I've agreed to help Elsie work till Feb 11, I should have been at home by now resting and getting ready for CNY, instead I've got this to repay me for my kindness...Now, I understand why Robby does'nt trusts or helps anyone again...The feelings sucks totally...

I've been happily preparing and waiting for CNY, but now, no more festive mood...I don't wanna help anyone anymore...Not if it benefits me...