
05November2005, Saturday
I slept at Laogong's house the night before, only managed to wake up at 2pm in the afternoon...hehehe...I washed up then Laogong's mummy got me to eat kway teow soup, yummy!! It was delicious and I finished it all...Laogong ate his share too then Laogong and I walked back to my house and, I went to bath while he helped me packed my bag for work later on at Zouk...
After I've bathed, I quickly glanced into my bag and as Laogong asked me to check if there was anything missing...I thought that everything was in already so Laogong and I went out but then when we're inside the lift, Laogong suddenly told me that he could'nt find my black pants...So I got frustrated and I asked him why did he not tell me earlier on, but Laogong only argued back that it was my fault for not checking thoroughly...Alright, we're both at fault...So then, I got my black pants and we went out...
On our to the bus stop, I asked Laogong if he had called Jason as I told him to call Jason earlier on at his house...Laogong replied me in a angry tone, said that I was naggy and troublesome...I got really agitated so I yelled at Laogong and he yelled back at me, asked if I was crazy...I was furious so I replied Laogong with a "yes" and then we both kept quiet...We took the bus to Jurong Point and not spoke a single word to each other...I walked around Jp with Laogong following behind, and then just as I thought that he was following, he disappeared and I called him to ask where he was...
We both quarelled on the phone and I went to find him then we walked around Jp again, I was waiting for him to talk to me but he did not...Then I went to the Mrt station and before I left, I asked him if he wants to apologise but he did not say anything and left just like that...I cried when I saw Laogong left, he has never walked out on me but he has done it now...I thought Laogong has already given up and so he walked off, I was so upset and I had naively thought that Laogong would hoax me...
I cried and went to board the train alone, Cindy and the rest were waiting for me at Lakeside...I sat at the last cabin in the corner and I regretted we've quarelled eariler on...Laogong has finally chose to give up on me, I thought it was true and he has had already gone back home...I called Laogong but he did'nt answered my call then Laogong called up and asked me where I was, I never told him but he found me in the end...We quarelled more and then when we reached Lakeside, Laogong left again and Cindy plus the rest came in and saw me crying...Cindy tried to comfort me and stop me from crying but I could'nt and she passed me tissues...I only managed to tell her what had happened when I calmed down more...Thank you, Cindy...I really appreciated your accompany...
Laogong smsed me and we both talked about our problems, I was really upset...Then at Jurong East, a group of guys boarded the train and one of the fat bastard in the group being a busybody came to look at me...WTF!! Is it funny or interesting to look at others cry? Mother F*cker!! I did not cared much about him as I was still crying..When we've Tiong Bahru, we all alighted and then this mother F*cker, son of a bitch, irritating fat bastard stood aside...Kept repeating the words: "Ku, Ku, Ku, Ku............." On and on and on until the train had rode off...NBCB!!! You're f*cking lucky, I tell you!! Had I the chance to ever see you again, you'll definately rot!! ROT!! Ugly fat bastard!!! May girls reject you for many many years to come and you'll never get to be in a relationship!!
At my work in Zouk for the third time this round, I made a few mistakes and even broke 2glasses! Shit!! I'm so down on my luck...I could'nt concentrate on my work cuz of the arguement I had with Laogong, but later on in the evening I managed to do better...Kelvin kept encouraging me, ensuring me that it's alright to break a few glasses...I was really glad...