08oct2005

Had a tiff with Laogong the night before, sigh*...I'm throwing my tantrums again...I could'nt help it and just lose my head...I made Laogong cried because I ignored him in e middle of the night, did'nt let him hug me to sleep and even went to play maple...In the end, I knew Laogong was crying so I stopped playing and hoaxed him instead...I did'nt know how to make him happy but only to ask him to stop crying...Sorry, Laogong!! I admit that it's all my fault k...Should'nt have been so bad to you but I don't know how to control my anger...Argh!! Guess I'll hafta attend anger management classes...=.="

I cried too when I saw Laogong crying because "heartpain" lor...It was "I" who bullied Laogong but then I feel sad also...Kinda regretted treating Laogong so coldly at that time so I cried a little too...But then all turned out to be fine after awhile...lol...Laogong looked liked a baby when he stopped crying and told me why he had cried earlier on...So cute!! lol...Laogong became my baby, haha...Cuz i hugged him like hugging a baby, grins* Anyway, Laogong and I kissed and made up then I too said sorry to him...We only went to sleep at about 4plus in e night!! hahaha...Talked about burning the midnight oil!! lol...