Y Tuesday, September 13, 2005Y
12:29 AM
12September2005
Supposed to go for my work today at 11am, then I smsed Coanne and told her I'll be at work by 12 noon instead..In the end, I stood her up and continued sleeping together with Laogong...I was too tired and I was also sick of going to work...So many things are different from the past already, what Coanne has promised was not done...It's just so demoralizing to continued working there...
A old place with a new look, new environment, new style of management...3 more people to get along with...I mean, not that I could'nt get alone with Coanne, her mum and the new colleague(Gu Teng aka Faye) but..argh..I don't know, really don't know what to do and how to work on as I used to...Ever since the start of this new "job", I've been stressed and so tired each day...I could see Coanne likes Faye alot and it's like whatever Faye says, Coanne listens...Coanne once told Janet and me before that if there was anything to said, we could tell her straight off...But till now, it does'nt seems so to me...So fed up...Janet and me used to be able to claim our MCs from Christine but Coanne says when its under her management, there'll be no MC claims...What the hell?? Coanne agreed before to Janet and me that our salary would be raised to $1000 but now it's a different story again...Coanne told me on Sunday that only when we've be able to know how to do facial and body treatments then would our salary be $1000, if not, we would be getting the same old salary as before...
I mean, why break our trust towards you?? Right?? Our working time has extended to end at 9pm everyday instead of the usual 8pm...We're expected to do the same old job and also handle new job responsibilities, so why does our salary still remains?? Is'nt this a break of promise?? This only makes me more reluntant to work, what's the point to?? An employer who is capable of breaking promises only makes the employees more depressed and stressed in work...Coanne also sided with Faye alot, even told me that China ladies are far more better than Singaporeans are nowadays...Alright, I do agree quite a bit..But Coanne shows such favourtism clearly, even though I've mentioned that blades are not allowed in pedicures Coanne still gave Faye the right to do it...All because Faye said she needed it..What the F*ck??!! I've seen the way Faye tried to psycho customers and managed to clinch the package deals with...It was just so scary!! Faye would continue ranting and ranting until the customer has got no choice but to buy from her, one even flared at her after buying the package from her unwilling...
I've could have been too naive, thinking that being a beauty consultant is more on advising the customers on which facial and body treatments to do...To analyse the skin problem they have and only asked them to purchase packages if they're willing to...I never thought that being a beauty consultant could be so aggressive!! Coanne wanted us to learn from Faye!! I mean, what for? Why force customers to buy when they're frustrated because of our behavouir, alright so if i really have to do it...I will try my best then, but no ample time was given to me at all!! How could I possibly do it?? I always thought keeping the image of our shop was the most important and so if i were to do it...Where the image of this shop go?? I'm so upset...I really don't feel like going on anymore...
I'm waiting for tommoro to come and then perhaps Janet and I will talk to Coanne, or I'll get scoldings from Coanne straight off when I arrived at work..I'm confused...I'll just pray hard and hope that all this would pass by soon...