24Aug2005, Wed

Supposed to meet up with Eileen, Cindy and WeiChee for a gathering cum celebration of Weichee's birthday...I could'nt make it to meet them as agreed cuz I was feeling sick, had blocked nose(which makes breathing so difficult) and sorethroat(coughing really badly)...I was lethargic, so I had no choice but to cancel the meeting..I went to Laogong's house and got to sleep immediately...Lack of sleep plus being constantly plagued by illness had completely drained me off my very last ability to fight off the illnesses again...Laogong said I breathed really heavily and it was noisy, but i had no idea at all...Guessed I really needed the rest...My blocked nose is almost cleared now but sometimes just sometimes, it'll attack me again...As for my cough, perhaps i'm not eating well enough so it's still there...Well, my appetite's coming back...I could eat again but not as much as I used to...Alot of the people who has'nt seen me quite awhile all told me that I've seem to have lost alot of weight...I still not sure what has made me become like this...Well, nevermind...

24Aug2005, Thursday

I went to meet up with Laogong as usual...I pestered Laogong to bring me out to buy breakfast cuz I felt like having porridge...In the end, Laogong bought me to Jurong West instead cuz his Dad asked him to go pay the HDB charges...Laogong accompanied me around there awhile cuz there was a "pasar malam" before we finally went to "da bao" duck noodles as our breakfast...

Laogong had dried duck noodles while I had the soup version, it was really delicious but I could'nt finish all of it...Laogong and i then went to sleep...I woke up at 5plus in the evening then woke Laogong up at 6.15pm for his work...As usual, I went home after seeing him off...I decided to walk back home but halfway through, I felt pain in my stomach suddenly...I quickly rushed back home after buying my drink and bread...Rushed to the toilet upon reaching home, I had diarrhoea again...I smsed Laogong and he called me to asked if I was feeling ok...I ensured him I'll take care of nyself, so i took medication...

I'm feeling alright for now but then again I'm afraid that my syptoms would show again...Tomorro is Laogong's day off from work again but I would'nt be able to meet him in the morning...I have to go for my Facial training tomorro which is 10 to 5pm then after would I be able to meet up with Laogong and go for dinner together with Laogong's cousin and Jason...

Life goes on normally and peacefully for me, is it the same for you as well??