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Y Thursday, November 24, 2005Y
6:52 AM

24November2005

I'm back again to blog, ahhhh~ finally...I've hanging out with my friends the past few days, had lotsa fun with them as well...So now, I'm gonna blog about my outings with these great friends...*grins...Ahem, and urm...One more thing, I've been dressing quite out of the norm lately...Why do I say so? Cuz I noticed that I've gotten quite much of weird stares from aplenty of "mountain turtles" in Singapore wherever I go to...It's just "GOTHIC" dressing, ok? Don't open your mouths and go gaga..."GOTH" understand? Oh well, nevermind...I loved dressing like this anyway...*Hck..It's my style!!

22/11/05, Tues

I went to meet up with Laogong in the morning as usual and we both went out to eat our breakfast, then Laogong went to sleep when he got home...I accompanied Laogong to sleep as well and woke up at an hour later, and got myself prepared to go meet Cindy...I wore a white tee with a black mini skirt, and I had black stockings on plus I had previously drew my eyes black as well so when I got out, people were looking at me...I did'nt cared much, Cindy came to meet me at Jurong Point and we headed to Orchard...When we've reached, we went to Republic FoodCourt in Wistma, hoping to eat at "Fortunate" but did not in the end as they had no noodles...So we went to Crystal Jade's and ate the pork ribs ramen, *yummy...We also ordered chilly oil dumplings and "mei cai ko rou", but we could'nt finished it all...Kinda wasteful, but really cant take in anymore food already!! *argh...

Next stop, Far East!! Cindy and I walked around Far East and I looked at several stilettos, I fancied a few designs but never bought any cuz Cindy said there are other shops selling and we could go check out...We got out of Orchard very soon and detoured to Bugis instead, cuz there were nothing much at Far East...At Bugis, we managed to find stuffs we liked and had a good time walking around...Cindy and I also took pictures at Bugis and then shopped somemore....At the end of the day, we've each got shopping bags in our hands and finally took the mrt back with our hearts contented...

22/11/05, Mon

I went to Laogong's house in the morning as always, accompanied Laogong for a short while then went to meet up with Ping...Ping and I had agreed to go for our singing session again at KBox...*Grins

Ping and I had went for the Kbox Lunch promotion and we both had curry chicken rice plus ice lemon tea, which were quite nice...Ping and I saw Xian Yao at Kbox and he chatted with Ping while I sang my songs...Ping and I sang turn by turn then we sang duets and group songs, spent around 3 or4hours down there before leaving...

After our singing session, Ping and I went over to IMM, shopped around and bought gummies to eat...Ping and I also bought 2each of the cute cartoon imprinted scotchtapes at only $1.20 then ate "chee cheong fun" and shared a cup of bubble tea together...We enjoyed each other's company very much and chatted a lot!! I look forward to another singing session together with Ping again...lols...

Y Saturday, November 19, 2005Y
10:58 PM
19November2005,Saturday

The night before, I was working at Zouk~WineBar again...For a short moment, I enjoyed the fast-paced working life there...But the crowd died faster then I've expected so in the end, I was already slacking and too tired to recall any concoctions of the liquers and all stuffs...I still remembered though that I've recieved more then 30bucks of tips from customers, they were really nice and I felt so happy cuz this was the first time that I was rewarded personally by these customers...These customers appreciated my service...I felt that it was a kind of satisfaction which I could only get from working, it was some kind of regonition though small but significant to me...

I recieved my official first salary from Elsie that day...Then I requested for an absence from Saturday night's work as Laogong's grandpa had just been hospitalised...Elsie approved it...Finally, at the end of yet another day's work...I went home after having our supper "curry puff" which was really not tasty at all...

It was already Saturday morning when I reached home, I was tired but still went to bath and went to Laogong's house straight away...I woke Laogong up and got him to open the door for me then we went to sleep together...I was too tired so I only managed to wake up at 2pm, lazed in bed for a little while then wake up and waited for Laogong and his family to get ready...

Laogong took me down to Jurong Point and we both caught more plush toys to complete our set of collections, then we got down to Outram Park to meet Laogong's sister and mother...We all walked to Singapore General Hospital, block 7 and visited Laogong's grandpa...I thought that Laogong's grandpa would be feeling weak and all but when I saw him, he was still smiling as he always did...Seeing him made me missed my grandma cuz I had'nt seen her for a long period already, I wondered how she is doing now...

After visiting Laogong's grandpa, Laogong and I went down to the hospital's foodcourt for dinner...I happened to see Elsie down at the foodcourt as well with 2aunties, I did'nt know what had Elsie went there for...I did'nt called out to her as well cuz I saw her eating and talking to one of the aunties, so I went off with Laogong...

I hope Laogong's grandpa could get well and out of the hospital soon, I miss my grandma too...

Y Friday, November 18, 2005Y
2:39 PM

18November2005, Friday

I'm so sick and tired of trying to stay on in a relationship, each time I try harder the more I'll be likely to withdraw...It sucks!! I hate hearing the other party saying hurtful things about me! I'm just me, my temper is just like this...Why the hell should I change? You don't like my attitude or my temper, you can just F*ck off!! I don't see the need to make you stay, of course it might hurt a little but I cant take it anymore!! I've been trying to bear with it for a very long time and I really cant take it anymore!! F*ck!! Screw all those who dislikes me!! I don''t and won't f*cking care anymore!! It irks me totally that I've gotta get scoldings and not support from my so-called f*cking caring boyfriend all the time!!

I hate YOU!!!!!!!!! Stop telling me that you're the most caring and good boyfriend I can ever get!! I don't f*cking hell need you at all!! Get LOST!! You're not the least understanding at all so don't expect me to be a understanding girlfriend to you as well!! Just tell me that you hate me as much as I hate you and we're through!!! Or else don't blame me for behaving like a dead person towards you!! I've had enough of the crap bullshit that you always say!! I won't trust you, never will!!! You're the closest person to me now and yet you don't give a damn about my feelings!! So don't expect me to do the same for YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!

You said I've changed, but I've never changed at all!! I've always been like this since young!! My temper has always been foul if you want to know, go ask my dad and brother!!! YOU!!! Instead, are the one to have changed drastically!!!!!! From being a understanding boyfriend to being a violent person!!! A MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!! From being used to care for and hoax me when I'm down till leaving me in despair and always gone when I needed you!!!!! You're the one who has always been deserting me!!!!!!! Why must I continue on and let you do more of such things! Don't give me the "I've promised you not to break with you, those girls who break up with you in the past were stupid cuz they did'nt knew how to treasure you" crap!!! NO more f*cking promises are valid between us!!! You've never once kept your freaking promises made to me, so that applies to me as well!!!!!!!

You're a FREAK!! AN IDIOTIC wolf hiding in PIG'S SKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!

Y Monday, November 14, 2005Y
9:52 PM

14november2005, Monday
I overslept this morning, urm well I'm actually supposed to be meeting Laogong but I was lazy to wake up when my alarm rang...Thus, Laogong came to my house and woke me up instead...*Pouts

By the time I was done and ready to go, it was already 10.30am or later I think...Laogong asked if I wanted any food and I said no cuz my stomach was kinda bloaty, I bought 2packets of drinks instead and a small packet of chips which were a sudden urge of mine to binge on...*heeehehee

At Laogong's house, I told him about the stuffs which I've chatted with Elene and Cindy...Laogong took out his chocolate swirl cake and got me and his sister to eat, then I stopped talking about my outing the day before...After we're done, I followed Laogong into his room and lay on his bed...Laogong began to ask me more about what I've chatted with my "buddies" that day. I kept telling about the stuffs we've chatted about which was mostly about our "relationships"...Laogong blushed when he heard some of the things I talked about with Cindy and Elene, and even said "huh, then next time if they see me, I will kena suan liao loh" *Grins
I laughed sheepishly and ensured Laogong that it was alright then Laogong gave it a pass...

I told Laogong about the "KL" trip which he wants to go, and I ended up sobbing cuz Laogong and I trashed everything out and had a good talk about the things between us...I've never really talked to Laogong heart to heart, but however I did this time round and I poured out my deepest fear and feelings...I really wanted Laogong to understand and I knew that Laogong was also trying to make me understand him...It's not that I don't trust Laogong at all, I did'nt wanted him to go was partly because that I cant bear for him to leave me alone in Singapore...Perhaps, I was too paranoid about it but is this not normal? Laogong just could'nt understand my feelings, and kept insisting that I do not trust him...

[TO : Laogong

Alright then, maybe I did not really trust you or I did not make you felt that I trusted you which was why you've always accused me of that...But had you been putted into my shoes and into the below-mentioned senarios....Would you not be the same like me? Since young you saw your own parents splitting up and then you had to be independent...You grew up with a father, seeing other people with a "complete family"...Yet your mother has never visited you after the divorce with your father...You hold the responsibility to take care of your small brother and nobody will sympathize with you, you had to work hard but could never get recgonised for...You also see your own father with different women who could and always try to be your step-mother but could never feel the love from "them"...You've been in relationships hoping for a miracle, for someone to finally pay full attention to you and only had you in his mind, but only to fail and continue being lonely...

Years later, when you finally can reunit with your mother...All you can see was her with her own family and only "care" for her "new children", she's no longer the mother you had in the past, she treats you like a stranger, a nobody...All these words were my heart-felt words which were never told to anyone as I always felt that I could'nt confide it all to one I can relate to...Do you understand how it feels when your biological mother refuses to see you anymore? Although your grandmother tells you that her "new husband" might be controlling her and stopping her from seeing you again, but can you really believe in it? Can you tell me which mother in this world does this to her real children?

Will you not be afraid that if you've finally met your "fated" one that someday he will leave you? A divorce does not need a specific time to happen nor does a break-up tells you the time that it will happen...I only wanted to feel you with me, by my side, caring for my mental needs not just materialistic needs...I know you always tell me that you've given me everything I've wanted, and yes it's true...But do you know besides all these, all I ever wanted was sense of security from you? I really wanted to get married to you as well, but then after some serious thinking...I guessed we both still have a long way to go in terms of understanding each other...We might not even be sutiable for a marriage yet, and I certainly won't wanna see us breaking up only after we've married...I seriously don't want it to happen...]

Of the above, I typed for Laogong...I managed to only tell him 1/3 or lesser cuz he was too tired after his work...I understand...I'm trying to avoid fights/ quarrels with Laogong since our last one, I really love Laogong very much and the last thing that I would never want to see, was for Laogong to leave me...I want a happy ending for myself and Laogong as well and I believe we will try our best to do it, this is the biggest hope of mine...I want Laogong and me to last...

Y Sunday, November 13, 2005Y
11:18 PM




14November2005, Sunday

Happy Buddies Day to Elene, Cindy, Leo and Me!!

After my work at Zouk the night before, I did'nt sleep when I reached home, but went down to meet Laogong then we both had our breakfast at Mac's...I only went to sleep together with Laogong at around 11am...I managed to wake up at 2.30pm then I got myself ready and went off to meet Cindy, Elene and Leo at Jurong Point...

We first bought our movie tickets for the show "Just Like Heaven" then we all went to Pizza Hut and had our lunch...We all chatted about all things under the sun, and then we exchanged presents with each other by picking a paper with the written names inside...I got Leo's present, Elene got my "Merci" chocolates, Cindy got Elene's candle and Leo got Cindy's cute bottle of sweets...*Grins...Cindy took her digital camera and took the picture of our presents....

We spent a long time at Pizza Hut talking and talking and more talking, until Leo informed us that we should be going for the show, did we paid and left Pizza Hut...The movie "Just Like Heaven" was a romantic one, I loved the ending though corny as always but it was still a very touching one...

After the movies, we accompanied Leo to buy a cake for his father then went to chill at Coffee Bean...Leo left shortly after we've finished taking photos so Cindy, Elene and me stayed at Coffee Bean and chatted more until Elene had to go home and then we parted...It was a enjoying outing/ gathering for me, guessed it was like ages since we've all stayed together and chatted so much...I'm looking forward to the next gathering!!

6:46 AM
11November2005, Friday

I went to Laogong's house in the morning as usual and just as we're about to sleep, Laogong told me that his colleagues wanted him to join in for a 3days, 2nights trip to either KL, or Genting...Laogong sounded so chirpy and then asked me if it was alright that he joined them for the trip, I had mixed feelings and I really had no idea as to what to do or decide on...I asked Laogong if it was alright for him not to go and then he replied me with all sorts of explainations/ excuses as to why he should go...We dropped the topic quickly and Laogong said he'll discuss with me the next day as he was too tired then...I let it passed for the day and got to sleep as well...

I woke up at 4.30pm and went to meet Cindy and the rest for work together, the rest of the night was as per normal...We had our break, took our dinner then got to work but that night was a very busy night unlike the Wednesdays and Saturdays I've worked before...I had to almost shout whenever I go served drinks to customers, walking in and out of WineBar...When Shun Yong told me that it takes you 2minutes to walk from one end to the other, I still had my doubts but then on that night, having witnessed it all by myself...I totally agreed with Shun Yong's words...I had to take my drinks to customers in a calm and steady pace and yet listen and take my orders from customers with caution, in order to not make any major mistakes...

It was tiring, straining, whatever you may call it...I was struggling at times to remember if I had cleared all my outstanding orders or settled any bills...Even forgotten who I've served but had managed to find in the end, but still all these so-called "hardship" to me. were worth it cuz I learned a lot of things from just doing simple chores...I enjoyed the fast-going pace as time passed faster than usual...When Luther and I went for a short 10minutes break, he said I've improved and was actually faster then Diven...I was happy to hear that but I did'nt said much..."ET" soon joined us for break as well and also chatted with me, told me about the things I could do to improve more..It really made me glad that all the peeps working in WineBar are nice people, just very much like a big family...

Finally, another day's work had passed...We waited for our buses to come and then went home...On the way, Cindy and I chatted about our boyfriends, the things they do and some funny facts about our guys...We even talked about our family stuffs and all, knew more in depth about each other's life...It was really a long and great, and seriously I think, we've never talked so much one to one before...Working at the same place together has somewhat, brought Cindy and me closer than we're in secondary school days...I've not talked so much as well for some time, it was really comforting for me to be able to chat with my friends...Although, I always talk with Laogong but with him is another kinda feeling...Cindy!! We'll chat again, alright!! So fun to know about what stupid stuffs or funny things our Bfs just like to do, haha... *winks

Y Thursday, November 10, 2005Y
9:01 PM

10November2005, Thursday
Hey guys!! I'm back to blog again finally!! It's been like 5days since I've last come into contact with my laptop...*shrugs

Well, basically there's nothing dramatic going on in my life for these past few days...Which explains part of the reason, why I was'nt blogging....But, fear not!! I've got something to blog about tonight, enjoy reading!! *Grins

Here's the recap of what happened on Wednesday, 09Nov'o5...
Laogong came to my house and wake me up cuz I overslept again, so then I quickly bathed and then packed my bag and Laogong took me down to Jurong Point...Laogong paid for his and my handphone bills and then we went to NUTC...Laogong bought 3packets of "mantou" (which
means buns in chinese) said that one packet is for me, another packet for him and so on... =D Then we had went to Delifrance, wanting to buy some puffs to eat for our breakfast but too bad that the "90cents takeaway promotion" was over...We went down to Polar & Puffs and Laogong bought for us both 2 hotdog rolls and 2 egg tarts...

I felt like having sushi too so I bought 3of my favourites and Laogong fetched me back to his house...

Laogong finished his food before me and got to sleep first then I joined him and left my egg tart untouched...Laogong kept turning and tossing while he was asleep, waking me up constantly...I struggled to sleep and woke up at 4.30pm...It's was time for me to go meet up with Cindy and the rest for another day's work at Zouk...

Upon reaching Zouk, I changed and went to the WineBar then wiped the stools and all...Then Kelvin came and informed us that she has bought a birthday cheesecake from "Hilton Hotel" for Elsie...OMG!! I did'nt even know that it was Elsie's special day, but luckily no need to buy presents...Kelvin told us the cake's price will be equally shared by us...The cheesecake was a expensive one which costs about $60, I think...Each of us had to fork out $6...lols...

Ah~ Back to work then...It had been raining the whole evening now, on and off...There were not much people at WineBar too, I did pretty much ok as told by Robby...*Grins...I even saw "Xia'xue", the infamous blogger of Singapore...She looked pretty in person and petite in size too, always thought she was tall but no, she's one petite lady!! lols... It was my duty to do area cleaning as well, and Elene was to be my "assistant" for the night...

Soon it was closing time, I was inside the bar washing all the ashstrays, candles holder and etc..........Finally, I got to rest and sit down together with all the guys...Cindy and I were both hungry that we took a bite each of Christine's pie and then went to "Deli" to buy 1each for ourselves...We passed around our pie for the others to eat too and then waited for Elsie to come...

What happened next kinda shocked me a little, but in the end turned out to be alright...Nothing much to fuss about...Yeah...Elsie was more drunk then the other time I've seen her to be, wailing and vomitting and sprouting nonsense sometimes...Guessed Elsie has had a drop too much...Christine helped to hold on to Elsie but got hurt by Elsie in her stomach instead, soon Luther and Elene got to help as well and we all see Elsie puked...Which urm, makes me wanted to puke as well...Then Elsie cried out for Kelvin and I went to got her to rush out of the toilet, it was chaotic for awhile then the commotion ended shortly...

I thought Elsie had been totally drunk but then was wrong, cuz she began to speak to us all for a long time and then finally even can regain her consiousness to blow the lighted-candles and cut a cake each for us all...The cheesecake tasted good but was a little expensive, hahas...It all ended and Cindy and I went to changed and waited for our bus to come and home we went...

Y Sunday, November 06, 2005Y
9:45 PM

05November2005, Saturday

I slept at Laogong's house the night before, only managed to wake up at 2pm in the afternoon...hehehe...I washed up then Laogong's mummy got me to eat kway teow soup, yummy!! It was delicious and I finished it all...Laogong ate his share too then Laogong and I walked back to my house and, I went to bath while he helped me packed my bag for work later on at Zouk...

After I've bathed, I quickly glanced into my bag and as Laogong asked me to check if there was anything missing...I thought that everything was in already so Laogong and I went out but then when we're inside the lift, Laogong suddenly told me that he could'nt find my black pants...So I got frustrated and I asked him why did he not tell me earlier on, but Laogong only argued back that it was my fault for not checking thoroughly...Alright, we're both at fault...So then, I got my black pants and we went out...

On our to the bus stop, I asked Laogong if he had called Jason as I told him to call Jason earlier on at his house...Laogong replied me in a angry tone, said that I was naggy and troublesome...I got really agitated so I yelled at Laogong and he yelled back at me, asked if I was crazy...I was furious so I replied Laogong with a "yes" and then we both kept quiet...We took the bus to Jurong Point and not spoke a single word to each other...I walked around Jp with Laogong following behind, and then just as I thought that he was following, he disappeared and I called him to ask where he was...

We both quarelled on the phone and I went to find him then we walked around Jp again, I was waiting for him to talk to me but he did not...Then I went to the Mrt station and before I left, I asked him if he wants to apologise but he did not say anything and left just like that...I cried when I saw Laogong left, he has never walked out on me but he has done it now...I thought Laogong has already given up and so he walked off, I was so upset and I had naively thought that Laogong would hoax me...

I cried and went to board the train alone, Cindy and the rest were waiting for me at Lakeside...I sat at the last cabin in the corner and I regretted we've quarelled eariler on...Laogong has finally chose to give up on me, I thought it was true and he has had already gone back home...I called Laogong but he did'nt answered my call then Laogong called up and asked me where I was, I never told him but he found me in the end...We quarelled more and then when we reached Lakeside, Laogong left again and Cindy plus the rest came in and saw me crying...Cindy tried to comfort me and stop me from crying but I could'nt and she passed me tissues...I only managed to tell her what had happened when I calmed down more...Thank you, Cindy...I really appreciated your accompany...

Laogong smsed me and we both talked about our problems, I was really upset...Then at Jurong East, a group of guys boarded the train and one of the fat bastard in the group being a busybody came to look at me...WTF!! Is it funny or interesting to look at others cry? Mother F*cker!! I did not cared much about him as I was still crying..When we've Tiong Bahru, we all alighted and then this mother F*cker, son of a bitch, irritating fat bastard stood aside...Kept repeating the words: "Ku, Ku, Ku, Ku............." On and on and on until the train had rode off...NBCB!!! You're f*cking lucky, I tell you!! Had I the chance to ever see you again, you'll definately rot!! ROT!! Ugly fat bastard!!! May girls reject you for many many years to come and you'll never get to be in a relationship!!

At my work in Zouk for the third time this round, I made a few mistakes and even broke 2glasses! Shit!! I'm so down on my luck...I could'nt concentrate on my work cuz of the arguement I had with Laogong, but later on in the evening I managed to do better...Kelvin kept encouraging me, ensuring me that it's alright to break a few glasses...I was really glad...

8:24 PM
Elene!! This is ta survey you've done inside ur blog, I'm doing it now too!! keke!!
This is my very first survey, hahaha...

Seven [7] things that scares me...

[+] GhoSts, Ghoul?! Unknown Flying Objects~!! (O.o)
[+] Vomit suddenly, making runs to the loo...(happens when I eat wrong food...)
[+] Stuck alone on a planet without my Laogong & pals!!
[+] Misplace my ring...(it's Laogong & my love symbol)
[+] I'm left penniless...
[+] Lizards!!! Yucks!! Pui!! Hate them!!
[+] If Laogong break up with or leave me...

Seven[7] things that I like most..

[+] Sweet stuff.. esp chocolates~!! (Yeah!! I'mma chocolate lovver too!!) (^o^)
[+] HELLO KITTY(ELene, we both just simply love kitty right? keke..)
[+] My Handphone!!
[+] My plush toys all caught by Laogong!!
[+] Laogong's smell, keke...(He sprays on Issey Miyake, Sniff...sniff...ah~) =D
[+] My comestics & perfume( all girls who loves dolling themselves just cant live without it!!)
[+] My baobei Oink Oink!! (it's Laogong lah!! teeheeehehe)

Seven[7] most important things in my room...

[+] Fan
[+] My hello kitty which I hug to sleep everynight!! =P
[+] My comics!!
[+] Bed
[+] My hi-fi system
[+] Wardrobe
[+] Lights

Seven[7] random facts about me...

[+] I cry easily in front of Laogong...
[+] My temper is not one you can meddle with!!
[+] Hates rude people!!
[+] Laogong and I are always up to some "hanky panky" whenever alone in his room or mine...OMG!! DId I just said that? NO!! lols..NOT ME, Ya!! *Grins
[+] I love sinful foods, oh man...it's just too delicious to resist..Don't cha agree?
[+] I'm suffering from depression...OMg...WHat to do?
[+] Laogong is my life!! Cant live without him...

Seven[7] things I can do

[+] Play maplestory on and on...I cant do without sleeping throughout the night!!
[+] Boil tonic soups for Laogong...
[+] Spend $$ like "turning on the water tap" hehehe...
[+] Look at Laogong sleep...
[+] Spend 1 hour or more applying my make-up
[+] Don't provoke me, or else I don't care who you're..I'll just roar!!

[+] Cry or laugh like nobody's business in the public *haha

Seven[7] things I cant do...

[+] Leave my Laogong? I just cant!!
[+] Don't eat or drink for a single day
[+] Shut myself out from the rest of the world
[+] Watch a horror movie alone
[+] Stuck at home when I've got $$ to shop
[+] Wear a pair of fake "Levis" jeans
[+] All dressed up but not wearing any make-up, I'll look like a ghoul...hahahs

Seven[7] phrases I say the most...

[+] Laogong! *gees
[+] Oink Oink! *hehes
[+] HUH?
[+] Oei~
[+] I don't know
[+] Ya?
[+] OK?

Seven[7] celebrity crush...

[+] Ayumi Hamasaki~!!
[+] Ayumi Hamasaki~!! (i'm not les..but i love her~!!)
[+] Ayumi Hamasaki~!!
[+] Still her!!
[+] Not Gonna Change!! NOpe!!
[+] It's her all the while!!
[+] Damn, I worship AYumi Hamasaki!! *wahkakaka

Seven[7] peeps that I love to see them doing this survey

[+] BabyElene, (I've seen hers already!! yeah)
[+] Cindy
[+] Laogong!!
[+] Jowell
[+] Shuping
[+] Robby
[+] My own kid brother, Kelvin...keke...
[+] Anyone else...lols..

Y Thursday, November 03, 2005Y
9:15 PM

2november2005, wednesday

Just a random entry, hahas...I just got this sudden urge to blog...Good also lah, right? Can provide my readers more stuffs or rather details of my crappy life to read...lols...

During my work at Zouk, I observed the customers down there...All walks of people, thin, fat, short, tall, strong-built, blah, blah, blah can be seen...Losta smoke and liquors and all, women and men chatting so loud even a deaf could hear...Some can even yell or whatever...Just do silly things...Supposed that most of them are here after a tired day of work, chill or relax or what...I don't know...Some of them were really good and nice while some are just "nasty"...

Working at Zouk is yet another exprience for me, quite an eye-opener as well...I got to know more about beers, wines, liquer and stuffs...It was kinda difficult at first, trying to mermorise or know know which goes with what mixer and all...But I'm doing quite alright now already, I could roughly remember what the more frequent orders made...It's actually fun while working, you get to meet funny people of all levels and can also learn about the various drinks...

I don't actually go clubbing and so is Tommy but yet, I'm working in a famous club...hahas...I reckon that working in a club and clubbing is totally different...I know that some people might think that working in clubs is not safe and considered indecent but actually there's nothing much to it...Well, of course there are some clubs which tarnishes their own reputation but we could'nt just look at all clubs in SG in the same way...lols...

Ok, I've typed enough already...hahas..Actually, I'm outta ideas...Enough of this topic...(^o^)

~END~

8:37 PM

2November2005, Wednesday

I woke up early in the morning to get myself ready and then went to Laogong's block lift lobby, to meet him after his work...We both accompanied Laogong's grandma until the time, Laogong's mummy came back and took over, this time round, I listened to Laogong's grandma talked and also chatted with her...But, eh...I've still got not much to chat with her...hahas...Seeing her, suddenly jolted my memories of my grandma...I've not seen my "ah ma" for a very long time, hope she's still doing strong and good...Whenever my "ah ma" called up my house or my dad, either I'm outside or working or whatever...So, I could'nt even get to hear my "ah ma's" voice...Shrugs* I miss her...Hope to see her very soon or get her call...

I slept together with Laogong, then I woke up at around 4plus in the afternoon to get ready for work...I kissed and bid Laogong goodbye and left his house to meet Robby and Diven at Lakeside mrt...I was the first to reach then Robby and then we waited like for, 10minutes but Diven still had'nt turn up...Instead Ah Wei turned up, and we all waited for Diven but as the time got later, we all grew fed up and boarded the train without waiting for Diven anymore...hahas...We managed to reach Tiong Bahru on time and saw Shun Yong, then finally Diven showed up and we all the bus to Zouk...

Yet another day at work in Zouk, WineBar...Grins* There were newcomers again!! Wahahaha...One of them is Eileen(not sure how her name is spelled!! lolz)and another is Dex or Tex or argh...Whatever way it is spelled!! hahas...We're briefed on the promotions for the night, and then Luther had Dex, Me and Diven carried various types of glasses to walk around the place...Unfortunately, Dex broke some wine glasses and luckily I managed to dodge it or else I'll turn over mine too...Whew!! The night passed quickly, though raining but still there were a lot of people...It was tiring but I quite enjoyed it, Cindy and Ah Wei also guided me along the way...I've gotten quite some help from the others as well...

I began taking orders myself and then there was this guy who ordered "Ku...don't know what drink??!! So, I asked Ah Wei for help and he doubled confirmed with the customer that it was "Kualar Tonic" (urm, not how this is spelled too!! lols)...The drinks came out soon after and I sent the "Kualar Tonic" plus the bill to that customer...WTF!! The customer then looked at the bill and told me that it's not "Kualar Tonic", it's "Absolute Kurant" !!!!!!! WTH, WTF...CCB!!!! The customer's friends also repeated the word and "OK"!! I got the f**king message and told Ah Wei, in the end we're stuck with "Kualar Tonic", got them the Kurant...NB!!! WTF!!!! Dennis also helped us but still they insisted on changing...Change lor, what to do...haiz...I was actually entitled to a free drink of my choice so do Ah Wei, but thanks, thanks very much to the customer who does not understand simple english and somehow don'nt know why, never told us "ABSOLUTE kurant" when we took his orders and, only told Dennis "ABSOLUTE" when asked...WTH!!!Argh...Nevermind..."Service line"...haiz...

We got to rest at 4plus in the morning and we ate our bee hoon, had our "Kualar Tonic"...YUckS* Pui* Disgusting, never drink this ever again...I did'nt even finished mine...Then, we waited for our bus to come and home we went!!

Y Tuesday, November 01, 2005Y
8:40 PM

01-11-2005, Tuesday

Laogong came to my house and fetch me again, keke...I was too lazy to wake up then Laogong took me to Jp so I could pay for my bills, but the post office was closed...Lols...Laogong only realised it when we've reached there and told the blury me that today is deepavali...keke...So, Laogong used his atm card to help pay for my bills at the "Sam" machine and I gave him the $$...

We went to "NTUC" afterwards, Laogong bought some cup and bowl noodles which he could bring to work...Then, Laogong asked me what did I wanted eat...I had no idea so then Laogong decided for me and bought me sushi, he too picked some for himself...Laogong paid and we went off, Laogong told me that the cashier's service at Fiesta was poor...Lols, then I told Laogong that it's like this, just ignore it...We went back to Laogong's house, had our sushi then finally went to sleep...Laogong's grandma sat alone in the living room, watching tv while chanting prayers...I did'nt know what to talk to her but only followed Laogong into the room...hahas...

Laogong has been late for his work for this past week, spending quite a sum of money on cab fares....Laogong said it was because I was not by his side, hees...I woke up earlier then Laogong and then helped his mummy do some cooking, and I went to wake Laogong up...This time, he was'nt late and got everything done early and did not miss his bus also...Laogong's mummy had me took some of the food she cooked and then Laogong and I went off...

Laogong and I kissed each other goodbye and, I went back home after seeing Laogong board his company bus....I will be going to work again at Zouk tomorro, hope I'll do better then my first day...keke...