23December2005, FridayI spent the night before at Laogong's house, we're both so exhausted from the JB trip that the both of us fell asleep almost immediately, when on the bed...Laogong's mummy had went into the room to wake us up for some "tang yuan" but gave up after awhile...She knew that we're very tired...
We only managed to wake up around 2plus in the afternoon and had our "tang yuan" (glutinous rice ball), then Laogong bought me home on his bicycle...After that, we went down to Jurong Point to window-shop and wait for the time for me to go to work...I went into the shoe store which Laogong had bought the pair of white heels for me last week, and I saw new stocks which has red color ones...At a cheaper price too!! Oh man...
Then I smsed Cindy and told her about it, it happened that Kuan yee and her were also at JP...So they came up to meet Laogong and me then Cindy tried on the heels and finally bought a pair...Then it was time to go to work, Laogong sent me to the mrt station and saw me off...I took the train together with Cindy and Ky, after awhile I called Laogong up and chatted with him on the phone...
Laogong and I were chatting normally on the phone, but suddenly got into a heated arguement all because of Laogong...Laogong was pissed off that I told him not to buy a television set first, and some other things which I thought was just plain talking...But HE assumed that I was nagging, so we quarrelled on the phone...Until, I cried and could not talk...Laogong hang up my calls more than thrice and also refused to answer my calls...I was so hurt and angry, Laogong has never been like this to me in the past but recently, he's been like this...
Is it because Laogong's mummy told him before, that if I were to get angry over small things, he should just ignore me...Then, Laogong became like this? I'm not sure but I was disappointed by him utterly, Laogong had promised me long ago when we've first started being together, that he would never treat me like this and also not to scold vulgurities...But now, all that I've got were a pack of lies...So, I mentioned break up again...All I got was hang-ups again, so I assumed that Laogong has agreed and I cried terribly...
Practically everyone in Winebar knew about it, cuz I was not concentrating on work at all and constantly felt like crying...Cindy consoled and stood by me, others also cheered me up...At that moment, it was like my heart had turned black...I felt pain but then again it felt like my heart was dead...Hatred grew inside me, and I don't want to go back to Laogong's side anymore...I've changed myself for him already, but he's getting worst...I just could'nt accept it...
The next morning after work, I reached home with a better mood...I was still thinking about my relationship with Laogong, but soon fell asleep as I had no intentions of going to his house anymore...I had really given up and did not want to be with Laogong already...At around 9plus in the morning, I sensed someone sitting beside me on my bed and I kept hearing "Sorry"...My half-opened eyes managed to catch a glimsp of Laogong but I did'nt wanted to forgive him so I ignore him and went on to sleep...It was only until 10.40am or so, did I woke up relented...Laogong kept repeating "Sorry" to me even after I've woke up, and then bought me to have breakfast at JP's Macdonald's but was too late so we had early lunch...
After our meal, Laogong bought me to 77street and asked me to try on the necklace which I've told him about, previously...Laogong did not buy it for me in the end, cuz both of us thought that it was funny-looking on me when I wore it...So we went off and in the end, Laogong bought a Addidas perfume gift pack for me as his token of apology...